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Chapter 7

18th March

Dear Diary

Well things are sort of back to how they were; once again a life that I liked was taken away from me. I liked living with the Fosters, they were kind to me, if I had to have a replacement family, I would have liked it to have been them, they didn't try to make me act like I was there daughter and always had been, they just invited me to be a part of their family, and it was up to me how involved I was, I was grateful to them, so I tried to be involved, but then things changed.

Emma became pregnant. I am happy for her I suppose, I mean it is what they have been waiting for, I was only the stand in until their real child arrived, they didn't think they would be able to manage two children so since I wasn't theirs and they had been trying for this child for years now, I was the one that had to go, they hadn't been trying for this child now that they had me but when they weren't trying things happened and along came baby, they were really sorry and couldn't stop apologising, they want to know how things turn out for me, at least I know they still care. So I am now back at the Centre, back in this dingy, smelly dirty, cold room and without a family, I look back at my entry's from when I am here and I notice how dull and whiny I am when I am here, I don't mean to be, but that is how I feel. Being here means I can't see Angela and the rest of the team, I can't see Seth and I have no freedom, I am stuck back in this never changing clockwork system, the only good thing about this place is Libby, she was so pleased to see me, she hugged me so tight when she first saw me that she nearly throttled me and wouldn't let me go, I did miss her and didn't get to see her as often as I would have liked with the Fosters.

Sophie tried very hard to get me to another home soon after I returned, I got sent to this place for a few days with a family called the Evans', but they sent me back, they thought I was a freak because of what I knew and what I had been through and because of my scars. I didn't care about that, they were the complete opposites to the Fosters, they wanted me to be the perfect daughter who pretended that she had been with them her whole life, I wasn't perfect and they wanted me to be, I didn't fit exactly in the box, so they tried to make me, but I wasn't going to let them, so I was sent away once again.

I have been trying to look up Evan Harding, but it is hard, I have very few resources, Seth tries to help but I think the team realised he is smuggling me information and they were forced to stop him coming to the lab, I cant find out where I know his name from, I did use my dad's badge number and other stuff (which I have had memorised for a while now, sneaked a look at all them when he wasn't in his office) to get into the records and pull some information but I didn't have enough clearance to get much, so he must be someone bad, I hope my parents are far away from him, I don't want them to be hurt by him, if he is dangerous.

Now I am waiting to be called down to yet another interview, with a family called the Fallons, they don't really sound like my sort of people from what Sophie has told me but I will try to keep an open mind.

Well Sophie is here, better go, I am off to meet these people

Wish me luck

Xx

April looked up as Sophie stuck her head round the door "hey" she greeted "you ready kid" April smiled at her and nodded, she then followed Sophie into her office once again where two people were waiting "April, this is Becca and David Fallon, they want you to come home with them right away" April blinked at them, she didn't even know these people and they wanted her, she looked at Sophie who didn't look to happy which made April think that it was not her idea to allow them to take her right away, she looked back at the couple and studied them, Becca was tall, blonde and had hard grey eyes, her fingernails were perfectly manicured, not the type who would spend lots of time with children and stuff. David was bulky, with dark eyes that were harsh and secretive, they matched his dark hair, those eyes travelled up and down April who shifted and held her head high and proud and stared back at him, she heard Sophie leave them, the Fallons smiled at her "hello April" David said "it is nice to meet you" he offered April his hand whilst smiling a very fake and forced smile, April shook his hand warily watching his every move "well we have cleared it with this place that you can come with us now, so why don't you go grab your stuff" he smiled at her, April watched him "can you not talk, sweet April" he asked and Becca giggled, "you don't know me" April said "why do you want to take me when you don't know me" David "I find that it is better to learn as you go with children, and we know more than you think, we read your file, well some of it and what we don't know we would like to find out" April frowned "go" he said "get your stuff" April didn't move "now" he said and although his voice was soft it was dangerously soft, April took a step back and then fled out the door and almost crashed into her room, she rocketed around grabbing her stuff and stuffing everything precious to her into the pouch, all except for the locket still clasped around her neck, she stuffed it under her shirt.

Once she had everything packed she sent a quick text to Seth that she was off again and that she might have to lay low with the new people for a bit, she told him she missed him and then sent it turning off the phone as soon as it was gone, then she grabbed her laptop and opened it, she went to the file she had been building since she had arrived back from her second foster family, it was a file on Evan Harding, the man whose blood had been in her mom and dad's bedroom, it was small but she had memorised it all, she quickly locked it and placed a password on it so that no one could access it, she didn't trust these people, she came down the stairs to find Sophie waiting for her "April, I am sorry, they gave this huge donation and said that they would give more like that if they could take you with them, I said that we shouldn't accept it but Gill said yes to them, says we need the money desperately" "it's ok Sophie" April said and gave the woman who had been trying so hard to help her a hug "it's is not your fault" Sophie looked at her "you have my number" she said "don't you dare hesitate to use it" April nodded and then gave her another hug before leaving.

She climbed regretfully into the back of the car, the door was slammed shut after her, trapping her inside, she could see Libby in her bedroom window watching confused, she gave her a small smile and waved, the little four year old waved sadly back. The Fallons climbed into the front and then drove off, taking her away, she watched out of the back window as the Centre disappeared from sight, although she hated it there, it felt safer than where she was going, because she had no idea where she was going, she was going into a deep dark tunnel and she couldn't see the light at the end.

XOXOXO

They pulled up in front of a small shabby house which heightened April's uncertainty of these people, if they could afford to give large enough donations to make the people at the centre hand her over no questions asked surely they could afford a better house of at least a refurbish of this place, not speaking she took her bags and followed them into the house, it stank of mould and rot, it was disgusting, April was just trying to decide whether she should just run, leave her stuff and run when David took her by the arm and dragged her up the stairs to a door which he unlocked "this is your room" he said "now there are not many rules except, do as we say, don't leave your room and don't try to escape, follow those rules and you should be fine as we wont hurt you" he threw her in and slammed the door, locking it.

April yelled throwing herself against the door angrily, when it didn't budge she ran to the window but it too was locked, she could hear them laughing as they moved away and then the sound of then talking to someone on the phone, April flung herself down onto the bed tears trickling down her cheeks, what was she to do now when she was locked in here, that was now the main question she wanted an answer too, who were these people, why did they want her and what were they going to do with her. She pulled out her phone and turned it on cursing when she had no signal, then she grabbed her laptop, but without internet connection she couldn't send an email, angry she flung them both away and pulled out the picture of her parents with her and Parker, she smiled slightly at the sight of them all happy, together, she was in her moms arms, leaning happily against her whilst Parker and her father had their arms around them, they all looked so happy, it had been taken last year after she had recovered more, she looked into her eyes knowing that behind the happy show she had been putting on for her and her family she was still hurting, still in pain, but not wanting her family to be in pain as she was she had hidden it from them all, trying to burry it deep within her. She was still in pain now, but she hid it still, she stared at her parents faces smiling back at her wishing that they were here now to protect her and comfort her now.

"You promised that you would always be there to catch me when I fell daddy" she whispered looking at his face smiling at her "I fell, and you weren't there, you promised you would always be there for me when I needed you both, but your not" she shoved the picture back into the bag and began to cry hard, why was it always her who got hurt now, she hated it, and she would take it no more, she was going to find them, soon, and she had a feeling in her stomach that she was already close to finding them, because of where she was now, these people couldn't have just chosen her at random, she must have been chosen for a reason and chances were that it was because of her mom and dad, but she wasn't afraid, she was hopeful, hopeful that she would be closer to being reunited with her family.

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