March 20th 2009

I have to stop looking and thinking about her but it's to hard. I look at her and I cant help but smile, she is so beautiful and she is such a sweet person and I feel really bad because I keep ignoring her… I haven's spoke to her since I explained everything to her…

Damon hasn't gone near her… that I know of anyway. I hope he stays away, I don't know what I would do if Elena got hurt because of me… I would just, well not kill me, I'm already dead… but if I was alive it would kill me…

I think I'm in love with her… I'm in love with Elena…


"What did I do wrong?" I asked Bonnie as we sat in my living room eating Ben and Jerry's cookie dough ice-cream… "Nothing… crazy if he doesn't feel anything for you, your pretty, smart, sexy" she started laughing and I joined in…

We decided to put a film on… "What…" Bonnie was cut off by a text on my phone it read:

Elena, please come to the boarding house, I need to speak with you… Stefan

"Err… Bonnie, do you mind if we do this another day, I have to go and do something" she nodded and we left to go our separate ways.


I was reading a book in my room when I heard the doorbell go, I got up and walked down the stairs and opened the door and there stood Elena… "Hi" she said and smiled, I looked at her confused. "Can I help you with something?" I asked and then she looked at me confused. "You text me, you wanted to talk to me?" she questioned then Damon came to the door.


It all clicked, Stefan not knowing anything about a text and the Damon suddenly showing up at the door. "I text you… I need to speak to you" he said and Stefan stepped in front of me. "Go away Damon" he ordered in a calm but warning voice. Damon looked at him like he was an ant. He pushed Stefan out of the way and grabbed my arm… "Lets go"

I don't remember anything. I woke up in darkness.. "Damon?" I called out and light came on. "Hello" he stepped into the light. "Where am I?" I asked and he picked up a torch and came closer to me. "In a tomb" I got scared, he was going to kill me…

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