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Kendall POVAfter Carlos and Logan had left I didn't do much. Just watched a bit of TV and that's about it. James still wasn't home when Carlos and Logan got back. He still wasn't there during the time Logan made tea or when he dished it up. The three of us all ate in silence and once I had finished I got up and took my plate to the sink, thanked Logan and went to the bathroom to take a shower. And that leads me to where I am now. In bed. Alone. James still wasn't home and it was 9:00pm. I sighed and rolled over, which felt like the millionth time. I couldn't sleep. Doesn't matter how much I tried it didn't work. I'm used to sleeping with James' arms around me. It made me feel safe and protected. I wish he would hurry up and get home. I flipped over onto my stomach and turned my head to the side. I started to feel a bit sleepier which was good. I heard the apartment door close then footsteps coming towards the room. Our door opened then shut and I felt the bed dip down next to me. I felt a hand on my back moving around in small circles near my shoulder blades. I sighed and tried to snuggle further into the bed. I heard him chuckle as I relaxed immediately.
'How are you Kendall?'
I turned so I was on my back looking up at him, confused expression on my face.
'What?'
'How are you? As in how are you feeling?'
'Um ok?'
He sighed then motioned me to sit up. I quickly obeyed, confused about what was going on. James took my hands in his and looked me in the eyes. I looked back unable to look away.
'While I was out I-'
'Where…'
'Kendall don't interrupt me.'
I quickly shut my mouth.
'As I was saying, while I was out I really thought about everything that had happened and I realized something.'
I sat there in silence waiting for him to continue, not daring to say anything.
'I don't want to change you Kendall. I fell in love with you for who you were. What I've done in the last few days… It's not right. You need to be yourself Kendall and I'm willing to work on my self and my emotions so you can be that.'
I looked at him with the biggest smile on my face. I don't think I've smiled like that in a few days.
'Just you have to remember that your still mine and I don't like disobedience.'
I could live with that. I leant forward and captured his lips in a kiss. I immediately let him take control, letting him know I agree with all of this. He grabbed my waist and pulled me into his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck to try and bring us closer together. He then started kissing down my neck and I let out a small moan as he bit down on my pulse point. As he started to lay me back I spoke up.
'Ja-James please stop. I- I'm still sore from last time.' I managed to get out.
He stopped and looked at me. I could see he wasn't happy about this but still he let it slide. Instead he climbed over to the other side of the bed and climbed under the covers. I immediately crawled over to him and molded myself into him.
'Night Kendall, I love you.'
'Love you too, James'
I smiled to myself. Maybe this could get better, but with James anything is possible so I guess I will have to see what happens. I buried my face into James' side and closed my eyes. I felt James kiss the top of my head.
'Relax Kendall. Sleep babe.'
Yeah that sounds good right about now.
AN: Well there you go another chapter. I know it's really short but I'm not really sure where to take this story at the moment. Look's like James is starting to be nice again. But one thing is for sure he is defiantly going to slip up. Hopefully I will update soon. Tell me what you think guys, were do you think I should take this next? Reviews would be lovely!
