**Jax POV**

Jax was pacing the waiting room at the hospital. It all felt like Deja vu. He had been here 6 other times before each time more nerve wracking than the last. The only difference was Tara being there. He stoped pacing looked over at her. She was sitting in a chair next to the Window, she cradled her legs to her chest and her was resting on top of knees and she was looking out the window. She was comforting him and telling him things were going to be ok when he just lost it anf yelled at her. Telling her that she didnt know anything and to leave him alone. He saw the tears well up in her eyes as she nodded and walked over to the chair where she had been ever since. He didnt care at that moment but now he was kicking his ass for being such a dick.

"You gonna apologize to your girlfriend any time soon?" Opie asked from beside him. He had arrived just as Jax let loose on tara. Donna had rushed to her cousins side but Tara wouldn't speak to anyone and had become completely mute. Jax looked at his best friend and nodded but didn't move. "She was trying to be there for you and you were such a dick. She didn't deserve that Jax. She loves Thomas and shes just as worried." Jax put his head down shamefully.

"I know. I messed up man. I was just upset and she was the closest thing to lash out to. I feel like such a dick." Jax shook his head and rubbed the back of his neck.

"You are Dick but for some reason -that i just cant seem to understand- she loves you" Jax cracked a smile and pushed him. "But seriously man make things right with her man she's hurting to. She won't even talk to Donna." He sighed. Opie had come to love Tara like a sister he hated seeing her like this especially since he never really had. Jax nodded and moved to go talk to her.

"Jackson" he turned around and saw his mom looking worn. She had tears streaming down her face and her eyes looked sad. please don't say it , he swallowed the lump in his throat. he walked towards her and took her in his arms. Praying to whatever god that his little brother was ok.

"How is he mom?"

She sighed and looked up at him patting his cheek before turning and addressing the whole room. Jax noticed Tara raise her head and look at his mother expectantly. He noticed her face was red swollen and had tear stained cheeks. He felt even more like a Dick.

"He made it out of Surgery but has slipped into a coma doctor says if he wakes up he'll make it. As of right now he had about 50 50 chance" she wiped her eyes "Thank you guys for being here but you dont have to stay ill keep everyone updated" she turned to jax again "you can come see him when your ready baby im gonna go sit with him for a bit" she kissed his cheek and left. Every one got up to leave but tara she just laid her head back down and continued to look out the window. The boys slapped him on the back as they left. Opie grabbed Donnas hand and pulled her away from tara who still wasnt talking. Donna glared at Jax and shoved him saying "fix it" and then walked away. Jax stared after her stunned. He looked at Opie and caught his Bestfriend trying to hold in a laugh "your a jackass" he said before following his girlfriend out. Jax ran his hands over his face before walking over to tara and sitting down in a chair he moved in front of her.

"Babe?" When she didn't look at him he sighed and laid his hands on her legs "im sorry baby. I took my frustrations and my hurt out on you and i know i shouldn't have. I know you were just trying to comfort me and be there for me i just i dont know let it all out on you i guess. Im sorry babe please forgive me. Id be going crazy if i didnt have you here. I know you're upset and you have every right to be but can you please atleast come with me to see Thomas? I know he'd want you there" Tara raised her head and looked him tears falling down her cheeks. It broke his heart to see her like that. He took her face in his hands and kissed her forehead "im so so so sorry baby" he kissed her face repeatedly. She pulled away little letting her legs down and wiping her face. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath leaning her forehead against his.

"Will you go see Thomas with me?" He whispered softly. She nodded her and stood up. She Still wasnt talking and that worried him but he wanted to see his brother and if she was willing to go with him he wasnt going to push her anymore. He took her hand and led the way to his brothers room. When he walked in he wasnt prepared for the sight in front of hin. His little brother looked so fragile and tiny with so many tubes and monitors. His brother was in the hospital before but it was never like this. This was the worst hes ever seen him and it brought tears to his eyes. Tara squeezed his hand and he looked down at her. She cupped his cheek and nodded. He bent down and kissed her gently he knew she was letting him know she was there. He pulled her to his side and closed his eyes. Pulling together the strength his brother needed from him.

**Gemma POV**

Gemma stood vigil at her youngest sons bedside. She had been here before but this time was different. She could feel it. She knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that if her son didn't wake up soon she would loose her little boy. She had just made herself comfortable in the chair beside the bed when jax and tara walked in. Gemma wanted to be angry that he would bring her in there but she couldn't find the strength. Beside she knew Thomas loved tara like the big sister he never had so she figured she could be cordial for now. She watched as oldest interacted with his girlfriend. She watched as Jax leaned on tara for support noticing that Tara never faltered in giving him strength. She watched as tara led him to a chair and made him sit down without even saying a word. Jax was having difficulty keeping in his emotions and Gemma wanted to comfort him but she was stuck to her chair watching the young couple. She could tell tara was having an internal battle with herself. It looked as if she wanted to break down every time she looked at Thomas but then Jax would breath harshly or rub his face and she would sacrifice her emotions to lend her strengths to the man she loved and at that moment Gemma couldn't control the immense respect she felt for the young woman. She saw tara wipe her eyes and look down at Jax cocking her head to the side in an unspoken question. Jax nodded his head and she bent down to kiss him before walking out the door. Gemma watched her leave before looking over at her son.

"Where she going?" Gemma asked curiously.

"To get something to eat. Shell be back, im sure with some food for us to" Jax answered. Gemma looked at her son stunned. She hadnt actually expected answer like that. Actually She expected him to say 'i dont know' or 'not sure'. Jax noticed her staring at him "what?"

"How do you do that?" She wondered

"Do what?" Jax looked at her his eyes brows knitting in confusion.

"Talk to eachother with out speaking" she stated. She was truly stunned. Jax shook his head and shrugged "i don't know" gemma looked him over

"You love her" she said matter of factly. Jax ran a hand over his bbrother's forehead and smiled "yeah mom i do more than i thought possible"

Gemma nodded thoughtfully. She still didnt think her son falling in love so young was such a good idea but she realized that she just might have to accept Tara being apart of their lives because tara was right in trying to push Tara away the only thing Gemma was doing was pushing Jax away and closer to Tara. She got it now. What she needed to do was bring tara under her wing not push her under a bus.

"I love you Jackson"

Jax smiled at his mom warmly "I love you to mom"

**Jax POV**

Jax didnt know how long he stayed at the hospital for. He knew it was awhile though when he looked outside and saw the clouds beging to get lighter. He looked down and saw Tara sound asleep in his lap. She had stayed with him all night. He begged her to go home and get some sleep but she wasnt having it so instead when she was exhausted she climbed on to his lap laid her head on his shoulder and fell asleep.

"You are to stubborn for Your own good" He wwhispered to her so she wouldn't wake up. He felt her stir in top of him abd whisper back "and yet you love me any way" before falling back to sleep. Jax chuckled and shook his head even in her sleep she has a come back for everything. he leaned his head on her and closed his eyes.

"Mom can you stop staring at us. Its freaking me out" jax whispered with out opening his eyes. She had been doing that all night and he couldnt understand why but everytime he closed his eyes he felt her eyes on him.

"Sorry baby its just weird seeing you to like this" she huffed "how about you take her back to our place you both need Some rest and since she wont leave your it'll be better to just take her there" Jax looked at her and wanted to protests but his mother lifted her hand "i insists. Just go home get some rest and when you wake up you can come back here"

"Ok fine" he conceded he didnt want to leave his brother but he really did need some rest. He shook tara gently "babe come on were gonna go back to my place and get some rest" she rubbed her eyes and let out a yawn "what about Thomas?" She asked worried looking back at his brother.

"He will still be here when we come back." He reassured her. She nodded and stood up walking over to his bedside and kissing his forhead "we'll be back Thomas. I'll bring your favorite book and read it to you when i get back" he heard her say. Jax was flooded with the amount of love he had for her. She stepped back and took his hand Jax kissed his brothers head telling him that he'd be back soon. As he walked out the door he noticed Tara stop and turn to his mother.

"Would you like me to bring you some extra cloths and toiletries?" She asked. Gemma had a look of confusion before she gratefully nodded "that would be great. Thank you" she offered a small smile to his girlfriend. Tara nodded and waved. Jax looked down at her and she shrugged. "Thomas would want me to be nice". Jax smiled and kissed the side of her head before wrapping his arm around her waist and leading her out of the hospital.

When they got to the Teller house hold Jax led her upstairs to his room. They undressed quickly and got into bed after throwing on some PJs. He wrapped his arms aroud her and rubbed circles on her back. It was then that he noticed her silently crying. He knew it was coming she had been holding it in all day trying to be strong for him. He held her tighter and let her cry he knew she needed to get it all out. When she finally cried herself to sleep Jax allowed him self to relax and fall asleep as well. He knew the day would be tough but he also knew that with Tara by his side he wouldn't have to face it alone.

A/N: So what did you guys think if Gemmas POV? I think shes beginning to come around a little. Iol

I'll keep this AN short considering its 245am and im exhausted! Lol so sorry if theres any spelling errors. Ill be updating again later on today.

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