Ok guys I want to thank EVERYONE FOR REVIEWING.

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Sorry it took so long on teh update.

Personal reasons.

And just to fill you in.. later at the end of the chapter when you get to

littel paragraphs written in italics with quotations around it.

They are lyrics I thought they matched the moment well.

The song is called"Apologize"

If I made errors in my spellling I'm deeply sorry.

But I just wrote this in like a few hours.

I hope you enjoy. I'm sorry if you don't.

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"Serena?"

Darien questioned, as the angelic blonde, collapsed into his arms.

He quickly scooped her up into his arms, and hurried back to his apartment to get her out of the rain.

He trudged into his apartment sopping wet, and gently placed Serena on the couch. He could tell she was breathing,

but he didn't know what exactly was wrong with her physically. He decided the best thing for her right now was sleep.

He decided to change her out of her wet clothes to avoid her chances of catching pneumonia.

He grabbed one of his long T - shirts and a pair of his boxers out the laundry basket on the table beside them.

He used his left arm to raise her body up, and was startled to see how light she was.

"Damn, meatballhead, you're lighter than you used to be." he whispered amongst himself, not knowing if this is a good thing or bad.

He slid off her school shirt, and just stared at her, he could see the paleness, and the glow he once saw was gone.

He tried to focus but was struggling to do so. He grabbed the shirt with his right hand and managed to put it on her.

He then slid off her blue skirt and began to laugh. He saw she was wearing little pink panties with bunnies all over them.

"Only you Serena, only you." He chuckled.

He laid her back down gently trying not to awake her, and slid his boxers up her long slender legs.

He couldn't help but laugh at the fact that they looked so big on her.

"Damn, your so beautiful." he whispered.

He lifted her up and took her into his room and laid her in his bed.He sat with her for a few moments, just staring at her, and thinking. Thinking of all the times they shared. He couldn't help but miss it, or for that matter miss her.

Darien walked out of his bedroom and into the livingroom.He wasn't quite sure what to do. He couldn't help but think of what he should say to her when she would awake. Lately it's so rough to even to get her to talk period. All he wanted was to see her smile or hear her beautiful laugh.

Darien decided it was time this to end, he wanted the old Serena back. He called the fellow sailor scouts over to help him get through to her. They arrived there shortly after the call.

"How is she?" Mina asked Darien.

"I don't know she's still sleeping." he replied.

"What happened exactly?" Ami questioned.

"I was walking towards the arcade and next thing you know, Serena's collapsed in my arms."he said softly.

"What are we going to do when she wakes up?" Lita asked.

"I don't know exactly. All I know is I want the old Serena back." he said gently.

"Umm what am I doing here.." Serena mumbled as she stumbled into the living room.

"Serena." they said in unison.

"What am I doing here?" she asked again.

"Sere, you fainted on your way home." Ami answered.

"Well if you don't mind I should be getting home." Serena slurred.

She grabbed her jacket and headed towards the door but Darien stepped in front of it.

"No Serena, I can't let you leave like this." he stammered.

"Why not, you don't care, none of you do." she said a bit aggitated.

"Serena, how can you say that, we all care." Mina chimed in.

"Yeah, thats why your never there for me huh." she said codly.

"You know what Serena I'm sick of your bullshit, you pushed us away!" Rei yelled.

"And how far away did I push you huh, because true friends they don't give up and y'all did." Serena shot back.

"Stop being so fucking selfish Serena. What is so wrong that you have to act like this!" Rei asked angrily.

"Nothing's wrong." she replied.

Rei, walks over to Serena and grabs her arm,and says,"That's bullshit Serena and you know it."

Serena jerks her arm out of Reis grip and heads back to the door.

"Move Darien." Serena urged.

"No." He saud sternly.

Serena started pushing him away from the door but he just wouldn't budge.

"Serena, just say what you feel, please.." He begged trying to stand firm against the door.

"What I feel, I don't feel anything." she shot back.

"Serena, quit lying, please tell me." he pleaded.

Serena couldn't help but get so frustrated because he wasn't budging. She started punching him in the chest violently yelling for him to just move, but still he wouldn't.

Serena stepped back and with tears in her eyes yelled,"Why can't you just move?"

A silence fell over the room. They all just stared at her.. and watched the tears fall from her beautiful blue eyes.

"Serena, what are you feeling right now. Hell yell at me if it makes you feel better, just please be you, the you I love."

Darien pleaded.

"How I feel, I feel like no matter what I do it's not good enough. I look in the fucking mirror and I can't even stand to look at myself.

I hate everything about me. How can I be me, if I don't even fucking like me, you didn't either.The me you love huh. You don't love me remember, you wnat nothing to fucking do with me, because there' something so wrong with me!" She yelled with tears streaming down her face.

"I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say..."

"Serena, listen to me that's not it, that's not it at all." Darien replied with tears streaming down his cheek.

"No Darien, I get it now okay. I was so fucking stupid. I cried over every little thing. I ate way too much, and I was so selfish,but I won't be selfish anymore. I don't deserve you, I don't deserve anything good in my life." She sobbed.

Darien walked up to her, and wrapped his arms around her.

"Sere, I'm so fucking sorry. None of this is your fault. You don't deserve this."he sobbed.

" It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late"

Serena jerked away from his embrace, she glanced at his sidetable and saw a framed picture of then. She walked over to it and picked it up. She couldn't stand to look at it. She started sobbing harder and she screamed as she threw the picture at the wall.Everyone sat back and watched, no one knew what to do, or say. They were in such shock.

"I get it, I want what I can't have. And I just wasn't good enough, trust me I know. I feel it all the time. You don't want me, hell I don't even want me." She sobbed angrily.

"I'm so sorry Sere, please just listen to me."he begged.

"I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid..."

Once again he wrapped his arms tight around her.

"I'm so fucking sorry Sere," he began to sob.

But Serena, pushed him away, and ran towards the door and out of the apartment, tears still streaming down her face.

"It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late"