I woke up the next morning sore

I woke up the next morning sore. When Rick is mad he takes out his frustrations and well he takes them out on me. He was rough last night to say the least. A part of me enjoyed it I am not going to lie but right now I hate the after effect. He said I had to make a choice and I did I chose Tommy in order to save my own ass. I should probably call him to warn him. I get out of bed quietly hoping not to wake Rick because if he knew I was calling him he would hurt me some more. I grab my phone and tip toe to the bathroom. I dial his number praying he answered. After a while his voicemail came on well I might as well leave a message.

"Hey Tommy its Jude I wanted to let you know that Rick found out about us and well he told me to choose. Either to save my life or to save yours and well I chose to save mine. I am sorry but I wanted to call you to let you know. I hope you get this message in time. I have to go before Rick finds out. Take care and be safe Tommy. I hope we meet again and under better circumstances." I hang up and peer out the door. Rick is still in the same position. I get back in and snuggle up close to him. This is going to be a long day.

I wake up and notice Rick is gone but left a note.

Babes meet us at the spot at around 9pm. I have a job for you. Love Rick.

Hmm I wonder who we are torturing today. Oh well I look at the clock and it reads 11am. What am I going to do until then? I decide to call Shannon and meet up with her. She is the only person in this crazy world that I trust. We decide to meet up at Starbucks to talk.

I get up and get dress. I meet her there at 12 which give me 9hours to get ready.

I spot her at our usual table. I get in line to get my Grande Vanilla Bean Frapachino. Once I have it I walk over to her and give her a kiss on the cheek.
"So what happened with that guy Tommy?" No hi how are you she jumped right in to the questions.

"Well we umm had sex and then I left to come back here to save his ass from Rick" she nearly drops her drink.

"What? Did Rick find out?" I take a deep breathe.

"Yeah he did yesterday and he made me choose. And I chose Tommy and I feel bad because he doesn't deserve this but I am not going to die either" she nods in understanding my predicament.

"So now what I mean you obviously have feeling for Tommy but your in love with Rick or at least I hope you are" why do I keep her around?

"I don't have feelings for him all we did was have sex that's all. I just feel bad because he got caught up in my crazy lifestyle" I look down not meeting her eyes. I had a feeling they would betray me.

"Sure what ever you say. So where is Rick today?" I mental thank her for the change of subject.

"I don't know but I am supposed to meet him at the spot at around 9" she nods knowing what I meant.

"So what are you doing until then?" I have yet to decide.

"I don't know. How about we go shopping? Maybe get Rick something he will enjoy" She gets up and I follow her.
"Victoria secrets first on our stop" I laugh as we make our way out.

At 8 I make my way to the spot. I want to get there a little early so I can get set and ready. When I arrive I see Rick sitting there waiting for me to arrive. He walks up to me and kisses me. We stand there and make out for a good 10 minutes.

"Hey baby you are early" he walks back to his chair and sits again.

"I thought I would come get ready and get you to tell me who it is today" I walk over to him and sit on his lap. He starts to kiss my neck.

"You will see in about 10 minutes" He continues. I sit there and enjoy his touches.

I hear the guys pull up so I hop off his lap as he stands. I am anxious to see who it is today. When the doors open I nearly fall to the ground when I see who it is. It is none other than Tommy. I am supposed to torture Tommy I don't know if I can. I can see that they beat him up some on there way here. God what am I supposed to do. I look at Rick and see a satisfied smile on his face. I know I have no choice. I look at Tommy and I can tell that he understands that I must do it. The set him on the table as I get my things ready, I am about to turn on my music when Rick stops me.

"I want you to hear him scream" he tells me as he takes my music away. Oh no this is going to be worse than I thought.