New chapter! In this chapter more of you will probably most likely hate on Beau some more! I know I do! ANyways here it chapter 6! (:
anaBTRush - all that will be revealed in this chapter! (:
AznInvasionPersuasion - Don't we all?
Dia - Well at least you actually can watch it. I'm currently living in a different country for vacation. So I can't watch it anymore! I just learn things from my friend back in America. Oh, I uploaded the chapter early just for you! (:
Mystery Girl 911 - I'ma massive music lover! When I grow up I want to own a record player, and buy records from back in the day. Music is my life!
Lucy's POV
I took a cab home, so I wouldn't disturb the Knight family. When I arrive home, Hayden was at the table drinking coffee. He was waiting for me.
"Surprised you came home. What happened here?" he said, "Why is your guitar smashed?"
"I tripped, then I dropped it." I lied, he examined my face.
"Then why was the door left wide open when I came home?"
"Raccoons?" I joked, and he didn't budge. Not a grin or a chuckle.
"Whatever, just don't do it again. I was worried you were kidnapped. Mom and dad would kill me. They would send me back to military school." he gave up, and I look at the clock. It was 7:38. I had 22 minutes before school. I quickly took a shower, and changed into a Ramones faded long sleeve, and a pair of ripped skinny jeans. Instead of wearing my usual combat boots. I just threw on some converse. I grabbed my brother's keys and rode to school. The parking on the east side of campus was full so I parked up front. I stepped into the doors of the front office. I passed attendance when suddenly,
"Hey, Lucy." I hear his voice once more. It can't be him. The one place I thought I would never see him. But, now his here. I didn't dare look behind me. I just continued walking ahead. I grabbed the handle of the door to the main hallway but, I feel a hand around my arm stop me.
"Where you going, babe?" Beau whispers behind me. I feel his hand slide down to me waist, and I slapped it away and opened the door. I hear his footsteps follow me, and he grabs my arm again but harder. He pulls me into a janitor's closet.
"Look babe, of you plan on making a scene when we walk out...I'll do things with this." he says to me, as he pulls out a silver pocket knife. The edge has a shiny sharpened able to cut through bone,
It was four inches of length, and one inch of width. My eyes were shot big from seeing the weapon. I backed agaainst the wall. He smiles at it then me.
"I wonder if I could make little pictures with this on your skin." he grins, and teases me with it. His evil smirk, and devilish eyes. He had changed since yesterday, it seemed like he had become sadistic minded.
"So when we get out there you will pretend like I'm your boyfriend. So it saves you from inserting this into you. And me provides me funds for my stay here, and more money." he held his knife. He slowly puts it back in his pocket, and drags me out into the hallway. His hand slides down to mine, and he gradually puts a smiling face for the public. We turn the corner, and I ee the guys looking at the school bulletin board. eau walks ahead of me pulling towards them. He gives me a look telling me to say something.
"Hey guys." I say, and they turn around. "This is Beau...my boyfriend." I lied, and wore a fake smile.
"Boyfriend?" Kendall choked.
"Kendall, we've met." Beau reaches over and gives me a handshake and so does the other members of the band.
"We're going to be late for class Lu. I'll walk you over." Beau says, and guides me to my class. I look back at Kendall he watches us leave. I turn back around as I follow Beau. We reached my class,
"I'm going to walk you to your next class, so you don't rat me out again. Now kiss me, and go inside." he whispers, and his lips connected with mine. I try to push away but he held me close. I can feel his hands move around my waist, and down my butt. I push him away.
"Get your filthy hands off me." I growled with disgust.
"Oh my god. Don't tell me your a virgin." he steps closer to me, and I gulped.
"Who knew a bitch like you would keep that little gate way of yours, so clean." he points at me he grabs me again."We can change that." he stares at me. Then suddenly a teacher walks by, he notices our position.
"What's going on here." the teacher asks suspiciously.
"Nothing at all sir, just saying goodbye to my girlfriend." Beau says, and kisses my cheek. And walks away slowly, and so does the teacher. I look back and see Beau licking his lips. I feel a shiver run down my spin, and I proceed to class. As school went on I had to kiss the devil six times.
Kendall's POV
I walked to my last class of the day, Theatre. As I turned the corner, I see Beau kissing Lucy outside the class door. I bite my lip, I didn't know if the churning of my stomach inside of me is jealousy, or if I'm getting gassy from the burrito I ate at lunch. I can see them forcefully kissing. I mean I could do better, as a boyfriend I mean. I would kisser her softer, call her gorgeous all day, everyday. I would text her during class just to make her smile. Not every hour have a make out session outside of class. But, if she's happy with him. Her happiness if all I need. I just want her to receive the happiness she didn't get back at Atlanta with whoever her ex-boyfriend was. I walked toward the door, when Beau and Lucy parted.
"I'll see you tomorrow then, babe?" Beau says to Lucy.
"Of course." Lucy whispers back, and goes inside. As Beau was leaving I tapped his shoulder. He turns around.
"Oh, hey Kendall." he turns his attention to me. "Listen, how long have you and Lucy been...dating?" I asked awkwardly,
"Oh...uh...for about three months now. Since she left to enroll here, we've been keeping a long distance relationship. I've been missing her so, I enrolled to PWHS." he explains,
"So, your fully aware of her past, right?" I question,
"Past, she never spoke to me about her past?" he eased,
"Well about her self-harm. Well she received excessive abuse from this ex-boyfriend she had back at Atlanta. Do you know who that boyfriend was, by any chance?"
"Abuse, god. My Lucy was abused? S-she never told me." Beau says shockingly, "the only boyfriends she dated is I think...O-owen Mcgillian, and...uh...JJ Grant." he answers, and my eyebrows furrowed.
"Well thanks for the information. I'll see you tomorrow." I said, and went into class. I entered class and I see Lucy writing in her notebook.
"Hey Lucy." I greeted her, and she didn't say anything." I assumed she didn't hear me so I repeated it again."Sup, Lucy!" I say with enthusiasm. still nothing.
"Okay, class get into your seats!" Ms Patterson announces, as the class settles into their own seats.
"Alright, so I have some good news, and some bad news." she said. "I won't be here Friday, nor Thursday of this week because I am going to the Henderson Film Festival in Sacremento." she pauses for a breath. "the good news is-"
"Wait so you not being here is bad news?" a boy interrupts her,
"Well yes, because I won't be here to teach. Anyways, the good news is I will have to push the performances to today, Tuesday, and Wednesday. So here is the schedule."
"Grease, and West Side Story will perform also today. Phantom of the Opera is tomorrow, and finishing the unit is Hairspray." she smiles, and I hear groans from the students that are performing today.
"Oh hush, at least you'll get it over with!" she reassures us. "Back to today, we're going to be doing a table read on the play Farmhouse" she begins handing out packets of paper. I glance over to Lucy, who seemed to not pay any attention to me. I return to class as we began reading.
Minutes into our table read, I continued to glance over at Lucy. I took a peice of loose leaf paper, and wrote on the blue line.
Why aren't you talking to me?
I folded it and passed it to Lucy's desk. She looks over to me and opened it. In my mind I was thinking, so now you look over at me. She wrote something and passed it back to me, I read what was written.
No reason at all.
I grabbed my pen and wrote back. We continued passing the paper back and forth.
Well you didn't tell me about who practically choked yesterday? You need to tell me.
It's none of your business anymore. Beau took care of it.
Well your safety is my concern. Just because you have a boyfriend, doesn't mean I stopped caring about you.
I wrote aggressively on the paper, and handed it back to her.
Well I appreciate your concern but, I can handle myself. this is my problem not yours.
She scribbles on the paper. I grabbed my pen, and wrote back. I was about to pass the note back to Lucy, when I hear someone clear their throat. It was Ms. Patterson I gulped and returned my hand.
"Kendall, will you please hand me the note you were passing to Lucy." she held out her hand.
"Uh..." I look to Lucy, she nodded,no. "No."
"No?" she raised an eyebrow.
"Yeah, no." I confirmed, as I gripped the paper in my right hand.
"Well if you won't give it to me, then read it." she suggested, and I looked back to Lucy. She continued to nod no. I held the paper below me, and inhaled and exhaled.
"Hey, Lucy. I've been thinking for the past two days lately. And I just can't seem to get you out of my mine. It's weird, because whenever I talk to you my heart beats faster. The moment I stared into your pretty chocolate brown eyes, I just feel like I'm in a trance. I don't think you realize how easily you make me smile." I pause, "I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm crazy for you." I pretended to say what was written on the paper. But, what all I said was true. How I felt about her, her not getting out of my mind, her chocolate brown eyes. All of it was true. It was like I just confessed to her. I look up from the paper, to see everyone staring at me. I hear the girls in class aw in unison. Then Misses Patterson intruded.
"Well, okay back to the table read." she turns her attention back to the table read, and so does everyone else. I put the paper away in my backpack, and returned to the table read. When school was over, I gathered my things. Lucy tugs on my shirt, I turn around and smile.
"Look, thanks so, so much for lying to Ms. Patterson, and not telling her! It means a lot." she thanks, and my smile fades. She thought I was lying? I feel the churning inside me return.
"Yeah, that's what friends are, right? Gotta stick up for each other." I wear a broken smile,
"I'll see you tomorrow! Thanks again!" she waves, and leaves. I feel my shoulder slump down, I was right, Lucy would never fall for a guy like me.
Lucy's POV
I was walking to my motorcycle, when I see someone leaning against it looking the other way. The person turns around, it was Beau. His face looked angry, I could hear him grinding his teeth. He grabbed my arm, and pulled me away from people around us.
"You." he growls, "You told Kendall about our little secret back at Atlanta. Luckily you didn't say my name. Cause if you did, I would rather just kill you right now! So from now on, stay away from him. Because if I see you together with him, ever, I will cut you." he threatened, and let go of my arm. He raised his hand at me, and swung. He slapped me right across my face, with impact I fell to the floor. I could feel my face hurt, and ache. He turned around, and left. I feel the tears stream down my face, this was my life before. Now I get to relive it all over again. I jumped on the motorcycle, and rode back home. As I was parking in the driveway I wiped my tears from my eyes with shirt. I walked into the house, to see Hayden wasn't home. I go to the kitchen, I see a plate of spaghetti, and a note.
With the band up in Seattle for the next two days. Reheatables in the fridge. Don't cook.
I threw my backpack on the couch, and went to my bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror, my left cheek was red. I see tears still fall from my eyes. I turn on the faucet, and turn on the water. I took a quick shower, and changed into my pajamas. I look back at myself in the mirror. I go to my brother's bathroom, and found a razor blade. I held the blade in my right hand. I gulp slowly from nervousness. I slide a little cut on my forearm. I flinch from the sharp blade cutting through my skin. I see a drop of red blood slide from my arm, and drop on the floor.
"I'm sorry Kendall." I whimper, I know I promised him. But, I can't take it anymore.
Why Lucy! WHY! Things are getting worst and worst! WHat will happen next!
