Click. Click.
What the fuck was that? Cat closed her eyes tighter, and tried to drown out the noise that was keeping her up. it was only ten but she was sooo , of course the noise didn't stop, it kept going. Cat let out a growl and kicked her pink comforter away from her body in anger. She fiercely wrapped a sweater around herself. It was terrible how much rage she felt. Everything from today was just infuriating her.
She didn't want to be second. She wanted to be first. She was always fighting for what should have been hers. Beck should belong to her and her alone. The lead role was hers, and there was no reason why Jade and Tori had to fucking get pissed off about it. Just today after school she had overheard Tori rambling to Andrae that she thought that eventually she would have to take over the role.
Click. Click.
Cat quieted down for a moment, and listened carefully to see what the tapping was. It was driving her nuts. After another click she went to her window and opened the shades. After fighting for a minute with the blinds, she opened the window roughly.
"Listen who ever is out there I swear I'll wake my brother!" She whispered fiercely to the ground below. She could barely see the the tree in front but she figured it was a creeper.
"Cat?"
Cat's eyes furies. "Beck?" She whispered back. She tried to keep her excitement from showing. But no matter how mad she was. There was her prince throwing rocks at her window. No matter how mad she was, she could suppress the smile. She was, at heart, just a hopeless romantic.
"Yeah." Beck said after a pause. She stopped smiling the moment he reached her view. Not wanting him to know that he held the intent of his power of her. His ability to make her smile even when she was half asleep. "Can I come up?"
"No." Cat said cutely, pouting her lips. Beck smiled at her innocent tone of voice.
"I love you Cat. Please let me in. "
His voice sounded strange. Almost like he was pleading. Love. Cat sometimes thought that Beck didn't know what the word meant. Maybe he just threw it around to get what he wanted.
"Fine." She said, she went to move downstairs to open the door, but was surprised when she heard a grunt the moment she moved. She turned back around twards the window to see Beck Oliver climb the tree near her window. He was fast and she would forever call him monkey. She gasped when he suddenly jumped through her window. She backed up in a jump.
"You could have hurt yourself!" Cat exclaimed, sincerely afraid of his well being. Beck shrugged a shoulder, and neared her. He touched her arms and she couldnt help but relax. His eyes studied her. Her skin was flawless, and the light from her candle burner made it even more enchanting. Her very long red velvet hair was pinned half up, and she wore a short black and pink nightie, and a cute white sweater over her. Fuzzy with long sleeves.
"I needed to see you, Kitten." He said seriously.
Cat forced herself to scowl at him. "Well. I'm here!" She exclaimed, rolling her eyes and a hand movement.
He chuckled at her cuteness, " I can see you, it's been three days."
"Well now that your here, and you came and saw-"
"Baby..." He pleaded, taking her hands in his. " I don't want to sleep without you again." For the last week or so since their secret started she had been sneaking in his RV. It wasn't always sexual. Sometimes they just fell asleep.
Cat softened. "Beck..." She whispered, and then she looked up. She put her hands on his shoulders, and he put his hand on her neck and waste. He leaned down and kissed her lovingly. She kissed back, her long sleeves raising up on her back. She felt so soft and comfortable. He pulled apart from her, " I don't want to sleep without you again." He repeated. She smiled and then nuzzled his nose.
"Fine, come lay down with me." She smiled. He grinned and kissed her cheek. She took his hand and lead him to the bed. He prayed she would take off her sweater, just to satisfy his curiosity in her night gown. But she didn't . He had really came to see her. Not to eye hump her to sleep. He laid himself down and wrapped an arm around her. She sighed contently and cuddled closer.
Beck allowed his eyes to drift asleep. How come him and Jade could never feel this perfect?
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"Mmm" Beck felt so good when he woke up, even if it wasn't really morning. His dreams were filled with Kitten. He heard a faint giggle and he had to smile he wrapped his arms around her and drew her closer. "Whats so funny?"
She giggled again, "Oh nothing...Dream anything special?"
He nodded, "All about you baby." It was true. They were.
"Oh, well thats good." She then burst out in giggled again. He could get used to waking up to her laughter. It amazed him about how much happiness he had been missing out on by not admitting his feelings for her.
Beck suddenly felt his face red when he realized what she was laughing about. "Don't judge me." He said and ducked under the covers. "What time is it?"
"Two thirty" She said in her giggles. "I woke up to get a drink but then you kept poking me." He smiled under the covers. Only her could put his hard on in that terms.
"You like it!" He flirted at her, then closed his eyes pretending to sleep.
She giggled. "Yes I enjoy you humping my leg"
He suddenly stopped pretending to sleep and leaned on his elbow with wide eyes."I did not."
She smiled at him and nodded cutely. He let out a growl of frustration and said, "Go to sleep." She pouted but did as she was told. Only problem was that now she was wide awake. Beck wrapped his arm around her again.
And she tried to go to sleep. She really really did. But she couldn't. She was too busy distracted about Becks ...erm...Enormous amount of love for her. After about ten minutes of pretending to sleep herself. She snagged his hand that was laid at the bottom of her belly and slowly dragged it up her body, the silk of her nightgown slightly tickling. She dragged the hand straight to her right breast, where the nipple was erect with just the thought of him. She bit her bottom lip, praying he wasn't really asleep.
He wasn't. She nearly gasped when she felt Becks fingers begin to move around her nipple. Tickling them and pinching. Every so often taking a hold of her entire breast and grabbing roughly. The sensation of it made her gasp she was enjoying his touch, she suddenly felt his lips nipping at her neck. they were still in the spooning position. "Mmmm." Cat hummed. She was unafraid now. She was okay with telling Beck what she wanted. She took his hand and started to slide it downward.
Once it reached her belly ring, Beck knew exactly what she wanted. He moved his hand further downward on his own. His middle finger slide easily down her slit over her nightgown. Cat involuntarily let out a moan and opened her legs more. She then turned on her back to face him. He was staring directly back at her, before kissing her lovingly on the lips. "I love you Kitten." He said quietly, as he made his hand go under her dress. He reached under the underwear and resumed his actions. "So Much." Her back arched completely up while he rubbed her clit, driving her nuts.
"Oh Beck." She said, and the sound of her voice would haunt him forever. He finally slid one finger in her, careful not to go to deep. Cat's entire body rushed with heat and she moved her hips with his hand. His thumb still rubbing her throbbing clit. Cat hated that word.'throbbing' What a stupid word. She never really got the meaning when she read her Nora Roberts books, or any other love making scenes. Throbbing. But that's what she was. She was throbbing. Her entire pussy was throbbing for him. She wanted him so bad.
Beck was continuing to kiss her neck. He stopped his actions with his hand for just a moment causing Cat to let out a whimper. He smiled down and kissed her lovingly again. So sweet. Not lustful. Sweet. Because now he was touching her raw, this was a new level. Maybe not exactly sex. But she gave him permission to touch her most private area. He slowly reached and took off that haunting sweater she had placed on earlier. He reached his hand down and went back to his actions. When he slipped his finger in again Cat's entire body jumped off the bed and he kissed her roughly to hold back any loud sounds she wanted to make. Didn't want to wake anyone up.
He went back to her neck, only now he was going lower with his kisses. He reached her breast, still as erect as when this first started. He sucked it in his mouth and Cat started to go nuts under him. He licked around in a circle and then let his teeth braze over the mount. He felt her hand go into his hair encouraging him to continue. And he did.
Cat couldn't master a coherent thought. All she knew was that Beck was making her feel things she only imagined. He made his finger go slightly deeper and she couldn't help the sounds she made. She felt herself go over the brink. Beck felt her tighten against his hand and he couldn't help but wish that she was tightening around hyis manhood. But they weren't ready for that. And he was fine with making her feel. Cat was a virgin, he knew that. She was a sexually curious person, but he knew that she was waiting. Beck himself has had sex with Jade twice in their three years of dating.
But with Cat it was different. It felt more real the anything he ever felt. While Cat orgasimed and held his shoulders tight, moaning his name in his ear. He realized that the person he was meant to be with, was right her with him. Right now. "I love you, Beck." She said in his ear while she relaxed back down on the bed.
He kissed her forehead and went back to holding her. She suddenly propped up, "Wait, Beck what -what about-"Her face was red and she couldn't find an adult bone in her body at the moment to finish what she had to say. He smiled and decided to wait for her to finish. Cause it was so cute to watch her squirm. " What about- um. don't you..."
He let out a laugh and kissed her nose."Trust me. That was great for me too." He leaned down and whispered in her ear." You should hear the sounds you make." Cat squealed and hide her face in the pillow.
He just laughed at her.
(AUTHORS NOTE Writers Block be damned! I'm back =] and loving the reviews BTW)
