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Callie POV
I walked down the stairs, Brandon behind me, to see Mariana watching some reality T.V. show. She looked up and smirked.
"Wow that was fast." She said eyeing both of us.
"Eww no we just talked." I said as I rolled my eyes. Brandon just stood there confused.
"Did I miss something?" Brandon asked still confused. He looked so adorable.
"She implied we had extremely quick sex, dirty minded little girl." I finished looking at Mariana.
"Really Mariana. I can't believe you think I'm that cheap. When we do have sex it will be extremely slow and romantic and hot and…" Brandon started smirking.
"Ewwwwwww Stop! Now! Ick oh god all of those images!" She cut him off covering her ears and scrunching her face up. Brandon started laughing as he wrapped is arm around my shoulders. I laugh too, but inside I'm thinking. Sex with Brandon. It sounded so foreign, forbidden, and dare I say, sexy. He was amazing, sweet, completely gorgeous, and he understood me. I just wish I could tell him I wasn't a virgin. Well not mentally. I am physically but I still like to think even though Liam took my virtue, he didn't take my innocence. He told me he wasn't. But then again, he did it out of will, while I did it out of force. I knew Brandon would be sweet and soft and gentle, that he'd whisper kind things in my ear instead of covering my mouth while I screamed, but I was so nervous. It was so painful, and was over in 3 minutes. I knew what Brandon said about it being slow and romantic, and defiantly was true, but I'm still scared. I was pulled out of my thoughts when Maraina said my name waving a hand in front of my face.
"Wow Cal, you were really lost. Some fantasies rattling around in there?" She raised her eyebrows. I didn't say anything, just looked down. "Relax. I was just kidding." She laughed a little to lighten the mood. I just looked to the side, at the kitchen and walked away from them to get something to drink. I didn't feel to well.
"Callie, what's wrong?" Brandon asked. My back was still turned to him.
I heard my door open. It was 2 in the morning so I figured it was Liam sneaking around again. I sat up in the covers and saw him standing there smiling. I smiled back.
"Hey there, beautiful." He said.
"Hey…" I trailed off still smiling.
"So I was wondering, we've been doing this awhile, and we've gotten pretty close, do you wanna, y'know?" He winked at the end. My smile faltered as I looked down.
"Liam, I'm not ready. Not yet at least." I looked up at him.
"Callie, don't be such a tease." He started kissing my neck. "You know you want to." He started to undo the buttons on my pajama top.
"Liam, Liam stop. I don't want to. I'm not ready." I said trying to push me off. I didn't work and he just straddled me and ground his hips into mine. "Liam stop. Now!" I pushed him off of me enough to slap him. He looked down at me with a look of possession.
"You're gonna regret doing that, Bitch!" He pinned my wrists to the bed and smashed his lips to mine.
"Callie? You okay?" Brandon asked as he touched my shoulder. I flinched away from him and turned around to see hurt in his eyes. "Callie." I could even hear the hurt in his voice. "Callie, what's wrong?" Mariana asked. I ran as fast as I could straight to the bathroom, and threw up in the toilet. Brandon and Mariana of course followed me and Brandon held my hair back. When I was done I spit and flushed the toilet. I pushed Brandon away in leaned against the wall next to me. I started crying. A lot. All of the memories of that night came back. Brandon tried to comfort me but I kept pushing him away. He wouldn't have it anymore and he pinned my wrists to the floor like Liam had to the bed. I whimpered.
"Please don't hurt me." I came out as a whisper through my sobs. Brandon suddenly stiffened.
"Mariana, could you please give us a minute." He said through clenched teeth.
"Sure." She said. As soon as she left Brandon looked into my eyes intensely.
"Do you honestly think I would hurt you?" He asked me, almost begging.
"I…I don't know." Tears were silently streaming down my face.
"Callie. Why are you acting like this?" He asked.
"You're going to feel differently when you know." I said as I stood up and walked overt o the mirror and stared at my reflection. I was sweating a little and my slightly curled hair from last night was matted and knotted, and I looked paler that usual. I saw Brandon get up from the corner of my eye. He wrapped his arms around my waist and stared at my reflection as well.
"Callie, I will never fell differently about you." He kissed my neck. "Please."
"Do you remember what I said last night? About Liam?" I asked him staring at his eyes reflection.
"Yeah, why?" He asked. I saw his look of confusion through the mirror.
"Well, he did more than just get me and Jude kicked out of the house by blaming our relationship on me. One night, Liam, he came into my room. He asked me to, you know. I said no. Told him I wasn't ready. He just called me a tease. He force me…he forced me to have sex with him." I finished and several tears were falling out of my eyes. He looked so mad when I finished. He turned me around and pulled me closer. His lips ghosted over mine, as he brushed the tears away.
"Callie, can I kiss you?" He asked.
"Yes." I whispered. He kissed my lips, his moving slowly with mine. After about 10 seconds, he dragged his tongue along the seam of my mouth and I let him in. He was being so gentle. His hands moved up from my waist to underneath my shirt and I let out a yelp. He pulled away and looked at me with worry.
"Callie! I'm so sorry! Did I go to fast?" He asked me with franticness in his voice.
"No, your hands are just cold." I laughed. "But, we should get going anyway. Mariana is going to never let me live it down if things get to hot and heavy in here." I said as I went to grab the doorknob. Brandon's hand pulled my wrist back to face him.
"Can I ask you something first?" I just nodded. "Are you scared to have sex with me?" He looked at me with seriousness.
"I'm scared to have sex. I just hope it will be with you, and you'll understand that it probably wont happen for awhile." I looked down. He hooked his thumb underneath my chin and looked me in the eyes.
"That's perfect." He smiled, kissed me, and walked over to the door, pulling my hand along. We walked out of the bathroom, smiling, and into the living room to see Mariana sitting on the couch.
"Hey Cal, are you okay?" She asks with concern.
"I'm good. Actually, I'm great." I finished looking at Brandon, my thoughts trailing off about him.
AN: I hope you liked this chapter. It took me several days to write because it was long, and I couldn't decide how I wanted to write it. I'm going to have an OC for Mariana so I need your guys help. Review their name, eye colour, hair colour, personality, and age. Also review how you liked this chapter. I know I said I was going to try and get a chapter up everyday but I need the OC and your guys ideas and also I have concerts I'm going to Saturday and Sunday so I probably wont be able to update it those days. Hopefully though I'll have a new chapter up later today. I will announce the winner of the OC when I get enough to choose, probably about 10. As always, Love you guys :*
