I hope you all liked my last chapter, Here is another one it is a lot shorter because of the last one I didn't know what else to put but I hope you enjoy anyway :) xx
It had been a week now, a week of doing nothing. Beckett hadn't seen or spoken to Spencer for obvious reasons. She got leave from work and had been watching soaps with her favourite being Temptation Lane. She was definitely over crying, she was all cried out. Castle had been calling her for the last week at the same time, and like clockwork she declined every time. She just wanted to be alone, away from the world, the troubles it threw her way. The only downside was she started losing weight in an unhealthy manner. Lanie had come around during the week trying to get Kate off her couch. Kate didn't see the point she had no work to go to, the boys took care of all the murders. But that Saturday when Lanie came round, Kate was worse to the point that Lanie had to call the ambulance because Kate had passed out with malnutrition.
At the hospital Kate lay in a bed, she had also been diagnosed with depression as well as being fed on a drip. She hated how she did this to herself but strangely it made her feel better at the same time. She knew everyone just cared about her, if they hadn't she could be dead right now.
After a few hours' sleep Beckett woke up to find Castle at her bed side
"Hey" He whispered with care in his voice "How are you feeling?"
"Fine" Kate muttered whilst turning to face away
"Kate we need to talk"
"No we don't"
"Yes, I think we do. I have been calling for a week and you haven't picked up"
"Because I don't want to talk to you" She interrupted him
"Well did you think that maybe I wanted to speak to you, to hear your voice again?, I haven't heard from you since you ran out of my room when I woke up, and then I find out from Ryan you're in hospital with malnutrition and depression, not only that you have a black eye"
She had forgotten about that
"What the hell has happened?" He asked
"You, that's what, you caused all this!" Beckett tried to hold back the tears but a few slipped out and down her cheek
"Me, How?"
"Castle can you just stop, I'm not up for talking about this so soon"
There was a long awkward pause in the room, Kate wanted so much to look at Castle, To stare deep into his blue eyes that melted her heart every time but she was supposed to be angry with him, she hadn't even dealt with her thoughts herself.
"Can you please leave Castle, I want to be alone" She said turning away again
He didn't say a word just rose to his feet, gently kissed Kate on the forehead and walked out. The gentle touch sent shivers all over her body and began the tears once again, why was this so difficult.
It hurt him so much to see Beckett the way she was, He had never seen her so raw before. He wanted to know what was running through her head, he wanted to know what he did, he had so many questions for her but all she did was shut him out. He wondered about Spencer, he also every now and then thought about how their case was going.
It was 3pm and like clockwork Alexis came to see him
"Hey sweet pea" He said with a smile trying to hide his thoughts
"Hey Dad, how are you today? Doctors said you can come home tomorrow or Monday" She said with such joy in her voice
"That's great pumpkin; I'm good I went to see Beckett earlier see how she is"
"Beckett's in hospital?" He was quite surprised that she didn't know
"Yeah, didn't mother tell you? She got admitted this morning with malnutrition"
"Aww that's terrible, I haven't seen her since the day you woke up, she ran past gram and I crying"
"What was she upset about?"
"Don't know, didn't get the time to ask"
"Anyway how's school going for you?"
"Don't try and change the subject dad, school is always the same, I want to know what Beckett said"
"She didn't say anything much, she kept shutting me out"
"I'm sorry, do you want me to talk to her"
"No it's okay, hey pumpkin do you mind if we cut today short I'm quite tired today. I'll think about leaving tomorrow or Monday okay"
"Okay Dad, I'll come see you tomorrow" She placed a quick kiss on his cheek before leaving him.
He thought about going to see Beckett again, but he really was tired and wanted sleep, 'I'll see her later' He thought 'maybe I might get some more out of her'
I hope this is okay, I would now like some help from you if that's okay :) It would be awesome if you want to submit some ideas for more or any up coming chapters, I want to know your thougthts :) Have a great day
