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Chapter 7
SPOV
I had fallen asleep soon. And it felt that just as I shut my eyes, I opened them to the sound of my alarm clock. I groaned as I shut it off in a hurry. I got out of bed and waddled over to my dresser to pick out a yellow shirt. I slipped a strapless polka dot dress over and added a red belt. I smiled as I looked in the mirror.
I grabbed some socks and boots and raced into the kitchen. I realized I was in no hurry to get to work. I sighed as I remembered rehearsal would be later in the afternoon then usual. I had no reason to go to see Tawni or even Chad. I let a sigh escape my lips again as I sat down on a seat in my kitchen. I poured myself some cereal and milk.
I ate slowly with not much care to even hurry a little. I finished my breakfast and brushed my hair a little. I looked to see that it was already eight. I brushed my teeth, grabbed my purse, and I was out the door. I drove to work with the radio on. I heard a familiar Paramore song. And of course, there was no doubt in my mind that I knew every single word and melody. It was one of their newer songs called Careful. I hummed along to the song then started to sing.
"You can't be too careful anymore! When all that is waiting for you. Won't come any closer. You've gotta reach a little more. More. More. More. More," I sand passionately to the chorus. I sang bits and pieces of the verses as my voice was beginning to sting. It was probably due to the fact I was singing at the top of my lungs.
The song ended as I reached Condor Studios. I sighed heavily as I shut off the radio and parked my car. I got out and jogged to Studio 3. I walked into my dressing room. When I think back, I still don't believe I missed it. I mean, it was pretty obvious, but it took about a minute to realize. Wait for it and….
"Oh my gosh!" I yelled. I ran over to my dresser. There was a HUGE and I mean huge sign that read in gigantic letters:
"I'm sorry, Sonshine. But I'm sure Paramore will cheer you up.
Love, Chad."
I gasped, as beneath the poster was a CD. I picked it up to notice it was Paramore's newest CD, Brand New Eyes. I smiled as my breath was taken away. I struggled to get it back and when I finally did, I realized black ink on the cover of the album. My jaw dropped, as I comprehended that the entire band had signed my CD! I let out a squeal and I looked to the back to see a list of songs I had been dying to get on my iPod. There were eleven songs that looked familiar. Then, there was number twelve. I tilted my head just a bit. On all their fan sites they said that there were only eleven new songs.
The twelfth song was named "For Sonny." I let my jaw drop for a second time.
"No way," I muttered as I took the CD over to my stereo. I popped the CD in and let the first song play. I was anxious to hear the Chad song, but I had been waiting to hear this song, Ignorance for a long time. I smiled as I recognized the song the instant it played. And what did I do? I sang, duh.
"If I'm a bad person, you don't like me. I guess I'll make my own way. It's a circle, I mean cycle," I sang. I sat down, admiring the song. Then I jumped up to change the song after the chorus. I changed the song to number twelve and realized it wasn't too long, so it couldn't be a song. I was a little disappointed as I recalled that Chad was supposed to be a good singer. Wait, did I just remember something?
"Look, Sonny. I know what I did was wrong. And you think it's all a joke, right? Well, you're wrong. Sonny, you mean the world to me. I would of come and told you myself, but you wouldn't talk to me. And I felt like a letter would be too dull."
I smiled as I felt myself blush even if he wasn't around. So, he had to go and get Paramore in on this, I thought? I let out a small chuckle and continues to listen to him apologize.
"I really don't know how you take this, so just hear me through. Sonny, I love you. With all my heart. But if you don't know what to believe, I understand. I can prove these are more than empty words. Just turn on the radio at three twelve in the afternoon. Channel 98.6. Please Sonny. Thanks Paramore!" he ended with a yell. I heard people in the background yell and cheer. I could hear Hayley Williams and I grew just a bit jealous. I let out a sigh. But not of frustration or confusion. But this sigh was made of hope. It was made of love. Then worry grew as I ran to my clock.
With much hope, (heehee) I looked to see to see it was almost three ten. I turned on the radio before hand, just in case. So I was eager, wouldn't you be? I mean, my… what was he? Not my boyfriend, how about acquaintance? No, that's an understatement. Oh, I know. My Chad had told me to check the radio on a Paramore CD. What was I to expect? Whatever he was about to say, I was going to listen closely. It was 3:12.
"Okay, now we have a special guest! You all know him from Mackenzie Falls or the Chad Dylan Cooper Story… Here's Chad Dylan Cooper!" said the announcer. I think his name was Stinky John. Ugh, stupid radio announcer's names. How weird.
"Hey ya'll. This one goes out to a certain Sonny Monroe."
