So I haven't updated in a long, long while, so most of you must have forgotten the story line, I'd be better I f you went and re-read it, but for all the lazy people like me: here's a recap:

Chad lost his journal, Sonny finds it, not knowing it's a journal. She believes it's a love story, so she reads it, falling in love with the main character, Jeremy (Chad changed all the names.) On her way to rehearsal, Chad tells her he lost his journal. Sonny realizes that it was the one she found, and that Chad was in love with her. When Chad comes to visit her, they kiss, and Chad tells Sonny that the journal was a fake. Then there's a whole chapter dedicated to the fact that Chad feels guilty about lying. Sonny decides to write about the whole ordeal on a napkin, while Tawni is absent-mindedly giving Chad a guilt trip.

That's about all you need to know, I hope you enjoy this next chapter,

[Sonny's POV]

After a while of filling up my napkin, I transferred all by work into my sketch notebook. Looking over it, I decided it wasn't my best work,

That's because your best work is funny, a little voice told me.

This is not a funny story, I told my voice in my head,

A good comedian can make the phone book sound funny, It told me back. (AN. My writing teacher says that all the time)

I make thousands of people laugh all the time, not everything I do has to be funny,

But this is what comedians do, they take a personal situation and use it, mold it, as entertainment, that's what Taylor Swift does with her songs,

I'm not Taylor Swift,

Obviously, if you were, this whole story would be a best selling album by now, You know what never mind, you don't have the comedy skill to make this laughable,

What are you talking about? I have oodles of skill,

Yeah, I'm so sure, I don't know about you, but when the voice in my head starts using sarcasm, I get a little freaked out.

"I'll show you, I will make this funny!" I said out load, then quickly covered my mouth with my hand, thanking the lord that no one was around to hear that.

Great job genius, do you want us to get sent to the loony bin?

Shut up, I told it.


3 hours later


There, told you I could do it!!! I thought to myself

Very good, My brain said back, Hilarious yet touching,


[Chad's POV]

I couldn't stand it any longer; I just had to tell her the truth. I needed to. The guilt was eating me alive, and what if she liked me back?

Okay, do you want to know why I lied to her?

She never liked me before, never showed interest before, before she read that journal. It's pretty obvious to me that she only liked me for the type of person that I seemed like in the journal. That kiss wasn't for me, it was for Jeremy, it didn't feel right. I needed her to like me on her own, come to her senses on her own. Be able to except that Chad Dylan Cooper is part of my personality; that he has to be there. I can't be in a relationship with her, and she'd be trying to get me to act like Jeremy head on 24/7. I can't do that. I can't. But as I was making my way to Sonny's dressing room, I realized that that didn't matter.

I stopped walking in front of the door, and was about to knock when heard her yelling at someone. I started to walk away, seeing that that wasn't the best time to confess my undying love to her.

You idiot, listen to the conversation!!! The voice said

No, it's rude

It could be about you, listen!!!

Your last idea is what got us into this mess,

Yeah, you two made out, isn't that what you wanted?

How am I supposed to answer that?

I know the answer already, Chad

Okay then,

But you're also crazy,

I know that, I kinda figured that out when you showed up,

What if she's yelling about you?

To who!?!?

Maybe herself, maybe she's just as messed up as you are,

Sonny's not messed up, and she is definitely not wacko,

After listening to the conversation, I realized was right on two terms.


[Sonny's POV]

"Why can't I talk out loud?" I asked the voice, "There's no one here"

You never know when someone could be listening at the door,

"No one's listening at the door," just to prove my point, I walked over to the dressing room door and banged on it, hard.

"See, no one there," I told the voice,

Did you not hear the yelp of pain? It kind of sounded like the time you swung the door in Chad's face when he came over to guest-star, speaking of which, how are things going on there?

"Shut up, you know how things are doing in that department,"

This morning you admitted you loved him, was that true, or just a heat of the moment kind of thing?

"You know I love Chad, stop bugging me about it,"

And you loved him before this whole ordeal right?

"I liked him, sure, but not love until he broke my heart. I guess it was there the whole time, I just never realized it, so I guess yeah. I loved him before the journal,"


[3rd person]

Chad was so exited about what he heard; he skipped all the way back to his dressing room, half going there to rehearse his lines, half going to get some ice for his head. So he didn't hear the last part, which took place inside Sonny's head.

So if he comes and tells you that he was lying, what would you do?

What type of person lies about something like this? I'd probably kill him; honestly, he hasn't shown his face here since the incident. He's not even man enough to apologize, yeah, even if he did come and tell me he was lying, I wouldn't believe it, it's probably guilt. Yeah I'd kill him.

That's a little harsh don't you think?

After what he did to me, he deserves a long slow painful death, you know the saying: "There is nothing scarier than a woman scorned," especially if the man who hurt her comes back expect everything to be alright, and for her to come running back to him, like a mindless child after what he did. Like Bella!!! But I am not Bella, I will be strong, I will not cave. I am not letting that…boy, get to me!!!

Okay, just chill, relax deep breathes, this is all hypothetical

Sorry, but my answer: I'd kill him.

Okay, what'd you think? Is Sonny overreacting, is Chad going to get himself killed? Is Chad really to blame? And do you want me to kill Tawni? (Well to bad cause I won't)

Review and suggest, I only have the next couple of chapters planned out, because I have to change the ending. (The idea I had, I really didn't like,)

There's a little review button lost in the woods. It's staving and cold, and the only way to save its poor life is to click on it,

Please, please, have a heart.