I sighed. 'You're not going to show me the place you wanted to take me, right?'
'Actually, that is a pretty good idea'.
I smiled. I was full of happyness. He looked at me with those beautiful eyes and he looked so in love. And he was. Just like I was. We were done with school, so we could go immediately. I put my jacket on and we went trough the door. Slowly he took my hand.
'So... Are you gonna tell me the secret place we're going?' I asked.
'You still have to wait a little moment'.
He took me to the woods. He was still holding my hand. The woods were beautiful. I saw green leaves and beautiful flowers. I saw a beautiful butterfly. His wings were red with some purple dots and I saw someting on his wing that looked like a little heart. Lucas saw it too. I was a little tired from the long walk and Lucas felt that, so he picked a fallen tree to sit on. The butterfly was still with us. I was mesmerized by his beauty. He kept staying with us. I raised my hand and slowly, and he sat on my hand.
'He's so beautiful'. I said admiring.
'Yes, he is'. Lucas looked the same as I did.
There was something moving in the trees, and the butterfly flew scared away. I thought it was just a bird or something.
'Shall we go on?' Lucas asked.
He took my hand again and pulled me up. In a few seconds I was on his back.
'Hold on tight', he said laughing.
We had to walk against the mountain. I heard water falling.
'What is that?' I asked curious.
'You will see.'
I smiled,- again - I was just so happy everytime I was with Lucas.
He jumped from high mountains, he jumped like it was nothing. I was still on his back and I tried to keep my eyes open. Jumping from such high mountains wasn't really something that I was used to do.
'We're close', he said smiling. I could not even see that he was smiling, but I just knew he was. I jumped off his back when we were on the normal ground again. This time I took his hand. We walked against a mountain again.
'So... This is the place where I usally hang out', he said.
I walked a little more steps, and I could see it.
Incredible. There was just only one word to call it.
We stood on a giant mountain and watched at a beautiful waterfall. The water that flooded down was blue with white. It was like 30 meters from the ground. It was in the woods. There were amazing green leaves in the trees above us. It was not regular green, it had a little light in the middle of it. That made me think of Lucas' eyes. I heard birds singing. I saw those beautiful butterfly's again. Red, white, in every color. I saw a deer drinking from the water. The water was so bright that I could see fish swim, even from 30 meters above the ground. I felt like I was in a fairytale. It was too far from other people to find. This was a place where only these beautiful creatures could live. I forgot the tastes and smells from the world that I was left behind. I was in a total other world. I was speechless, the only thing I could say was this:
'This is incredible'.
He smiled.
'Do you want to come closer?' he asked.
'Yeah'.
'Jump', he said while he was signaled at his back. I jumped on his back and he jumped immediately. He jumped from stone to stone. Everytime we got a little further to the ground.

When we were at the ground, I could see everything closer. It was even more beautiful. Now I could see the colors of the fishes. They were brown with some golden dots.

The deer that was drinking from the water wasn't even scared of us. He just looked and continued drinking.
'Shall we sit at the water?', he asked.
'Yeah'.
We walked to the water and sat down. 'This really is amazing', i said.
He smiled, and was very happy because I liked it.
He took my hand and we looked each other in the eyes. Slowly he came closer. He put his arms around my middle.
'Stay still', he wrispered.
'Okay', I answered - which was a really stupid answer.
He came closer and closer. Our lips almost reached each other. I felt his warm breath on my face. His breath was warm, even his body was cold as ice.
And then he kissed me. Our lips reached each other and I tasted the taste of heaven.
Minutes passed. I didn't even know if it were minutes. It could have been hours.
His lips were so soft. I can't imagine any better first kiss.
But something in his kiss made me think about my kiss with Darren.

They both tasted like heaven. But I said to myself that I couldn't think about that.

I was in love with Lucas. That was what I wanted to be. In love with Lucas, and not with Darren.

But I was. I was in love with Darren.

Everytime I saw him, my heart made a little jump and started to beat faster.

I couldn't help that. And I could smell death all over him.