I can't do this.
I can't do this.
I cast my eyes away from their smiling faces,
My heart throbbing.
I needed air.
But I stayed where I was,
My feelings slowly suffocating me.
They had no idea who I was,
What I was capable of,
What my mission was.
I watched as they bonded with their beasts,
Slowly learning about the power that they possessed.
How lovingly they talked about their beasts.
If they knew what I was,
Who I was,
What I was sent to do,
Would they forgive me?
Knowing that it wasn't my choice?
I close my eyes.
I knew what would happen.
I would be alone again.
Friends,
Who needed them?
I had to rely on my own power,
Be ready to draw my blade...
And force myself to fight back the tears,
As I stole what was most precious to them.
