I DON'T OWN VA
Dimitri Belikov
It's been nine months since I last saw my Roza. It was more that we had agree but... something happened.
Flashback
"Hey sweetie." A old woman with a blue dress passed Dimitri's room, smiling at him.
"You've got a something." She said as she showed him a white colored box. Dimitri walked over to the woman, he didn't look well.
He was paler than ever and he looked like he was about to pass out. He leaned against the wall to support himself.
"When is this going to end?" He asked softly.
"It'll get better." The woman assured. She knew he was strong, she knew he would make it through.
"Who's it from?" He asked.
"Don't know." She said as handed it to him. She smiled again at him and walked away.
He stared blankly at the box and decide that he had no other choice but to open it. It could be from Roza, he thought.
Carefully he opened the box to find a T-shirt, even more confused he picked it up just to find a pack of his sin.
"Shit." He hissed as he took the pack in his hands and stared. He was weak.
End of flashback.
It took them two days to notice that I had fallen again but now I was free. I didn't need my pack of sin to be okay. Now I needed my Roza.
I walked through the hall and it seemed that the world stopped as soon as our eyes met.
My Roza was here.
I hurried to get by her side and kissed her. Her skin was as soft as I could remember, her scent was stronger. Damn, I missed her.
We got to her car and drove away. I knew that this time I wouldn't look back. I was here, I was with her, there was no need to look back.
"I missed you so fucking much." I said as we pulled into her driveway.
"You have no idea how much I missed your kisses and your hugs." She said as we got out of the truck.
"We can get your shit later. It's love Roza time." She said unlocking the door and pushing me in while attacking my lips.
"Demanding?" I asked as a playful smirk slid on my lips.
"Fuck yeah."
"I love it." I said as I walked into her room and collapsed onto the bed kissing her. I kicked my shoes off and sat up.
She straddled my waist as I kissed her collarbone. Every lick and kiss made her moan, it made her want me. Our desire was growing each time more and more.
I flipped us over and her head hit the play button on her stereo controller, Make Me Wanna Die filled the room. I straddled her waist and pulled me up. She pushed me against the wall. I moaned.
"No, not yet." She said as she began grinding against me. She knew what I wanted. I lowered my face onto her neck and left a trail of kiss, I slipped my hands under her shirt and caressed her soft skin.
Ah her tattoo. She called me the one day. She was so happy. She got her first tattoo. She's been dreaming about this tattoo for as long as I remember. She loved it but she wanted me to love it.
She turned to her right and lifted her cami up to show her side, stained with a dozen red roses wrapped together by thorns.
"I love it." I said as I softly brushed my fingertips down her tattoo, making her shiver with nothing but pleasure.
"I love you." She said.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and sang along to Remembering Sunday. I wound my arms around her waist.
"I love you too, forever." I assured.
As I caressed her arm, I thought of how much Roza, my Roza meant to me. For her, I would do anything.
But there was something that bothered me. When I was locked up at the clinic I had a reoccurring nightmare.
Rose would be laying in her bathtub, lifeless, her lifeless body looking at me. Torturing me. Letting me know I was the one who caused her death and I stood there, staring at her body. No tears, no feeling just staring.
It frightened me. I love her. She was deeply depressed after her mom died, she wanted to die but I saved her. Many times.
Suddenly I was forced to push that dream away, Rose was awake.
"I missed this." I said. She turned and looked at me.
"I missed you." She said.
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close. When she was by my side, nothing would ever happen to her. I was her shield and she was my strength.
Well that's about it.
Until the next one.
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