The Last Day on Earth.

I stood there for what felt like hours, everyone around me moving; eyeing me weirdly while trying to step around me.

"I-I'm sorry Dean…" I cant let him leave me again. I thought and took off after my destiny.

I ran as quickly as I could without tripping over my feet. I saw the top of Edward's head as he turned around a corner, I then rounded the same corner and stepped my pace up a little faster.
"Ed-" I tried to say loud enough so he could hear me but choked on my nerves.
"E-Edward" I said, I saw him hesitate in his step but then continued on walking like he hadn't heard anything.

"Bella..?" I heard someone say, I turned around to see Dean walking towards me. I turned back around and saw that Edward had disappeared into the crowd.
"Are you ready to go?" Dean asked me, taking my hand; Usually I wouldn't object to holding hands with anyone, but although I knew Dean had normal body temperature it felt way too hot to me. So I pulled my hand away, feeling a little uncomfortable.
"Actually I think ill go home if that's okay with you" I asked, trying to muster up as much of my confident mask as I could.
"Oh, um of course I don't mind. Come on ill drive you home" Dean said quietly.

Once we were in Dean's car it was quiet, I knew he was disappointed that I had cut our date short but I didn't know what to say.
"Can I ask you something Bella?" Dean asked, breaking into the silence and my thoughts.
"Sure Dean" I said, feeling like I should atleast try to answer it.
"Who was that guy you ran into before?"He asked cautiously. My breathing stopped and my heartbeat accelerated, I had started thinking that maybe I had imagined Edward, he was the one who said he didn't love me, so why would he come back? If any Cullen did, I thought it would have been Alice. It was weird that many months of locking The Cullens and my feelings up would be unleashed with just one encounter.
Dean was still waiting for an answer when I returned from my thoughts so I quietly said "Oh I forgot you were new to Forks. Um.. That was E-Edward Cullen. He moved away from Forks a few months ago.." I trailed off.
"It seemed like you two knew each other. I mean, the way you ran after him" He said with a little bitterness in his voice.
"Im sorry Dean, he was my boyfriend before he left." I answered, as calmly as I could but my voice still shook at the end.
"I thought you didn't have boyfriends" Dean stated, of course he would say that, I had said that I don't have boyfriends because its too complicated, I prefer to just go out and have a good time. Dean had been disappointed that I didn't want to be his girlfriend he'd cheered up when I agreed to go on a date with him.

This was our third date, and because I believed Edward would never come back, just as he had promised; I was considering actually having a relationship with Dean. But that thought went down the drain when I ran into Edward.

"I…I don't have boyfriends anymore, my last one was Edward" I whispered, playing with the bottom of my t-shirt to avoid his gaze.
"May I ask why this is?" He asked after a moment of silence.
I thought about that for a moment, I had never told anyone much about my life with Edward, but I thought now would be a good time to let it all out –except for the vampire parts- in order to get over Edward.

I started at the beginning, I told Dean about my first day at Forks High School, I skipped over the part of Edward hating me because that would need some explaining and I couldn't think of a reason. I continued on to tell Dean about the accident in Port Angeles with the men following me, I told him that Edward had seen me walking alone at night and came to give me a lift. After that I told him about how Edward took me to dinner and then how we grew closer and closer every minute we spend together, which was a lot of time. I told Dean all about our inseperable moments and when Edward took me hiking to his favorite place, and how it was then that Edward told me that he loved me, and I told him I love him back.
I then moved on to Edward distancing himself away from me, and how he told me he didn't love me and didn't want me anymore. "He left that night, Carlisle, his father got a job offer that he couldn't refuse" I concluded, I hadn't realized that I had been crying until Dean wiped a tear away from my cheek. "Oh sorry" I said.
"Don't apologize Bella, its alright. Ive never seen this side of you, youre always so confident" Dean said quietly.
"I guess I don't like showing people my vulnerability. When Edward left I swore that I couldn't be his Bella anymore. I went out and bought new clothes, new shoes, new makeup and a developed a new personality to match, but once a month I dress like my old self just to remind me of who I really am, you know… so I don't forget who I am." I explained, I guess I really needed to talk to someone because once I started I couldn't stop.
"Why are you telling me this? Isnt this something you tell a best friend or your mother?" Dean said and then added "Not that I don't want to talk with you"

I thought about that for a moment, if I told my ex-best friend, Jacob about it; he would throw a fit, provided if he gave me the time of day to tell him about it. And if I told Renee, she would get so worried that she would make me move back with her. "I don't really have a best friend to tell, my ex best friend, Jacob stopped talking to me a few weeks ago. And my mother would get so worried that she would make me move back home to live with her."
"Oh I see" Dean said, and then let the subject drop. The rest of the car ride home I thought about Jacob, I decided that after dinner I would go and visit him, Jacobs calls had stopped about a month ago when he got sick after seeing a movie one night. He had told me to leave him alone, and although it killed me to do so, I respected his wishes.

***
"That was great Bells!" Charlie said as he finished the last of his dinner.
"Thanks dad, I'm glad you liked it" I said as I put our plates in the sink. "Hey Dad? I know it's a school night and all but I was wondering if it was okay if I go and visit Jacob for a little bit?"
"Oh, well that's brilliant Bella! Take your time sweetheart." Charlie said, a little too enthusiastic, I laughed and told him I wouldn't be home too late. I walked out of the house and got in my truck.

"Bella" I heard a female whisper, I yelped in fright when I noticed I was not alone in my truck.

[[Author Note: Ohmygosh, im so sorry for not update sooner, ive had heaps of school stuff and yeah. Anyway OHMYGOSH! Who saw the new moon movie?! ITS AWESOME! Xx]]