Summary: Becca and Castiel finally give in to their feelings.

Castiel took a breath, closing the door behind him.

"Becca, I'm…"

But before he could say anything, she kissed him.

This time, Castiel held her ever tighter, holding her small sides strongly, trying to keep her body as close as possible while his lips devoured hers.

Out of his own control, his hands travelled her smooth pale skin, his fingertips meeting her navel, and he sighed with the feeling of her skin.

"Cas." She gasped against his lips.

Becca was panting when he pulled away.

"You were gone for weeks." He whispered, his eyes above her. Her vessel was shorter than his, and his own celestial form was bigger than hers, which always made her feel small and protected by his side.

"I'm sorry."

"I was afraid I would never see you again." He insisted.

"I was scared." Becca stated, aware of how his fingers were still caressing her skin.

"You don't have to be." He said back, frowning deeply. "I thought you despised me."

"I love you." Becca corrected him.

Castiel's face brightened in surprise and a smile appeared on his lips.

"I always did." She continued "When I lost my wings, when I lost my grace… You were the only one I could think about, the only one I looked for.

He touched her beautiful face, rubbing his thumb up and down her left cheek.

"I craved you. I needed you, I still do." She breathed out.

Cas breath was everything she could hear while her own thoughts ran insanely.

"I visited heaven, and everything is different. Izabelle is mated now, the angels are… Finding love in each other."

He waited as she shook her head, her red hair moving over her shoulders, trying to make sense.

"I always thought it was wrong." Becca stated. "I didn't think I could want you. That's why I left."

"You should have told me."

The woman pressed her face against his touch, closing her clear blue eyes.

"I love you too." He whispered. "I always did."

She approached him again and shared a slow, passionate kiss.

A shiver ran up her spine when Becca felt her hand sliding on her hair, pulling her closer with a strong grip, and something hard and warm poked her lower stomach.

Cas pulled her up, helping her as she wrapped her short legs around his waist. A weird, warm feeling was happening between her legs, and she needed something between them.

Unaware of her oblivious state, Cas trusted his hips forward against hers, and she broke the kiss when a moan left her mouth, at the same time she landed on the mattress.

"Castiel." Her head fell back before she could control herself.

She needed more of that.

"I'm sorry." Becca exclaimed when she realised what he had done, covering her blushing face with her hands in embarrassment.

"Don't be." He groaned, moving her small hands away and making her look at his face.

His blue eyes were black with a feeling she couldn't explain.

"What is this?" She inquired, her voice thick.

"It is human." He explained, his right hand slowly entering her shirt and climbing the way up as he kissed her neck. "They call it arousal."

Becca gasped when he reached the centre of her chest.

"How..." She felt a small spasm when his large hand covered her small breast. "How is this supposed to feel?"

"Your nipples." He touched her bud, using his thumb to circle it with a look she had never seen in his eyes. "They get hard."

Becca gasped under his thumb, not understanding what was happening to her body.

"Your whole body is awake." He used his other hand to lift her shirt and expose her chest to thin air, opening her bra and letting her skin feel the air. "You crave something you can't explain."

He leant down, taking her left nipple between his lips, and Becca arched her back. The feeling was unbelievable, and she could feel it all over her whole body like electricity was running inside her.

"Castiel." She ran her hand up his neck, holding his dark thick hair between her fingers. "More."

She could fell Cas smile against her skin.

"How does that feel?" He muttered.

"My skin is on fire." She tried to describe it. "your lips… Castiel!" She exclaimed again when his teeth touch her sensitive and hard nipple.

"Don't stop." He instructed, his blue eyes looking straight into hers. "Please, Y/N. Tell me."

"I need…" Becca gasped. "I need it."

"What do you need?" He inquired.

She shook her head.

"I don't know."

He looked up at her, then climbed his lips back to hers. Cas kissed Becca gently, positioning himself between her legs and thrusting his hips against her core.

"Is it what you need?" He muttered against her lips.

She moaned at the friction.

"Yes." Becca moaned, thrusting her hips up and forward in order to feel it again. "Castiel, please."

He rubbed his nose up and down Becca's neck.

"Move your hips against mine." He instructed.

She tried, slowly, and gasped at the soft pleasure running her nerves.

"Yes." Becca gasped. "That's… Castiel, please."

The denim of her jeans made your skin itch, and he quickly noticed that, pulling her pants off and caressing her legs softly.

"Cas." The redheaded angel whispered. "Cas, please… I need this."

before of her eyes, Castiel's grace was running insane and hers probably wasn't different. She could feel his whole skin under her own grace and gasped when his power touched the centre of her legs.

"What about this? Is this what you need?" He questioned again, and she felt the rub up and down her wet folds.

She was wet and throbbing for him, craving for something she couldn't quite understand, just like he pointed.

"These bodies…" He muttered in her ear. "The humans… Father gave them something I never experienced before."

Becca moaned when he pressed her clitoris, grabbing the sheets when she felt his grace flicking it.

"It's a deep feeling." He continued, his voice thick and even deeper. "Something that dominates your whole body, fills you up with arousal, the sweetest torture."

Becca closed her eyes shut, the feeling inside her going stronger and stronger.

"A need." Castiel leant down to take one of her nipples in his mouth again, licking and flicking it. "A peak."

"Cas." She couldn't control her moans, and her hips rose on the air, looking for more friction.

"Open your eyes." He ordered, authority pouring from his tone. "Look at me."

Becca tried to obey, her gaze meeting his.

"I want to see you come undone." He declared, his grace now caressing her nipples as well. "I want you to look at me when you do it, so you will always remember who gave you your first orgasm."

She moaned loudly, her whole body trembling and moving out of her control with spasms, the throbbing sensation between her legs spreading and dominating her whole body.

"Castiel." Becca moaned.

"Say my name. Becca. Let everyone know who's giving it to you."

The feeling – the orgasm – was long and short at the same time, and she kept calling Castiel even after she came down, his grace still working softly on her before moving again.

The younger angel couldn't describe how she felt, how her whole body felt, as she rested on the bed with her eyes closed. If angels could sleep, she would already be unconscious.

Castiel touched her face with his gentle hands, putting her red hair behind her ear and smiling at the expression on her face.

"How do you feel?" He asked in a whisper.

Becca breathed slowly.

"I can't describe." She just whispered.

He smiled, and she opened her eyes to see him above her figure.

"Can I kiss you?"

Becca nodded quickly and he leant down to kiss her gently.

"I love you." He whispered.

"I love you too." Her said back.

Cas touched her face slowly.

"I understand why humans do this all the time." She whispered, surprised.

Cas chuckled, kissing her neck.

"I have more to show if you want to." He muttered.

"I do." She rushed. "Please, I do."

Castiel laughed softly.

"Don't worry." He said again. "We have all the time in the world."