Is getting married right for me? I mean I'm loyal, but can I really make this big of a commitment and for forever no less? Am I really that honest? Do I really love Alfie enough to marry him? Can I really do this?

All of these questions keep repeating themselves in my head over and over again and it' the most irritating thing. Of course I love Alife, of course I want to marry him! At least…I'm almost positive I want to. I could feel evil little droplets form in my eyes and I quickly blinked them away. Stupid Patricia! There is no reason for me to cry!

"Patricia…is there something you want to talk about?" Mara's calming voice came from behind and I knew she knew I was worried. Or upset. Or whatever the hell I was. Not yet trusting myself to speak I nodded my head. Mara walked over and sat in the armchair right next to me.

She gazed at me steadily for a moment and I began to fidget under her intense gaze. It really would be best for me to open up right now. Mara was my best friend after all, well best friend behind Joy. But I haven't heard from her since… a while ago.

"Mara…it's just that this is the biggest decision I've ever had to make. And I'm not sure if I'm going to make the right one," my words came out desperate and breathy and I didn't like that at all. I'm supposed to be the tough Goth Pixie after all.

Once again Mara gave me one of her deep looks that she has always been good at. She can read people like a book sometimes, and it's not one of my favorite things about her. Mara sighed heavily and I knew she was about to put out some profound words that would only make me more confused.

"But Patricia, you already made your decision," Her words honestly confused me. How had I already made my choice? Mara obviously sensed my confusion and elaborated. "By that I mean, you made your choice when you said yes to his proposal." Strangely her words made sense.

Alfie got down on one knee and asked me to marry him. And I said yes without a second thought. There was no doubt then, so why should there be right now?

"You're right Mara…thanks," whispering this for whatever reason I got up and grabbed my flowers silently. I was going to get married and nothing could stop me. So I walked out of my dressing room and went to my ceremony where nothing could stop our wedding, not even me anymore.

"If there are any objections to the union of Alfred Daniel Lewis and Patricia Veronica Williamson speak now or forever hold you peace," the preacher called out to the church. This was tradition and Alfie and I decided to leave it in just because. What a huge mistake.

"I obbbbbjecttttt!" a loud obnoxious, and obviously sloshed, voice called out from somewhere in the back of the church. Both Alfie and I whipped our heads around to see who would be such an idiot to do something like this.

Standing in the back of the church was Mr. Winkler, our old drama and history teacher from school. "I looouvvvvveeeeeee yaaaaaaaa' purhtyyyyyy Paaaatriiicaa! I looooovvvveeee yaaaaa' loooooooottttts!" his slur was drug out and he stumbled closer and closer to us. This was the creepiest thing that had ever happened to me. That man was our damn teacher! A stupid teacher who betrayed Sibuna and me and know he was here saying he loved me. Jason Winkler knew nothing about love. He didn't know that funny feeling I got around Alfie, or how Alfie could always make me laugh even when I didn't want to. And he didn't know anything about the feeling of trust and safety that went along with someone being loved. What a prat.

Alfie's face was the true picture of despair as he turned to me and whispered "What do we do?". That was a good question. What do you do when your crazy old teacher comes in and objects your wedding? All I knew about objecting to weddings was that unless there was truly a legal loop-hole, people couldn't stop you from getting married. Turning around to the preacher I whispered my plan in his ear. He looked at me happily before nodding his head.

"I now pronounce you man and wife. You may kiss the bride," Alfie looked shocked and confused but went along with it. Nobody was looking at us, everyone was to busy trying to kick Mr. Winkler's arse and muttering amongst themselves.

We kissed happily and smiled sweetly at each other as we silently snuck out of the church, leaving behind all the drunken drama. Now we were happy together and nothing could stop our happiness, not my uncertainties, and not even drunk teachers.

AN/ Wow…not my best. Like really not my best, but hey it's an update. One that took way to long so sorry about that. Next up, and possibly last before I start the after wedding ones, is Trudy and Ade. Thanks water wolf 100 for that idea. Anyway on to review replies!

Water wolf 100- Thanks for thinking it was amazing. Yeah the OOC was very bad…hehe. Thanks for the Trudy and Ade idea too.

Written-In-hearts- I'm glad the emotion came through! Sorry about the long wait for update!

Cammiestar58- Awwwww thank you! And don't worry I plan to! :P

Samcabral- I don't blame you for the dislike of Joy. I kinda agree(well I really do but still!) I'm glad you loved it!

Sk8terchikk- lol! Only if you want him to! ;)

Athena May- Awww only kinda! Just kidding! Thanks so much!

EClarefan4ever- Awesome, cool, nice, kind the list of words to describe your review goes on and on as well!

Forever a mystry- That is a veryyy creative idea! And very in character!

Christian Cadet- Thank you! Potential is something I would be very grateful to have! Yeah I kind of feel bad for Joy as well.

Aleprbla- Pwns are awesome… so your review pwn!

Purple389- Thanks so much! By the way I hope everything works out for you when you get married and you don't have an incident like Nina did.

Nicolette May Summers-Thanks soooo much! My gosh I feel super bad for you. I hate people like that, and I totally get what you mean when you say she's a female dog… I know many many people who are also…female dogs. And I understand about venting in your reviews( I do it to, and let's face it. It's freakin fun!)! Anyway keep…being awesome and cool in your reviews and I will try to be nice and awesome even if it doesn't come naturally to me! :P

Awesomeface- I'm sorry! Really super sorry!