We had spent the day with Lily helping her get her furnature where it needs to be she said she would unpack the boxes since they where mostly just nick nacks and books and she wast to sure where she wanted them to go. It had just started to rain when we left Esme made her promise if she needed any more help with anything to call her.

I watched her as I had pulled away she held her smile on her face but half way through us unpacking the truck her feelings began to change but her smile and laugh never faltered. There was this longing and sadness comeing from her. I hadent thought about what seeing all of us paired together would do to her. I had to fix it some how I would go over there tomorrow and talk to her. Ask her what would be easiest for her to handel.

"Jasper" Alice soft voice sounded over the thunder.

I turned to look at her she was worried and confused.

"what is it Alice are you okay" I asked conserned.

"Yeah im fine but…It's Lily I wasn't looking but it came out of no where.." Alice said

"What is it is she okay?" I asked standing up.

"I don't know I saw her out side in the storm in her back yard she was angry and upset yelling at someone but there wasn't anyone else there she was alone and then I see her getting up from half way across the yard like she had been thrown but there still isant anyone there" Alice said

"When?" I asked paniced

"I don't know some time befor the storm ends" Alice said

"Im going to go check on her if you don't hear back from me in a half hour get Carlisle,Emmett, and Jacob" I said heading for the door.

"What is it Jasper." Alice asked

"I'd put my money on the assumption that Beau is after her" I growled

"Beau?" Alice asked

"The vampire who turned her" I said stepping out into the rain and then ran into the darkness. I ran threw the trees the anger building in me. There was no way I was going to let Beau take her not when I had just gotten her back. He would pay for everything.

I came out in front of her house the rain had soaked my cloths threw and my hair was dripping wet but it didn't bother me. I went up Lily's steps and didn't bother to knock. I called for her searching the house. She didn't call back and I couldn't find her. I came to the door that lead out back in the kitchen wide open. There was Lily sprawled on the ground picking herself back up out of the mudd no one in sight other than her. I ran out to her and went to grab her arm to help her up and she screamed trying to fight against me.

"Lily, its okay its me your okay" I said

She stoped and looked up at me her soaking wet hair clung to her muddy face and I thought I saw for a split second in her shocked and scared face those beautiful blue eyes I missed in place of the gold ones. I helped her up and looked down at her I then relized she stood there in nothing but a white long selved shirt, but it wants any old shirt it was one of mine from when I was human. I didn't ask right now I wanted to her he inside and cleaned up.

I lead her up to her room and went into her bathroom grabing a towl and went to her where she sat on her bed and began to dry her hair as she just sat there looking at the floor.

"How did you know Jasper" Lilys voice was whisper.

"Alice saw you out in the storm argueing with someone then on the ground but she said you where alone, that wasn't the case though was it Lily" I asked trying to real in my anger.

"See me?" Lily asked

"She can see the furutre the moment someone makes a decision she can see the out come" I explained pulling the towl from her head and went into her closet to find her something dry to wear.

"Was it Beau was he here?" I asked threw gritted teeth

"Yes" Lily answered

"Why didn't Alice see him" I asked bringing out another one of my old shirts and giving it to her. She gently to it putting it to her face and took a deep breath her nerves calmed and the fear supsided. She got up walking into the bathroom closeing the door as she changed. She came out a few short moments later.

"its his gift he hides his exisitance his scent his thoughts everything its like he dosent exist he isn't trackable in any way." Lily said

"How do you know this." I asked

"he use to show up every so often watching me he didn't actually confront me until after I got home from the Gala I would chase after him trying to follow his scent but it just dissapperes." Layla explained.

I just nodded takeing the information in. She walked out of her room heading down to the first floor. I followed her to the room she was turning into a studio. She began messing with some brushes. On the walls she had already up wraped some of her paintes she had done or was working on. On a easel there was a painting she was working on it was of a girl in a golden field her back faceing me her brown curly hair blowing in the wind as a soilder walked away holding a book in his hands.

"you should go back to your family jasper." He voice said as she stood at a table still messing with brushes with he back to me.

"I'm with my family Lily" I said taking a stepping toward her.

She griped the side of the table "You know what I mean Jasper go back to your home, they will be worried about you"

"I can call them Lily I can stay with you as long as you need me" I asked watching her

"I don't need you Jasper, I've survived a hundred years with out you I don't need you to protect me" Lily said her voice shaky

"Lily…" I whispered

"You don't belong to me anymore Jasper…Its not the same anymore.I…I…I don't love you anymore" Lily Whispered she was struggling with her words wich where partial lies she said she didn't love me but I knew that was a lie.

"That's no true Lily if you didn't love me you wouldn't have so many paitings of me and you wouldn't have my shirts, Plus I can feel that you still love me" I said getting a little defensive.

"What I paint and own are none of your concern Jasper, and you have no idea how I feel." Lily said glareing at me

"It dose concern me when it was my protperty and yes I can its my gift I feel and control emotions" I growled

"You gave up any claim on me when you walked away from me that day Jasper. You left me. You didn't have to lie to the recruiters you didn't have to go. I don't knw what you where running from Jasper but from that day on I was alone I took care of my family and myself you just don't get to show up again and decide things can go back to normal especially since you have a wife!" She growled

"I didn't walk away Lily I left to protect you! No one else could that's why I left and came back Lily you where sleeping but I came back you are the first human I refused to kill! I continued to love you after I became this monster I kept the book I still have it. I still love you I want you in my life but I cant leave Alice I love her too she helped me climb out of a dark palce." I growled back

"Just leave please Jasper I cant deal with this tonight not after everything that has happened I need to be alone" She said turning her back on me again.

"Fine but if anything else happens call me please" I said befor leaving. As I was walking out of the house I head her fall to her knees and beggin to sob what I knew would be tearless.

As I ran through the woods I called Alice letting her know everything was fine and I would be home soon.