Ok the beginning of this chapter hops around from points of views but it felt right to have these parts 1st person but after those it will stay one person for a while, hope you enjoy please follow favorite and review
Sabines POV
We were on our way back to the Ghost, it was taking all i could not to be jumping for joy! We got Ezra back, he came back to the Ghost, he came back to his family, he came back to me... I had been liking him for a while, a little after he joined the ghost team, and the family. I made him that painting that he thinks represent us always being a family, but really, I put the my helmet next to his Lightsaber because I wanted for us to be close, closer than brother and sister, but together. I just couldn't bring myself to say it aloud, but I'm going to work on trying to, after what happened, I need to do it soon. No one spoke on our way back afraid some one would say something wrong.
I continuously glanced over at Ezra making sure my eyes were not deceiving me and he had come back, this wasn't a dream. I was so scared he would run off, for once explosives, and fighting could not fix this. This was out of my area of expertise. I knew battle strategizes, I knew explosives, I knew art, but I did not know what to do with this. I used all my tricks back at the hut, getting him to come back, with the paintings. I knew art that was the best way for me to express myself, but I dont know how to express myself to others. My paintings, I understand them, deeply with my feelings, but others, they don't see that spark of life, of emotion I put into my art. They see my art, but they don't... see it. I mean, no one sees what I do in my art. They see it with a veil in front of it, blocking what feelings I put into it. I don't know how to explain my feelings with out my art, but I don't know how to show it to everyone else, I can see it, but not say it.
Sometimes I think Ezra can see threw that veil, but other times I'm certain he can't he is the only one I have ever thought I could. Even my best friend, like a sister to me, but Ketsu never could see threw the veil. Ezra has managed to see threw parts of it, I think. It is the closest thing I have ever had to someone knowing me, the real me. The one hidden inside all of my paintings
Heras POV
I was holding onto Kanan for dear life. I was still guiding him, but i needed him as close as I could get him. I kept glancing back at Ezra, making sure he was still there. I looked back to Kanan, to where the bandages are, wrapped around his beautiful eyes. The clear water blue color of Naboos prettiest lakes, the eyes that comforted me after I left my family to pursue my dream of flying and helping people. I pursued it and I found Kanan, he comforted me when I let home, when a mission went south, after I had been captured and tortured, before Zeb and Sabine, then Ezra had joined us, he held me close and looked me in the eyes with his clear water blue eyes. His eyes which I would never see again, not in current time at least. I have holos and pictures, and videos, but not in real life, the eyes I have craved to see again since he, Ezra and Ahsoka left for Malachor.
I kept thinking that Ezra would get worried and run, again. Note to self: When we get back to the Ghost lockdown Phantom don't let it take off. Access still available, because I know Ezra will need a possible area to run to, same if Ahsoka is actually here.
Kanan's POV
Hera was holding on to me as tight as she could, and I knew it was not just because she was guiding me threw the sand covered ground of the desert. But it was also because she needed comfort, and I was having a hard time figuring out how to, I knew she needed it, but I wasn't sure how to do it now that I was blind, I used to be able to just look at her, look her in the eyes and know exactly what i needed to do, but now. I'm not sure what to do, so I just let her hold on as tight as she could, but slowly I pulled my arm out of her grasp and pulled her into a side hug. Realizing that would help more than just holding onto my arm, she leaned her head onto the side of my chest, and I pulled her closer as we walked, I was using my Force bond with Ezra which he had taken down some of his barriers from, he was still closed off but he wasn't completely blocked off. I was making sure he was staying close, as well as making sure he did not panic and run, or have something startle him, to much. I put my focus back on Hera, and tried to sense her feelings. She was scared, happy, and tired. When we got back I would make sure she went and took a nap, now that I think about I don't think any one on the team has rested since before Ezra ran. So when we get back, everyone gets naps, or just a pure deep sleep. Then we can talk, though I will have to come up with something to make sure Ezra doesn't run or go into hiding while we all rest.
I focused on my surroundings, feeling the gentle almost non existent breeze, the individual grains of sand, the sand people walking around, the droids, the ships taking off and landing in the town near by.
Ezra's POV
I kept glancing from each of my different family members, first Zeb, he was tired, from what I could tell he hadn't slept since before I left, he seemed to be the least upset, granit I did not leave him as bad a note as I did the others. Then I went on to Hera, she was tired as well, she was upset and scared, but Kanan was comforting her, he had pulled her into a side hug, and was switching between rubbing circle on her back and shoulder. Trying to keep her calm and not being as upset. Though she was very tired. Then I focused on Kanan. He was extremely worried, about both Hera and me, as well as constantly getting to the edge of my barriers I had dropped down after they had found me and I left and came back. I was allowing him closer than I had since we got back from Malachor, though y plans for when we got back to the Ghost was going up to the Phantom, no not to run away and escape. But i wanted to be alone, but still close, and there I couldn't misunderstand a painting by Sabine or anything else. I just want to go up there and sit and think, maybe meditate, or work on fixing my lightsaber, just be up there. Try to figure out where Ahsoka may be. I focused on Rex, who was just lost in thought. So I moved onto the last person, the one I was scared to focus on... Sabine. I wasn't sure what to think anymore with her. I mean how could I write such mean things to her in my letter I left, none were as bad as hers. I really did not know what to do, I had stopped wearing my heart on my sleeve with her, after being turned down so many times, I always let her see threw most of my shields, no one has seen all the way threw my shields. The only one I have thought about letting threw all the way is Sabine, but I am not ready not until I have her trust, and she has mine. I finally built up the courage to focus and connect with. She had her walls up some, but not entirely, she was sad and upset, as well as angry, was she angry with me? She probably was, but I won't focus on that. She was also happy, and she was in deep thought as well. I wasn't sure what she was thinking about but she was constantly glancing at her art, as well as me, but then she put on her helmet. Which made it harder to observe with my eyes, but as I was told by Obi Wan while I was over there, something that makes sense, Kanan told me as well though. Don't trust your eyes, they can deceive you. They did with the painting I saw. Many people can also fake smiles and laughs, I know... I did it for years, and still do sometimes but not as often anymore.
I realized we had finally made it back to the ghost, I followed them as they went where ever it was that they decide to go. I followed them until I they stopped in the living room, they each took a seat in exhaustion. Hera had fallen asleep just moments after sitting down next to Kanan. She had fallen asleep on leaning against his shoulder. When Kanan spoke
"Everyone go get some sleep, we will talk later, once we have all had a nice rest." He told us and then started to stand slowly making sure not to disturb Hera and so he did not lose his balance and fall, he turned around and picked up Hera and started to try and feel his way to the bunks, but before he could get more than a few steps I was by his side grabbing his hand that was free since he was using is arm to hold Hera up. I guided him to Hera's room which was right next to his, he shook his head and gestured his head forward signalling his room, so I guided him there as well as to his bed. Then left quietly, I then went up to the Phantom where I knew I could be alone. I made it up there and sat down and started to meditate, to find Ahsoka.
I had been focusing for a while now I had been feeling her presence but could not quiet pin point her location. When I felt a tap on my shoulder, I jumped out of meditation my hand going for where my lightsaber usually was, then remembering that I still had to rebuild it. I then realized it was Ahsoka.
Well, that's it for this chapter I hope you guys enjoyed, please follow favorite and review. If you guys have any ideas that you guys want included pm me or review with it
Question (I've decided to put these on all chapters it's cool to see y'alls answers) If your were one of the Star Wars Rebels Characters who would you be? Why?
My answer: I would most likely be Sabine, it takes me time to trust, I love art, I don't like secrets being kept from me, I love to ask questions, and explosions are awesome! There are other reasons as well but that covers the over view, so who are you guys?
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