We were there for a few hours as they recorded some new songs for their new album. By the time they were finished for the day it was afternoon and Paul and I went out for lunch.

"Oh yeah, happy 6 month anniversary baby!" Paul says with a smile as he returns from the bathroom. I didn't think he would remember and it had been lingering in my mind, but I guess it didn't seem terribly important to me.

"You too honey." I say as he wraps his arms around my waist and leans in to give me a heartfelt kiss.

"I love you." I say after he pulls away and i rest my head on his shoulder and he has his arm wrapped around my waist.

He makes me so happy and these 6 months have been great, along with their hardships, but still great. I'm so happy when I'm with him and to be with him, I wouldn't want to he with any other man than Paul. He's incredibly funny, smart, charming, respectful, extremely handsome and he makes me feel so special.

"I love you too, darling." he says back and kisses the top of my head softly and we both go back to our meals.

The next two weeks i was there went by fast and I had such a great time and Paul and I got even closer over those two weeks. We had so much fun and plenty to do and had the occasional lazy days where it was raining and just watched tv or a movie and found little things to do.

Back to present. It's morning and I'm laying in bed dressed and ready for the day. i was staring at the ceiling while Paul took a shower and we were gonna go the studio after he got out and dressed.

"Don't fall asleep on me, J." Paul says as he walks past me to the dresser in just a towel with wet hair and his body glimmers from having just gotten out of the shower.

"Well maybe if you didn't take such long showers I wouldn't." I joke and he laughs.

"You know you can always join me, love." he says cheekily while dropping his towel and beginning to get dressed.

"I know, but then we would be late." I say stating the obvious and he laughs.

"That is correct." he says and continues to get dressed and I hop off the bed and slap his bare butt on the way to the bathroom and I hear him softly laugh.

I go into the bathroom and brush my hair and try to do something with it and while I'm doing that I look to the mini calendar on the wall next to the mirror and notice the date. I think for a minute and notice something is wrong. I haven't been feeling all too well for the past few days and while thinking about the date and how long I've been here, everything clicked and my stomach dropped in realization of what was going on. My jaw drops and I put my hands to my mouth and sit down on the toilet in shock.