Chapter 7

"Derek Anthony Morgan, what on earth are you doing here?" Fran Morgan had just arrived home from the grocery store. Coming upstairs to check on Penelope and her granddaughter she did not expect to see her son standing there.

"Hello to you to momma. Your usually a lot happier to see you baby boy than this." Derek replied mocking innocence.

"Boy, you know that is not the case! You told me you were going to be working a case, so you wouldn't be able to make it home for the holidays. That is why I went ahead and invited Penelope to bring my grandbaby for a visit." Fran snapped at her son. Normally she never lost her temper with her children but if he lied to her, that boy was gonna' get it!

"Momma, I just wanted to surprise you! Don't be mad at me, please. My girls being here was a surprise to me!" Technically he wasn't lying to her right? He was going to surprise her. He just decided not to tell her that he planned it hoping his wife and daughter would be here.

Penelope scoffed from behind him. Obviously not believing he didn't plan this to work out in his favor. She was trying to give Analia the bottle and rock her back to sleep but it seemed the baby wasn't having it.

Fran took a step further in the room, right in front of Derek. With her best 'stern mother' voice she stated "Derek for your sake I hope you are not lying to me". She held his gaze a few seconds longer before looking over to the fussy baby Penelope was struggling to feed.

"Penelope dear, I hope you'll stay for Christmas still, but If your no longer comfortable here I do completely understand and I will not hold it against you. I'll be in the kitchen cooking if you need me." And with that she brushed beside Derek not giving him a second look and made her way out the room.

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If the baby had been calm while Fran was in the room, Pen knew that would have been the easiest way to get out of this room she was 'trapped' in with Derek. But, of course the babies needs always come first in her book.

Pen watched Derek out of the corner of her eye hoping he would get that she wasn't comfortable breastfeeding in front of him anymore but the stubborn man he was just sat down on the corner of the bed and rubbed his hand over his head repeatedly.

"Er.. Um.. Derek, would you mind stepping out the room so I can feed her. I try to give her bottles but she just won't take them. So If you would be so kind to step out the room, I'd appreciate it." When she saw that he didn't move, he just sat there with a stupid smirk on his face she grew impatient, the baby did also. She wanted to be fed NOW! Pen shot him a dirty look before turning around to remove her shirt, but left her bra and under shirt on, Analia immediately began sucking when Pen had turned back around to sit down on the recliner.

"Oh, come on baby girl! It's nothing daddy hasn't seen before." He finally spoke, still with that stupid sexy smug smirk on his face. 'Gosh I hate him', Pen thought to herself.

"Maybe hot stuff, but it's something you'll never touch again, and viewings will be very non-existent after this so take a good hard look!" Pen decided to play his game right back. There was no way she would ever do anything with him again. It seemed like he forgot what he did that got them where they are today. But that's okay because she had no problem reminding him.

"Baby.. I'm not going to let us end. No way in hell am I letting you and our daughter go. I'm going to make this up to you, I promise." Derek made his way to her as he spoke. Once he was in front of her he pulled something out of his pocket and got down on his knees.

Without revealing what he had in his hand he grabbed Pen's hand and brought her knuckles to his mouth to kiss. Pen didn't pull away just yet, she decided to see what exactly he was going to do.

The object ended up being her wedding ring that she had taken off the day she left him. When he went to put it back on her finger she retracted her hand back as quickly as she could.

"Pen.. Please baby.. Put my ring back on. I want every man to know that you're a married women." He lifted his hand up to show her. "Look baby, I haven't taken mine off at all. Let me put your ring where it belongs." He then reached for her hand again.

His statement brought tears to Pen's eyes. They definitely weren't happy tears. They were angry and hurt tears. "This ring?" she grabbed the hand he was showing her with his wedding band on it

"This ring doesn't mean a damn thing Morgan. Why do you wear it anyway? It didn't prevent you from sleeping with another women!" Pen spat angrily and threw his wrist down at his sides. "I bet you didn't even bother to take it off before you fucked her! But then again why would you? She obviously didn't have an issue sleeping with a married man!" Pen continued her rant while jabbing her finger in his chest. "Then you had the nerve to introduce her to me after her brothers case was solved! What was it you said 'Ms. Barnes, this is my goddess of a wife Penelope Morgan. She's eight months pregnant with our first child.' I use to wonder If that night when you so kindly gave her a ride home, was when it started. But I don't care to know anymore. It's to late." She then stood up and went to walk around him but he stopped her standing up quickly putting his hands on her waist.

Derek looked Pen in the eye. She saw the tears coming down his face but fought not to react. "Baby girl, don't say that.. It's not to late. Ill fight for you and my girl. I love you both so much." His voice was full of pain and heartache. It honestly broke her heart to see him this upset. She was so used to seeing him

In control of his emotions.

This was just so foreign to her.

She needed to lay baby Lia down. They had already interrupted her nap once and when Analia didn't get her rest, Oh everyone better run for cover. If only Derek would get out of her way!

"Baby girl, where are you going with my girl?" Derek asked panicking.

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Derek, I'm just going to lay her down so she doesn't have another interrupted nap. Will you please move, her play pen is right behind you." Derek's features relaxed and he bent his head down to kiss the babies cheek.

"Can I lay her down please?" he asked Pen. The bent his head down and gave the baby a kiss on the cheek.

Penelope didn't even have the energy to fight him over who was going to lay her down. She was just overwhelmed and exhausted.

"That's fine. I just don't want to argue anymore Derek. I'm exhausted." Derek gave Pen a small great full smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.

Derek stepped closer towards Pen to grab the baby. Lia began moving back towards her mommies breast and began sucking.

He let her remain eating till she slipped right back to sleep. When he picked her up she tried to search for her something to suck on but before the inevitable loud cry could come out, Pen was putting a hot pink pacifier in her mouth.

Derek kissed her cheek and whispered 'daddy loves you' before lying her down in her play pen.

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Penelope decided to just make the best of there situation. It's Christmas eve and tomorrows Christmas. Her daughter deserved to be around her mommy and daddy without them fighting.

Besides late Christmas night her flight leaves. Then she could go back to California where Derek is no where around. Yup, she'd bare and grin it till it was time to go.

She had just finished wrapping the last of Fran's gifts she had asked her to wrap while she prepared Christmas eve dinner.

Derek had pretty much refused to let Pen go in a room without him following right behind. She was annoyed at first, but then decided she wouldn't let it get to her. She did draw a line on him following her into the bathroom though. Reluctantly, he'd wait near the door for her.

Now was no different. They were all in the living room, Pen was placing the presents she had just wrapped under the Christmas tree. While Derek and Lia sat on top of a blanket spread across the floor full of her toys.

Lia was laughing and making all kinds of baby talk as Derek played amongst her toys with her.

It was so sweet to watch them together, Pen thought to herself as she sat on the couch behind them. Too bad it wasn't going to last past Christmas. As much as it hurt her to admit, there was no way she could forgive Derek and get back with him. She'd never be able to trust him.

And what's a marriage without trust? A whole lot of arguing! Penelope just couldn't subject her daughter to that.

Sitting there on the couch she began to drift to sleep. That was until she heard Derek say to their daughter. "When we get home daddy will take you in the back yard to try out the baby swing I built you, would you like that princess?"

'Why would he say 'when we get home?' Did he honestly think he'd been forgiven and I was just going to run back home with him? He's sorely mistaken!'

"Derek, why are you telling her 'when we get home'? I know she doesn't understand, she's just a baby. But you shouldn't lie to her!" Pen stated rather dryly.

Derek got up and went to sit beside Pen on the couch. Lia remained on her blanket playing with her toys happily.

"Er.. Baby I just thought you would come home so we could be a family. I promise to make it all up to you, to both of you. I need you to give me this chance Pen. Please baby. I can't leave here without ya'll right beside me." he took a chance and grabbed both of Pen's hands and brought her knuckles to his lips for a kiss.

Penelope hadn't said anything yet but she also didn't yank her hands away from him either so he took this as a good sign.

"I cant go back to that big house by myself. It's not a home unless my wife and daughter are living in it with me. Baby girl, please say you'll come home with daddy." Derek kept kissing her knuckles rubbing them on his face.

Pen saw how hopeful and desperate he looked, it saddened her to see her big strong agent like this but it wasn't enough for her to forgive his infidelities.

"Derek, you know I can't do that. That house hadn't been a home in a very long time. Lia and I have a home and a life else where now." She reached up to caress his cheek. "I'll never be able to trust again. You have to sign those papers and move on from us, that's what I'm doing." Tears fell down both there faces but she was determined to say what she needed to no matter how much it hurt. Putting her hands together in her lap she continued.

"This marriage is over Derek." And Pen felt that, that was the truth. She honestly didn't think they could ever reconcile.

Derek stood up quickly. "NO.. no baby.. don't say that! Don't ever say that! Our marriage isn't over, I'm not divorcing you. Never." Derek stated. He looked as if her words had really hit him hard. He was trying not to yell or argue, his baby was right here playing but the thought of them not returning to Virginia with him was killing him.

"Derek calm down. I don't want to scare her with our arguing with each other" Pen went and picked Lia up.

"Mama mama mama mama" little Lia exclaimed excitedly clapping her hands together.

"Yes my love, do you want to go to the mall with mama to get a few things? I know you love shopping like mama does!" Pen grabbed the diaper bag to get Lia changed and ready to go.

"Bye bye" Lia exclaimed when she saw her boots.

Derek immediately grabbed his jacket and put it on. "I need to get a few things still also so I'll just go with you." Pen knew he didn't need to get anything he just didn't want to let her go without him.

"Morgan, I was hoping to go just Lia and I, if you don't mind. I'm a bit overwhelmed." just then Fran came out the kitchen smiling at her grandbaby. Good Pen thought to herself! Maybe she'll make him stay behind.

"Baby, I don't want you to go by yourself with Lia. It's snowing and its only going to get worse." He may not want her to go because of the snow but she also knew it was an excuse in case I don't come back.

"Where are ya'll going with my grandbaby?" Fran asked.

"I'm running to the mall to get a few things with Lia. We will be back in about an hour an a half. Isn't there something you needed Derek's help on Fran?" Pen prayed she get the hint. But as Pen's luck seems non-existent today she didn't.

"Not that I can think of. Baby ya'll go ahead and go. I'll watch Lia, the weather can get really bad here. I wouldn't want her to get sick before Christmas, now would we Lia baby?" Fran stated tickling the babies tummy.

"Your right Fran, you know where everything's at so I'll be back soon. Call me if you need me." Pen bent down and gave her daughter a kiss.

"I love you baby, be good for grandma and daddy." She grabbed her purse and the keys to the rental she got to get them to the airport tomorrow night. She didn't want Fran having to take them so late at night.

Derek was hot on her heels when she made it to the door.

"Baby girl slow down, I'm going with you. The snow might start coming down harder I'd like to make sure you get back to us safely." Derek stated non-chalantly.

"I'm a grown woman Derek I can take care of myself. I'm not going to take off and never come back. I would never leave my daughter behind." by this point she was annoyed with Derek being up her ass.

"Baby I'm aware of how much of a woman you are." he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively. "I just want to make sure your safe come on mama how bad could a few hours with me be?" he asked with mock innocence.

"Lets go then, I don't have the energy to argue anymore" reluctantly she walked over to him and thrust the keys in his hands

"You can drive since I'm letting you come!" Pen demanded.

"Yes mam!" Derek smirked over at Pen as they got in the car. They both remained in a some what awkward silence the whole way to the mall. Pen's thoughts drifted off once again. But these were NC-17 rated thoughts. She wanted to kick herself for wanting to jump his bones right now. She so needed to get laid! ASAP!

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At the mall Penelope got herself everything she had been needing and of course a couple of extras for her princess of a baby girl. She never left a store without something for AnaLia.

Every time she went to pay for her things Derek would reach over her and pay before she got the chance. She asked him why he kept doing that his response was 'I haven't been able to buy anything for my girls in nearly four months, just let me spoil you now.' Pen would just roll her eyes at him.

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Making there way around the mall Derek heard Pen say "I want that" about something she seen in a window.

Curious, Derek asked "What is it you have you sights on baby girl" out of habit (and want) Derek went for Pen's hand. Her hand stiffened in mine but I didn't let go. Every time I touch her and she stiffens is a reminder of the damage I've caused to our relationship.

"That right there! Its gorgeous!" Pen exclaimed excitedly pointing toward a Victoria's Secret display window.

She was absolutely right. It was gorgeous, fuckin' sexy actually. Oh how he would love to rip all five centimeters of that sexy lingerie off of her. He felt himself hardening just at the thought. Wait a minute, he remembered there situation all of a sudden.

'Who the fuck' did she think she was wearing that for? That's not the kind of night gown you get to just go to sleep in. You wear that when you want to make your man ravish you senseless!

He snapped out of his trance when she had just entered the store. Sprinting towards her he decided to just ask her who she was planning on wearing that for.

"Derek If you want to wait out there on the bench or walk around, go ahead. I know this isn't your ideal store." Pen stated motioning around the store with her hands. She picked up her size in the ensemble and turned to me again. "I'm going to the dressing room. When I'm done I'll call to see where your at."

Something came over me and I had to see her in that outfit. Then tare It off of her. I needed this more than I needed my next breath. She didn't wait for me to reply before making her way to the dressing room nor did she look back behind her. For which I was very glad. She'd no exactly what I was up to.

Pen opened the door to the fitting room and I made a decision to let her know I was behind her before I went in with her. If she thought it was some stranger she'd be terrified. Never in my life would I want to scare my baby girl like that.

"Baby girl." I called out to her. She turned around standing in the door way looking at me with a questioning stare.

I slid in, gently pushing her backward into the small room. She gasped in surprise.

"Derek, what do you think your doi-". He swiftly cut her words off with his mouth on hers.

She stiffened but he didn't give up. Derek Morgan was very persistent when he wanted something! He knew she was having an inner battle on whether she should give in and kiss him back. Slowly but surely she did. Derek growled real low. She gave in and he couldn't of been happier!

After a good ten minutes Derek pulled his mouth away from hers. He knew this could be a mood killer for her but his damn jealousy was flaring and he just had to know.

"Who are you planning on wearing this for?" He didn't bother to hide his anger over her possibly wearing lingerie for another man.

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Pen did a happy dance in her head. She was horny as hell and no way in hell was she making the first move. Now here they were in the Victoria Secret dressing room making out like teenagers!

On top of that Derek is acting 'sexy jealous' of the man she was buying that gorgeous red number' for. Oh yeah she was going to play this up!

"Oh this thing?" She touched it on the hanger then quickly let go of it. "Just a friend of mine." Was she playing with fire? Yes maybe, but at this point she could really careless.

"I don't fuckin' think so baby girl." Derek growled out angrily. Pen wondered why this side of Derek got her so damn wet? Before she could analyze it anymore his mouth came back down to hers and she moaned in appreciation. His hands went under the shirt she was wearing and rubbed up her abdomen till he had both her breasts in his hands. Now it was his term to groan in appreciation. He squeezed them together and rubbed her nipples with his thumbs. She gasped in slight pain.

She pulled out the kiss. "Derek easy.. You know that hurts right now." He loosened his hold but kept his hands there massaging her breasts. "I'm sorry mama it's been awhile I got to excited. I forgot they were sore and sensitive. Forgive daddy." Gosh, why does this man have to be so fucking' sexy?' Pen thought to herself while Derek began sucking on the tops of her breasts.

"Is that guy Matt, you tried to tell me was the father of my child your carrying, who you were going to wear that lingerie for… huh? Tell me baby?" I could tell it was really bothering him. He was trying to mark Pen as his with his suckling to compensate for the extreme jealousy he was feeling. Of course Pen was going to add fuel to the fire. She couldn't help herself.

"MMHMM.. That would be him hot stuff." Pen said with a sexy smirk.

Derek pulled away and made eye contact with her. "Did you fuck him already Pen? And don't lie about it, I'm a profiler baby don't forget I'll know." he lifted her up against the wall, holding her there. His dick throbbing against her.

Pen decided she'd just tell him the truth. "No Derek, was haven't gone that far….. Yet."

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"So what are you saying that you have done with that punk?" He knew he shouldn't ask. Whatever she was about to say was the truth, he could tell. It pissed him off but he knew he was being hypocritical. It didn't mean it didn't piss him off though.

"Well since I wasn't ready to fuck him yet but was still extremely horny he wanted to take care of my needs another way." she ran her nails back and fourth a long his biceps.

"Did he? Take care of your needs I mean?" he asked groaning as he felt her hands go under his shirt and snake back and fourth over his abs.

"OH…yes handsome, he sure did!" she nodded her head quickly. Seemingly sure of her answer.

Derek didn't no why he kept asking. It royally pissed him off but at the same time he felt compelled to know what she let this mother fucker do to her.

"How mama? Tell me. I want to know everything you did for him and everything you let him do to you!" he demanded she tell him everything.

"You seem angry hot stuff, are you sure you want me to tell you everything we did?" she continued to scrape her nails over his abs. when she got down to his rock hard dick, she began rubbing him over his jeans.

"Just tell me. I need to no what he did to my wife! Don't tease me woman. Not in the mood." he pushed her higher up the wall, pushing his dick against her pussy.

"Okay well sense he understood that fucking was out of the question for the time being, he asked If he could undress me. Promised to take care of my needs so I wasn't so sexually frustrated. I agreed." Derek growled angrily but didn't tell her to stop.

"Once I was left in my bra and panties he laid me back on the bed and slowly crawled upon me. He unclipped my bra and ravished my breast to say the least." Derek had never been so angry and mad at the same time in his life! It had completely slipped his mind that they were in the dressing room still. But he honestly didn't give a fuck.

"After he took my panties off he sat back on his knees. He then proceded ti ask me to do something for him…. He wanted me to touch myself for him, get myself off , show him what I like. And he promised after he'd take over. I said no for all of three minutes, then I decided what the hell! Why not. I'd touch myself for him."

"Baby girl, I'm your husband and I asked you to do that for me a lot and you never would. What the fuck why would you let him watch you?" he demanded to know.

"Because handsome, I didn't give a damn what he thought of me. But you, I never wanted to disappoint you. That way you'd never have reason to seek out pleasure from another woman. Guess I still didn't keep you satisfied." she looked so broken when she said that, Derek felt like a bigger piece of shit then he already had. But the broken look quickly left and she continued. "Oh but I need not worry if he liked it, he fucking loved it! If the way he went down on me afterward was any indication! I'm supposed to think about going the next step and fucking him when I get back home."'

Derek was at his wits end. She was his woman, he needed to reclaim her body NOW! Like hell she was going to go and let that fool put his dick inside her. She needed to be reminded who she belonged to!

He put her down and said. "Grab that fuckin' sexy thing and lets go!" he demanded.

She didn't protest just did as she was told. For that Derek Morgan was a happy man!

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Thirty minutes later found Penelope and Derek at a hotel down the street from the mall. Derek didn't waste any time getting Penelope naked a long with himself.

She was on her back, with Derek on top of her. She was waiting for him to thrust inside her but he hadn't yet. She was growing frustrated. "Stop teasing" she demanded of Derek. But he choose not to listen.

Pen didn't get why he was so anxious to be inside her yet wasn't doing anything but rubbing against her. 'fuck this' she thought to herself. She pushed him away and went to stand up and go take care of herself in the bathroom with the vibrator in her purse.

"Whoa, where do you think your going baby girl?" Of course, he's a hell of a lot stronger than her and he pulled her back down under him once again.

"Your not pleasing me! So I'm going to that bathroom with my vibrator to take care of myself!" she huffed trying to get back up.

"No..no..no… baby calm down. I'm going to take care of you. But I want you to do what you did for that guy for me. I need you to please mama." he didn't want her to of only done it for that guy.

"Not right now, if I wanted to take care of myself I wouldn't be in this position. Here. Under you." she looked so sexy when she was sexually frustrated. He thrust deep inside her. She screamed in pleasure and some pain from four months of celibacy then his huge cock in her.

"Tell daddy your going to touch yourself for him. Tell me baby." he stopped thrusting waiting for her to tell him.

"Oh.. God yes! don't stop!" Pen moaned not telling him what he wanted to hear purposely.

"Tell me baby!" he demanded and thrust back in her more forcefully.

"Yes..YES..Derek! Whatever you want! I'll touch myself for you baby jus.. Just don't you stop anymore!" Anything? Derek thought to himself with a smirk oh yeah, he was going to fuck her good!

"Yeah baby, Anything, huh? Fuck baby this pussy is so good! This pussy belongs to me!" he went down to her face and thrusted his tongue in her mouth.

"Yes baby anything! DEREK! Oh GOD… Faster!" he obliged pounding into her.

"Say you'll come home with me baby!" he was sneaky but oh, well.

"Yes! I'm going to cum! I'll go home yes! DEREK!"

"I love you baby girl! Come for me! Come on my dick baby! GOD.. I love you baby.. Im going to come in you. Take daddy's dick. YES!"

"DEREK.. I love you to daddy! Right there baby! Right there!" Derek put his hand in between them and rubbed her clit frantically. "Yes.. Yes …yes!" she screamed one last time as she came and he busted in her.

"BABY GIRL! IMMA BUST IN THAT SWEET PUSSY!" with a loud groan re busted deep inside her as she came right with him.

They laid they for a minute neither saying anything. Derek broke the silence with a huge smile saying "I'm so glad you agreed to come home! I missed my girls!