From that day on I never did speak to Draco Malfoy ever again, I mean really I never did talk to him again. Not when I found out that I was really having a baby, not when I found out that I was having a baby boy not when I went into labor two month's early and had to go to Hogwarts late because of that fact, not even when I saw that our son had light blond hair just like his. I really did want to tell him that I was going to be having a baby, I mean it's not like I didn't want him to know, it's just that I could not go up to him and speak to him. I was much to afraid to even think about doing that. I would not be able to handle thinking about the fact that he would know that I was having his kid, he would most likely have his father kill me before he would have a half blood child. So I kept him to myself, took care of him the first month of his life.

I named him James Serious. Why I really do not know, I have always loved the name James and after the full summer that I have had writing back and forth to Serious I thought that it would be a great idea to name my son after him. I thought that it was the perfect name and I would not have it tainted with the name Malfoy at the end, so I let my son have my last name instead, knowing that in the future it would be a good idea to hide him from all the things that were around him and that his family was a bunch of Death eaters that would never allow him into the world openly. Serious said that he would come to see James every week as long as he could and my parents would not mind, which they really did not care in the world, the saw through all the things that the magic would did not believe was true about him, they saw that he was a good man that did not deserve to go through a lot of things that. He was going to be taken care of James, along with most of the Order when I am going to be going back to Hogwarts, which they all knew I needed to go to.

I gained a lot of weight while carrying him and I even gave birth to him two months early, but surprisingly he was just as health and the perfect weight that he needed to be. It was a shock that they would allow my son to go home with me as soon as they did. I really did not know why my baby was so much while I was going through all of my pregnancy, I mean I ate right but it was just like I could not keep any of it off. I have a magical picture of my every month that I was going through my labor and I started to have a bump by the middle of my third month, I really wanted to send it to Draco, I even put it in a letter, but I did not send it. It just went into a envelope with all the other pictures that I had to give to Draco one day. I wanted to but I honestly couldn't do it! I was not able to have to guts to send them to him, worrying that I and my son and my whole muggle family would be killed if they found out about me and my son. Hell Draco may even have been killed if his father had found out about me about everything that we had done.

The hardest thing was leaving James, I do not know how many times I came back to make sure that he was fine and that I hadn't forgotten anything, I knew that I had not but I really just did not want to leave him! I even stole one of his favorite little blankets to take with me when I left. I had a whole kit of things of his to take with me until I would see him again at Christmas. I took many magical pictures of him while I was with him, I mean most of them were just of him looking up at me, or the first time that he cried or the first time that he smiled- even though I had many pictures of him smiling. I had pictures of him with my mom, dad, Harry, Ron, Ron's family and even one with Serious but I kept that tightly packed away in the bottom of my chest so that no one would find that. There were many pictures with me and him too, I loved those pictures because it was the ones that my parents were trying to take so their were shaky and most of the time I was sleeping with James. When I felt and got on the train to go to Hogwarts I was the only one of the train besides a few other people, none in the same cart as me and I cried the whole way there.

Everyone could tell that there had been something wrong with me because of the fact that I was coming into the school late and they were even allowing me to come into the school late! I knew that this year was going to be hell, but I mean I needed to come and I needed to make it all the way to the seventh year. They all knew that something big must have happened because I was a little bigger and I was a little less happy to see everyone. Rumors flew around the school that I had been pregnant but no one knew if it was really true or not. My teachers and my close friends were the only ones that knew what truly had happened to me and that was the only way that I wanted it to be. To have everyone know that I was a big enough whore to have someone come and the first and only time we have sex I become pregnant, no I would never want my reputation to get that low. I would not even have Draco look me in the eye this whole ear because I really did not want to see him or talk to him. I don't think that I will be able to stand him this year.

" It's good to have you back Hermione." Harry smiled as he saw my come through the doors into Hogwarts with just a bag with my wand and books in them.

" It's alright to be back, but I really miss James." I frowned but Harry always seemed to smile when I said his name.

" Already?" Ron said and I just nodded, I did not know how I was going to be able to live without him for over a day, let alone a month.

" Can we just go to our common room already? I really just need to lay down and get all of my stuff together." I smiled as we walked up the stairs and started to look around to see all of our friends. But there was one person that I was not expecting to see around that was, the one person that I hoped would not see me and just had to say something to me, it sent me over the edge already.

" Wow, gained some weight since I last saw you huh Granger. Missed me too much and couldn't put don't the candy bar long enough to work out huh? Man if I were you I would not eat for a month, maybe even more." He smiled as he was high five by his friends and started to walk away.

" If I were you I would just shut the hell up and never speak to me again! Unless that is you want Daddy knowing that you have a little half blood son on your hands Draco! Because do not think for a second that I will not send a little letter to him informing him that he is a grandfather to someone that he will think to have dirty blood." I said as I started to walk towards him. " Yeah didn't think that was the reason that I was gone huh? Giving birth to your son, should have thought again before saying that you were going to protect yourself huh?" I said as I got closer.

" You were the whore who allowed it!" He laughed, how could it have been that I had ever been in love with him in the first place.

" Mr. Malfoy, my office, now." Snape said as he grabbed him and stormed down the stairs down to the potions area, I could not believe that he had just stood up for me like that! Why did he do that I really do not know.

" Just forget about him Hermione he will never be able to get you to like he did before and if he even tries I know a great cruse that will make him sick for months!" Fred said as he places his hand over my shoulder and we started to walk towards our common room, I really did not know why I could not help but to feel sorry almost that I had told Draco about James, like I was betraying him in a way.

It took me a week to be able to show all my friends the baby blanket and the pictures of my son, I really did not know why but I didn't even want to see them because they just made me even more heartbroken that I was away from him, that I was almost neglecting him in a way. Every night after that I slept with his blanket and kept his scent around me all the time, looking at his pictures and even making a little scrapbook out of all of his pictures. My friends helped me get a book to place all of them in and we even got my mother to send me a piece of his hair to place in there as well. It just made the book better and better because along with the hair were more pictures of him and he was growing so fast.

One day I was placing the last of the pictures into the book outside, it was becoming winter and it was rather cold out. Which was the reason why I was outside, I knew that no one would come out and no one would find me placing pictures of him in there in the first place. I was still keeping it on the down low that I had given birth to a child, I had lost most of the weight just because I went up and down the stairs more then six times a day and really that was all of the work out I needed to have. No one really noticed before either, besides Draco. He looked so happy in the latest pictures. He was born September 23rd and now it was his two month birthday and he was looking more and more like Draco each day. I wanted to cry because of how little he looked like me and the more he looked like Draco, the man that didn't care about him at all.

" What is that your looking at, one of your smart ass books." Someone said, I did not even look up from the picture.

" Leave or I will cast a spell so harsh you will not be able to speak for months." I said, making sure not to look up or I would give in to him before I could even blink once.

" You already did that to me remember, you smiled at me and I was speechless for a week. Then there was the real spell and no one could find an anti spell to it." I could tell that he was smiling just from the smug sound of his voice. I could hear it anywhere and know that he was smiling so wide and that was smiling from corner to corner of his face.

" Well you better leave because of the fact that I really do not like you and I want you as far away as possible from me? Do you understand?" I asked and he just stood there, I closed my book and place it in my bag, he must have seen the title of the book because he nearly dropped to his knee's, or maybe he just went weak.

" You were really telling the truth your first day back? You had been gone because you were having a child?" He asked, not even looking me in the eyes but at the book instead.

" Your child, get it right. The child I went through twenty five hours of labor for was all yours! You were the only one I had sex with and you were the only one that I could have had this child with, so get it right!" I screamed over to him as I started to walk away, but he grabbed me and pulled me back

" Why did you tell me? Try to get me to change my ways? Tell me what we were having to at least tell me that you were even pregnant!" He asked, eyes locked tightly onto mine.

" Because I did not want a low life like you anywhere around my child, I do no want you around my kid and I never will!" I said carefully not even to say what it was that I had for a child. I wanted to scream in his fact pull away and just get him away from me!

" I am so sorry, if I would have known I would have done something to change it all, I would have done something to help you out. Could I see at least a picture of my child, or maybe know what you named him. Something?" He asked, begging almost to know more information then I was giving him.

" No. You can't know anything besides that the child looks a lot like you." I said and started to walk away.

" The reason why I put you under that spell was because I was in love with you and there was no other way to make you fall in love with me! Some of the time I did not even put you under the spell and just let you see what the world was like to be with me! The night that you decided to kiss me back was one of those times, you were feeling all of those emotions on your own. I did nothing to change those and I promise you that you were feeling those. I did not do anything that day. I know what I did was wrong and I know that I would do anything for my child and for you. You and I could move in together and take care if he or she during the summer and then we could exchange it during the school year between our families. It will be perfect, as long as you will accept it, but I know you will not. Please will you just tell me something about he or she." I knew that I really shouldn't have but I felt like I needed to, I mean he knew that it was his and that he should at least know if he had a daughter or son, but it also felt like I should not have to tell him it.

" Well no matter if what you are saying it true or not does not matter anymore. I really could care less about you and whether or not you loved me or didn't love me. We have a child together and if you want to be in any part of it's life you are going to have to step up and change for that child. You have a son named James, he is now two months old today and all summer you could have found that out if you had sent a letter to me, or called or hell even came down as saw me even! But you decided that you were going to be stuck up and not even try to say you were sorry then! Your sorry is not good enough now Draco!" I screamed, I was so upset. I did not even know why.

" You could have tried too you know, you could have sent a letter telling me or called telling me. I know that you would never come to my house and I would not really allowed you to anyway. But I would have liked to have alteast known I would have helped, so do not blame all of this on me!" He said right back. " Now I love you and I know that somewhere inside you know that you love me too, and that we should still be together and we would have the perfect little family. You me and our son James would live together and be together. It would be just like it used to be but we would have a son to take care of. We would have the world and he would be a part of it, I would give him everything in the world that he wanted and more, he could have anything. Just give me one more chance and I will prove it to you! No potions, no spells, nothing just you and me on a date. You tell me everything about James and I will keep telling you how terribly sorry I am." We both smiled and laughed a little at this.

" You pay and you have a deal." He looked shocked.

" Wow never thought that I would hear that from you, but alright then. Just as long as you bring that baby book for me to see then yes, we do have a deal." I knew that it was over and that I had given in to him. I really do not know what it was about him that I just kept falling for!

" Then it's a deal. Tonight at five." I smiled and walked away, damn it how does it do that to me?