'Okay well I think people probably liked the last chapter I mean I personally thought it was good. Now I don't really know what will happen in this chapter, as I am writing this I know exactly what you know about this chapter and that is Carly and Melanie are going to the ER. Well I'm going to stop stalling and try to put a dent in this before I pass out.
By your side
Spencer dropped Melanie and myself off at the entrance to the ER. I told him that I would call him to pick us up when we were done. After we checked in we took a seat in the waiting room waiting to be seen. This gave us time to just sit and talk about what had been going on in our lives.
"You know my sister really loves you" ? Melanie tells me like I didn t already know she has to considering the thought and money she put into that necklaces, she has never done anything like that for anyone in her life.
"I know that Melanie and I love her just as much as she does me," I tell her ""she makes me so happy and I don't know what I would do without her in my life."
"Just promise me that you won't hurt her," Melanie asks me "if this doesn't workout and you guys have a falling out it would devastate her."
"Melanie I want you to understand that I am in this for the long haul," I let her know holding her hands in my hands looking her directly in her eyes" this isn't me experimenting, a fling, and I sure as hell am not confused, I love Sam more than life itself and I don't see that ever changing."
"Oh Carly, that make's me so happy," Melanie squeals, giving me a giant hug "you are so good for Sam, maybe one day you two will get married and we will be sisters."
"I would love to be Mrs. Carly Puckett some day and it would be so nice to call you my sister," I tell tell her giving her a hug back "but enough about me, give me the deets on you and one Freddie Benson."
"I don't think Sam would let you go by the Puckett name, especially after what mom did," she informs me "also if Sam is anything like me she would do anything not to have that name, and Freddie is just simply...well the only word suitable is amazing."
"I mean he has been there for me more than anything through this whole ordeal," she smiles "he is smart, funny, and is starting to take Sam place as my protector, I mean you saw what he did to that guy at the Groovie smoothie."
"Yeah Freddie is a great guy, anyone would be lucky to have him." I told Melanie.
"And dear mother of god is he hot, he's so handsome and man has he got buff since I last saw him" Melanie swoons.
"Yeah...I guess so." I tell her.
"You guess so Carls, don't you have eyes" ? Melanie asks.
"Yeah, but I like girls, I mean girl," I say "I don't know if I'm a lesbian or not." "What do you mean you don't know if you're a lesbian, what about my sister" ? She asks.
"Well yeah Sam's a girl but I've never felt this way about a girl and I don't know if I will ever feel this way about another girl," I tell Melanie, being as honest as I possibly can "the only person I see in the world is Sam, she is the most beautiful, wonderful person in the world, and I want to spend the rest of my life with her and no one else."
"Awww, I think that's the sweetest thing I've ever heard." She says giving me another hug.
After the hugs are shared we sit there watching the TV while talking about stuff at random. Our talk especially about Sam makes me think of some of the things Sam said at the Mall and Melanie is the only person other than Sam that can shed some light on the topic. It's really personal stuff which shouldn't be talked about in a crowded waiting room so I decide to wait and see if Melanie want s me to follow her back to examination room. Turns out I had awhile to wait over a hour longer before the nurse called Melanie back to see the doctor. Lucky for me Melanie seemed to not really want to see the doctor alone at all and practical pleaded with me to come with her. The nurse led us down a hall way into a huge area that was made up of many small rooms and showed us where Melanie would be seen. Inside the room the nurse pulled out a pear pad and ask Melanie a lot of question pertaining to her medical history and took a look at her injuries. When the nurse left I asked Melanie if we could talk about something personal and very important and she said yes.
At first she refused but after some begging on my part I convinced her to answer my question telling her that I needed to know so that I could help Sam and make her happy. She reluctantly agree telling me I wasn't going to like what I heard one bit. I told her that I was ready for it and how Sam had kinda let me in on it at the mall. I thought I knew a lot about Sam's history and her home life but I knew jack shit and what I was told was so horrible it made me want to cry.
Things had been okay in the Puckett household for the first few years Sam and Melanie had been alive up until their dad had left their mom and then things started to slowly get bad. Pam had blamed the girls most notably Sam due to her being more like her dad than Melanie and that seemed to piss her off. It started with verbal abuse and mental abuse Pam would call them all sort's of names and just lay into them about everything they did, especially Sam. They were never good enough, they were either to skinny or fat and ugly cows, and everything thing they did was wrong and they would never do anything with their lives. Melanie got away from everything by reading book and learning stuff while Sam took another route hoping if she became more like her mother she would appease her until Pam started drinking and occasionally doing drugs. I guess Sam trying to be like her pissed her off more than Sam being like her dad and that's when the beating's began. Melanie would only get spanked and the occasional hand across the face but Sam being like her dad stood up to Pam and would literally get the shit beat out of her for it. Sam would even take punishment for Melanie which Melanie deeply regretted letting her do.
Around the time Sam met me Melanie was getting recognized for her smarts and academic work and she eventually got accepted to the fancy boarding school. From what Melanie told me around the time Sam started staying at the loft more, spending the night whenever she could, and even sneaking in sometimes late at night was when the guys that dated Pam started to notice Sam and started trying stuff with her. Sam never told Melanie if any of them succeeded but she had her suspicions which made me physically ill and I had to grab the trash can in the corner. The first guy who tried anything Sam kicked him the nuts and broke his nose. When Pam found out she was furious with Sam but when Sam told her why she got even angrier and almost put Sam in the hospital, the next day Sam installed extra locks on her doors and started to keep a bat next to her bed at all times.
It was the most heart breaking story I had ever heard and I couldn't help crying as Melanie held me. I mean I knew that Sam's life was bad but I didn't know how bad it had been. Thank god Melanie had gotten out of there but Sam couldn't and was forced to endure that stuff alone in silence. Sam was always strong in my eye's but this put a new spin on it and made me love her even more and want to protect her from going through anything like this again.
The doctor came in a few minutes after Melanie and I had finished talking. She was a young for a doctor and held herself with a sense of purpose like she knew what she was doing but at the same time was very nice. The doctor checked Melanie out asking her where she was hit and were the pain was and then asking her to take off her hospital gown so she could check out the bruising. The doctor did kinda what I did in the mall except she knew what she was doing after a little poking and prodding she wrote something in Melanie's file and told us what was wrong with Melanie. Pam had beat on Melanie so hard that not only did she have the external bruising but some internal bruising as well as what she guessed were cracked ribs. As for how bad they were and how many were that way she couldn't tell until Melanie got some X-rays. So once again we waited for her to get the x-rays and then for the doctor to return and tell us how bad it was. The doctor returned after what seemed forever and told Melanie that she had three cracked ribs, the nurse then came in with some medical wrap and a prescription for Percocet and then showed us how to wrap Melanie up.
We had been in the ER for a good 4 hours before we were ready to leave and it had took Spencer 20 minutes to come pick us up and a little more to get us home. When we got home we told everyone what was wrong with Melanie. Spencer told Melanie that she was part of our family now and she needs to tell him stuff like this because not only does he care about her but is also in charge of her care. Sam went to give her one of her big hugs that she give Melanie, me, and occasionally but thought twice of it due to Melanie's injuries which result in a very odd looking hug. And Freddie told her that we all agreed awhile back to not keep secrets from each other and he hope's she think enough of us to do the same.
I went up stairs followed by Sam to get washed up leaving Freddie and Melanie in the living room and Spencer in the kitchen. Sam was on the bed when I got back from the bathroom locking the door behind me. I tackled her to the bed and kissed her deeply resulting in a growl from the back her throat as she flipped me over and we had a nice little make out session. Sam went to unbutton my jean but I flipped her over and started marking her neck with my every part of my mouth...
"Sam we need to talk," I said, as I got up and sat on the edge of the bed,
"Can't it wait Cupcake," She says,as she creeps up behind me and starts mimicking what I was doing to her just a moment ago "I've been waiting to do this ever since you got me revved up at the mall."
"No it can't Sam," I tell her, as I stand up to get away from her "first I have that planned for later and secondly we need to talk about some things I got Melanie to discuss with me at the ER."
"What kind of things did you two talk about" ? Sam asked head down kicking a spot on the ground.
"Well first I told her that I loved you more than anyone and was in this for the long haul," I said first trying soften the blow of what I have to say next "and second I had her tell me about your home life, your REAL home life."
"What the fuck Carls, that was a secret," She says hurt and anger showing "how could she betray me like that and why would you ask her to ."
"I asked because I love you more than anyone on the planet Earth," I tell her "and if you want to do this whole changing for the better thing you have to give it one hundred and ten percent, That includes telling me this kind of stuff because we are partners and I need to know this to help you which will make our relationship stronger."
Sam paces around thinking about what I said for a minute before turning back to me a look of defeat on her face.
"I guess you are right Carly," She says sitting back on the bed "I guess not telling you that stuff was pretty much like lying to you, I'm sorry I got upset but you don't now how scary it is to tell someone this stuff, I mean what if you hate me after" ?
"Sam I could never hate you," I honestly tell her "What happened to you was never your fault, it was your shitty mom's fault and her scummy pervert boyfriends."
"You promise you won't hate me" ? She says looking down at her sneakers once again.
"Never in a million years," I tell her sitting next to her so I could lift her head so we were staring into each others eyes "Now I'll tell you what Melanie told me and you tell me what she didn't know or left out, and I mean everything."
Sam tells me what I expect most of it what Melanie had told me earlier, but there was a good amount of stuff that Melanie didn't know that was just plain horrible. After Melanie left Pam had gone off the deep end and it was just horrible. Sam told me what her mom would say about her and I had to convince her a couple times that it was complete bullshit. Especially the stuff about her looks which kinda explains why she used to dress how she did. I've put in a lot of work trying to get her to dress more sexy and feminine and what she is telling me explains why it was so hard. She also tells me about the beating most of which Melanie knew about but they happened more frequently than even Melanie knew.
She was hesitant to talk about the boyfriends but I kissed her and told her that nothing she would tell me would make me love her any less or look at her differently. Turns out the boyfriend situation had been worse than she even let onto Melanie. Most of them were satisfied with just saying rude vulgar things to her and then laughing at her but other would take it much further she had stuff go missing and had found a couple of them in her room and while none of them had ever had any kind of sex with her it had came very close a couple of times to the point where the baseball bat was a deterrent, the knife in her pillow case was what had saved her a couple of times.
She broke down for the first time in days crying in my arms as I held her close stroking her hair. We just stayed there in each others arm for a half hour maybe more before Sam sat up. She told me thanks looking me directly in the eye's, god I could get lost in her eyes.
"You have the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen," I tell her "I could stare into them for the rest of my life and be content."
"I like your eyes cause they remind me of chocolate cake." She tells me.
I can't help but laugh followed by her. We laugh about her comment until our sides hurt. I then stand her up and tell her to get a move on or we'll be late for Spencer's Spaghetti tacos as I smack her equally beautiful backside.
"So I guess I don't have to go to that shrink anymore." she says at the door.
"Yeah keep dreaming Mamma," I scold her.
"Hey I had to try" she smirks as she runs out the door
That girl is going to be the death of me I think to myself as I follow her the smell of pasta sauce and meatballs calling to my stomach. I make it down the stairs to see everyone at the table waiting for me so they can start eating. By the time I sit down Sam is loading up her plate and to my surprise in front of me is a couple already made spaghetti tacos. I give her a peck on the cheek and tell her how sweet she is and get down to eating myself. We have a nice normal diner which for us ends with Sam chucking a meatball hitting Freddie square between the eyes for getting fresh with her sister. After that we decide to watch a movie, we also get to watch Sam and Melanie argue for ten minutes about whether we should watch Evil dead or Twilight (thank god Melanie won, not a fan of the gore).
After the movie we say goodbye to Freddie and later Melanie as we part ways, Sam and myself in my room which I guess is our room now and Melanie down the hall to the guest room which I guess is her room now. I enter our room to find Sam already in her light blue bra and to my surprise matching boy shorts and quickly strip down to similar fare. Sam walks over to me and grabs my hand leading me back to the bed where she is quickly on top of me her mouth on my neck and leg between mine supplying the right amount of pressure to drive me crazy. After a few minutes like this I pull her close so that I can rid her of the pesky bra, once unhooked she leans back so I can remove it quickly which gives me the opening I'm looking for. I flip her over to gain access to my prize which I quickly devour causing Sam to let out one half moan other half growl. I straddle Sam's hips teasing her with my hands before removing the pesky piece of fabric covering my chest. I then lean forwards capturing her mouth before placing my chest flush against her's causing us both to shudder at the feeling of both of our obvious arousal brushing against one another. Our mouths crash together hungrily, Sam might have been the dominate one earlier but not this time as my tongue demanding entrance instead of it asking for it which Sam eagerly allows. Sam gasp's as I maneuver my leg between her's once again and start moving against her in a way that ensures we both get the friction our moist molten cores crave causing us to both to moan each others name. I remove my mouth from Sam's not before grabbing her lower lip between my teeth biting down just enough to make her moan and dig her nails into my back. Without hesitation my mouth moves from her lips to her collar bone down to her neck and her pulse point leaving trails of kisses before grabbing it in my teeth sucking on it at the same time earning a animal like growl from Sam and I just know she left scratch marks on my back this time. With Sam's non vocal encouragement I continue what I am doing speeding up when I realize she as well as myself is getting close to release when to my surprise Sam flips me over...
"Not so fast Cupcake," she says with a smirk, eye's hooded, voice husky, and breathing hard "we've got all the time in the world and I want us begging for it when we cum,"
Sam kisses her way down my body removing my panties followed by her own, man this is going to be a long but very pleasurable night I think to myself. A little over a hour later I am laying on the bed listening to Sam's heartbeat through her chest still slightly shaking from the mind blowing orgasms Sam gave me earlier completely content and at peace with the world.
"That was amazing cupcake...you were amazing," she says in awe "we have had some amazing sex, but it was like it was the first time almost like..."
"Like we were closer almost like we became one person" ? I ask.
"Yeah, it was so much more intimate than anything up until this point," She tells me "I mean what happened" ?
"It's because we became closer today Sam, I explained we know everything about each other now, and we shared a very emotional experience earlier today." "Frankly you knew everything about me before today because I'm not very good at keeping secrets especially from someone that can read me like you can." "I found out how amazing you were today, the fact that you stayed the person you are after everything you have been through is nothing but miraculous."
"Yeah I am pretty fucking awesome." She says and I just know she is smirking.
"I've always considered you to be the strongest person I know and not just because you are a bad ass chick either," I say as I lift myself to look into her eyes "but today I learned just how tough you are, and it makes me love you that much more."
Sam brings her lips to mine kissing me tenderly, it might not have been some hot and heavy make out session but it is probably one of the best kisses I have ever had and it right up there with our first kiss and the kiss we shared at the mall.
"Things are going to be different from now on Cupcake." She says looking up at me.
"What do you mean Sammie"? I ask her.
""We're out now Carls, like officially a couple," she tells me as she lays my head on her chest "people are going to treat us differently some of it will be good and some of won't be, We will also probably be getting a lot of attention in the next few weeks, and this could possibly affect iCarly as well."
"You really think so" ? I ask her getting a little worried.
"It's nothing to worry about, things are just going to be different is all," She says kissing the top of my head and stroking my hair "We will lose some fans but we are going to get a shit ton from the LGBT community." "We will also be looked at more closely because people will be looking for a way to tear us down." "But at the same time we can do a lot of good possibly helping out kids like us and possibly if you want to we can speak up for them and bring up issues that affect them."
"I don't think I would mind that at all and if people don't like us then fuck them," I say "You know people have this preconceived ideas about you, but I think you are going to really surprise some people this year."
"Like I don't already know this, like I said earlier I'm fucking awesome," She informs me "but enough talking, Mamma is tired and just wants to hold my Cupcake until I pass out."
"I love you Carls." She says as she wraps her arms around me.
"Love you too Mamma." I say snuggling close to her.
As I fall asleep I look at the back of my necklace and think about how great today was even though it had been tough and I fall asleep thinking S3C but C sure as hell 3 Sam.
So there you go another chapter in the books. I actually really like this chapter, It has a lot of character development in it which is surprising considering that when I started I really had no clue as to where I was going with it. I was going to save Carly and us finding about the horrors Sam went through for when she saw the shrink but I thought that there is no way Sam would open up that much to a shrink so I had her open up to Carly. Also It did get a little sexy in this chapter but I left most of it up to your imagination which is probably better than anything I can come up with. As far as the stalker he will be making a return soon could be next chapter for all we know. Anyway thanks for reading this far and I will keep pumping them out as fast as I can. Remember reviews feed the machine so keep them coming.
