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-Shelby


EDWARDS POV

"Yes I am sure…" then everything went black.

I woke up in a very familiar place…my bedroom. I was very confused though. I couldn't remember much. I knew that I should be dead, but beyond that I had no idea. I had a very weird throbbing pain in my head…it couldn't be a headache, vampires don't get headaches. I leaned back on the couch I had woken up on. I felt unusually tired, especially for being a vampire, so I leaned back and closed my eyes. And I started dreaming.

I was in a valley leaning against a tree. The valley looked really familiar, I think I've been there before. The sun was just starting to set. The sky was beautiful. I was sitting under the tree taking in everything around me. I was enjoying watching the sunset, when all of the sudden the most beautiful woman in the entire universe appeared. She wasn't very tall, but she wasn't short either. She had gorgeous hair, and the most breath taking brown eyes. Her lips were perfect…she was perfect. She continued running towards me, I didn't know who she was though.

"Edward, there you are! I've been looking for you. Carlisle and Esme said you were out here," the beautiful woman said.

"You know Carlisle and Esme?" I questioned, as the girl jumped into my lap. Once she was sitting with me and had her arms wrapped around my neck, something felt oddly familiar and right. She was meant to be there…I knew her, but I couldn't remember her. I did know that I loved her.

"Well yea, you big weirdo. Why wouldn't I know my future in-laws? Edward are you all right?" she said with concern in her eyes. I felt the need to pull her as close to me as possible and kiss her. So that's what I did I grabbed her head and pulled it in close to mine, and let my lips dance with hers. As she pulled away to get air. I finally replied.

"Yes, I'm wonderful…even better now," I whispered in her ears.

"Edward, I worry about you sometimes," she giggled.

"I love you," I said as I kissed her.

"I love you too Edward," she said as she buried her head in my chest, she took a deep breath and then slowly drifted to sleep. My dream was suddenly interrupted by my door being flung open. I finally realized who the woman in my dream was.

"Bella." was all I said. I turned my head praying it would be her running into my room.

"Edward I can't believe it…it's you…your real, your back!" Alice my crazy sister said as she was bouncing on my bed.

"Alice, its so good to see you," I said as she hugged me with all her strength. "But Alice, where's Bella?"

"Edward, she's….she's…."

"She's what Alice, where is my Bella?"

"Edward, Carlisle doesn't know where she is. When you told Kiouhl to change her, he did. It was what she wanted, but you never said to send her back with you. You just said change her. And you know Kiouhl, if you don't specifically say he's going to screw with you," she said as my jaw dropped. I wanted to die then and there. Where was the woman that I loved, the woman that I gave my life for, the woman who I needed to be complete. What happened to her. "I'm so sorry Edward."

"Alice is anyway you can see her?" I said with a shaky voice.

"I can't right now Edward, she's going through the transformation. And while she's doing that, I can't see her at all," Alice said with sad eyes.

"When the transformation is complete though?"

"I hope so Edward, I need her too, she's my best friend."

"I hope she's not in to much pain, oh I can't believe the woman that I love is laying in some unfamiliar place alone, and in pain."

"I know this is hurting you Edward, but keep the faith if I know Bella when she figures out everything she will try to find you."

As Alice was talking my wandered, where could Kiouhl have possibly sent her? He sent me home, maybe he sent her home to. I jumped up, and started to walk away from Alice.

"Edward where are you going?"

"I need to try and find her,"

"Good luck Edward, her transformation should be done in about a day and a half. So when I know anything I'll tell you."

"Thanks Alice, I love you," I said as I hugged her.

"Jeez, Edward…death sure has made you a softy," Alice joked.

"Bye Alice,"

I ran downstairs completely ignored everyone sitting around my the telephone, no doubt waiting for me to call. I knew that Alice would take car of it for me though. I ran into the garage, and jumped into my car. I opened the garage door, and took off. I had to be out of the house and on the road in less than thirty seconds. I was at Bella's house within two minutes which normally was a fifteen minute drive. I parked my car down the street far enough so that Charlie couldn't see it. I ran as fast as I could to Bella's window, and without thinking I climbed into the room. As me feet hit the floor in Bella's room, I knew that I wasn't alone. I saw Charlie sitting on Bella's bed crying. As he heard my feet hit the ground his head flew around to face me.

"Edward?"

"Hi Charlie,"

"What are you doing here…how dare you come here…you're the reason she's gone," Charlie said with hate in his eyes. I knew that I couldn't explain everything so I decided to play dumb.

"Charlie, I know you are very upset with me right now. But you need to know that when I left it was for Bella. I thought she would be safer that way. Something I never told you Charlie is that there were some people after my family and I and I didn't want Bella to get hurt," I lied…well not a total lie, there were people after us. "And once I knew everything was safe, I couldn't take it any longer. I need Bella, she is my life Charlie everyday that I was away from her was total and complete torture. I love your daughter more than life itself Charlie. I'm sorry if you don't approve but I love Bella." I said, absolutely none of that was a lie. I could see the pain in Charlie's eyes.

"Edward, I understand how much you loved my daughter and I'm so very sorry that things happened this way. The more I understand things the more I come to see that you would have made a wonderful son-in-law. You made Bella the happiest I had ever seen her. And I and her mother thank you for that." Charlie said with a tear running down his face.

"Charlie…what's wrong?"

"Edward I'm so sorry, but Bella's gone."

"Gone where, did she go back to Phoenix?" I asked still pretending I had no idea what had happened.

"No, Edward…I'm sorry but she….she…she died in a cliff diving accident."

Even though I already knew that, hearing her farther tell me that still brought me back to when that was true. Even though I knew that she was alive somewhere, hearing this still hurt me. My face became very lifeless, and I sat down on the rocking chair in the corner of Bella's room and put my face in my hands. And was crying to the best ability a vampire could, it looked like I was crying. Just no tears. I sat there like that for several minutes mumbling things to myself. Like why her? Or that's not true, it can't be…every now and then I would mumble no. I eventually felt a hand on my shoulder, and then a pat on my back.

"I'm so, so, sorry Edward. I know how much she meant to you. I want you to know that everyday that you were gone, even though she wouldn't say it, you were the only thing on her mind. She loved you, I'm sure she still does. She never stopped after you left. Even with all my objecting she never did stop."

"Thanks Charlie, I just wish she knew the real reason why I left her. I wish she would've known that I still loved her. I too never stopped. How could I when Bella is the only person I have ever loved, or wanted to love."

"I'm sure deep down inside she knew."

"I hope so,"

We sat there for another few minutes to comfort Charlie, but I knew that Bella wasn't sent home like I was. I needed to get going I needed to find her. There had to be some way of finding her.

"Charlie, I'm sorry to leave you like this, but I have to go home. I need to tell Alice," I said.

"Oh poor Alice, yes I understand Edward. Goodbye."

"Thank you Charlie,"

"Thank you Edward," when I heard those words come out of Charlie's mouth a shocked look appeared on my face. Why was he thanking me?

"For what Charlie?"

"For loving my daughter as much as you did. You know I was never a very good father I was never home with Bella. But you were always there for her. Thank you so much, I owe a lot for that."

"Charlie, you own me nothing, loving Bella was the only thing I knew how to do. She was my everything. And I hope you know that Bella loved you too Charlie, and to her…you were a great father," I said as another tear rolled down Charlie's face.

"Thank you for that Edward, I wish you luck in the future. Please send my regards to your family, especially Alice."

"Will do Charlie, I hope to see you again someday soon, I'm sorry for your loss too Charlie. Goodnight."

"Me too Edward, and I am to sorry for your loss also. Goodnight son." When Charlie said son my mouth dropped, had he actually thought of me as a son? I ran to my car and drove home, speeding again of course. I had to find Carlisle and figure out someway to get to Bella.


So there it is I hoped everyone liked it...Please review...I probably won't be able to update tomorrow, but maybe...and for sure I will on Sunday. Because tomorrow I'm going out of state to go dress shopping for our Christmas formal!! :) thanks!