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Bella's Point Of View

"Alice, can I look at myself now?"

"Not yet Bella. Stop squirming around, I'm almost done."

"All I wanted was a natural look! I don't want to look like a clown."

"Just let me finish your eye shadow and I will be done."

I just sat there because I could tell Alice was getting a little grouchy. She took another 5 minutes with my make-up and I was done.

"There you baby, I'm done."

I got up and when straight to my mirror. My mouth dropped down to the floor when I saw myself. I looked fantastic! I ran to Alice and hugged her, but instead of her being happy with me, she gave me the stupid 6 inch high heels that will in fact kill me one day.

"Woohoo! " I heard someone say from down stairs.

That's when I knew the party had started. Alice and I started to head down stairs when the music was blasting.

Jasper was on the sofa looking around for what I think was Alice. But when he saw her walking down the stairs with me you could see the glow on his eyes. It was something I have never seen. It was something new to me.

I looked around for Edward but I couldn't see him. I was staring to think he left and didn't say anything. I was just going to try to put my head held high. I walked into the party room, where everyone was dancing to music.

Alice left my side and went straight to Jasper. I just stood at the door. Then I felt like I need to go for a smoke. I walked over to Alice and told her that I was going outside for a smoke.

Alice had made a rule of my smoking. We made this rule about two years back. I could only smoke outside or I will have to move out. It wasn't hard to make her happy. And plus I don't want to start looking for an apartment.

I walked out the back door. And walked away from the house. When I went to my usual spot to smoke I saw a shadow. I walked up and saw my angel. He was facing the sun. I walked the walk way and tipped on a crack.

"Ouch! Shit mother fucking shit!" I said when I fell on my knees.

"Bella, what—what are you doing out here?" He picked me up with both arms.

"I- I- I was coming out here to smoke. What are you doing here?" he didn't let go of me.

"Oh. Well I was out here doing the same thing." He showed me the cigarette he was smoking.

I was in complete shock. I never knew he smoked. But he looked so good with the cigarette in between his lips. I was just dying to kiss him. I need him. What am I saying? I have only known him for 3 days. But it felt like I have known his forever.

I didn't notice there was dead silence. And Edward broke the ice. "Well we should go back inside. I think Alice should be worried by now."

"Edward?" I couldn't believe I was going to say this. "I don't want you to feel weird or anything. But I just have to tell you. I want to be friends with you. But I can't. I-"

"I understand Bella, this will be the last time you will see me around here."

He had this sad look on his face when he was telling me. He let go of me and started to walk away from me. I could feel the tears coming in.

"Edward! No you don't understand!" He turned."I wasn't saying I didn't want to be your friend. I want to be more. I know that's a lot to ask." I had my eyes to close so I wouldn't see his face when I told him. "I've been holding this in for a really long time, and I need you to know, I love you...I'm in love with you. I just couldn't live without telling---"

I felt his lips on mine. I didn't move. I was afraid. Dead afraid this was all a dream. I then i felt empty. I opened my eyes and saw him looking at me. I was in shock, and then I snapped out of it. I could feel the tear rolling down now. He walked up to me and wiped it away.

Then I grabbed his shirt and pulled him in. He wasn't the only was moving his lips now. I could feel the passion and all the want in this one kiss. I was with him. I felt a liberating feeling that went through me. He pulled away once more. All I could see was his million dollar smile across his face.

He held out his hand for me to grab and I did. We started to walk to the party. When we reached the door, we stop and he kissed me again but not as intense as before. But it felt like nothing I have ever felt before.

We walked inside and everyone was staring at us. They were looking at our hands. All I could was look up at Edward and smile. Then I was attacked by Alice.

"See! I told you. I knew this was going to happen. I'm so happy Bella!"

"Uh, thanks."

Then everything went back to normal. Edward and I went to sit on the sofa, while Alice, Jasper, Rosa, Emmitt were dancing to some funky techno. I was happy now. This party was something. Everything was going the way it should go.

"Do you want anything to drink?" Edward whisper in my ear.

"Sure, anything would do." He kissed me and then left.

I saw him walk away and it was the best view. I must be one lucky girl. Then I heard Rose squeal.

"Put me down!"

"No, no princess."

I couldn't stop laughing with this view I had now. Emmitt was carrying Rosalie up stairs. You can totally tell she was enjoying it to. She was just putting on a show.

The party faded out when she left. Jasper told Edward that he was going to go and get some decedent food for Alice and himself. He asked if we wanted any but Edward said no to his offer.

I saw Alice was coming down the stair with her own little bag and walked over to me.

"Bella Bella!" Alice said with no air in her lungs. "I'm gonna sleep over at jasper apartment, so you might be all alone by the sound of Rosalie up stairs there never going to finish."

We both started to giggle.

"Yea don't worry about it. We are going to be fine. I don't think anything will happen tonight with me."

"Don't be so negative! You never know what he has up his sleeves." Alice winked at me.

I slapped Alice playfully on her arm. "Shut up, I don't want him to hear you."

"Okay okay sorry. But I have to go now."

"Have fun little pixie, don't get to wild."

"Yea right, one of us have to."

I just smiled and she walked away. Edward was by my side in a second.

"Well we are all alone now. What do you want to do?"

"Let's go out. I don't really want to be hearing those people up stairs." I said pointing up stairs.

"I thought you would never ask!"

He got up and pulled me with him. We went outside and found my car. Jasper had taken there only ride. We went out and started to drive. We had no where to go.

"Oohh shit. Lets go back and let me change I don't want to be outside like this."

"No, I really don't want to go over there. I will just buy you something."

"No you are not buying me anything. I don't let anyone buy me anything, well besides Alice there's no stopping her."

"Come one Bella, please."

"I- I don't know." I looked at Edward and he had puppy eyes out. "Fine!"

"That's what I thought."

"All I'm asking is we go to like some Wal-mart or even K-mart."

"Okay fine. But I'm buying do you understand little girl?"

"Yeah, sure whatever."

We drove up to a K-mart and headed inside. We were both surprise that no one recognizes us.

We went to the clothing I would prefer to wear. When we got there I got a pair of faded ripped blue jeans and I grabbed a peace sign shirt and a button up checkered shirt and we went to the shoe aisle and down some black converse.

"Wow that was fast for a girl."

"What? You think just because I'm a girl I am going to take like two hours just to shop?"

"Yea pretty much."

"Well here is one thing you should know about me. I don't like picking clothing. I don't like shopping. I like to be very comfortable. I could love to just be in some sweats and a crappy shirt. That's who I am."

"I never I said I had a problem with that. I think that is every sexy. I prefer that then some glamour doll."

"Well good."

By then we were at the register.

"Good afternoon, welcome to K-mart. Did you find everything alright today?"

"Yes we did. Thanks"

"Your total will be $35. 12"

He was looking up at me and his eyes popped out. Then he looked me up and down. And I heard Edward growl and slam his credit card down. Mike the man on the register looked back down and finished us up.

I walked out of Edward's arms and grabbed the bag. A just kept walking.

"Bella! Bella, wait please."

I didn't listen and I was already outside and there was my worst nightmare. Paparazzi all over me. Edward walked up behind me and grabbed me again. And we walked faster to the car.

When we reach the car, I didn't talk to him. All I told him is that I was going to change my clothing and that he better now look.

He just stayed quite. He finial broke the silence.

"Bella I'm sorry."

"You should be. What the fuck is your problem?"

"Nothing it's just that the way he was looking at you, made me…made me so mad."

"Edward he was just looking. There was no point on flipping the fuck out."

"You don't get it do you. He was looking at you like he could see your through your clothing. It got me so mad."

"Edward you don't have to worry about that. There is nothing there. I like you not him. You could see me."

"Your only mine to look at. And I just cant hold myself just to let them look at you like that."

"All you really have to so is feel bad for them."

"Why?"

"Because I'm yours and they could never see me the way you do."

"I'm so sorry Bella. I shouldn't have acted like that. I never will. But I I'm not gonna promise I will not get mad. I just promise that I wont react like that again."

I looked at him and reach out to hold him by the shirt and whisper; "I'm yours" I pulled back a little and kissed him. "Thank you. I would like that."

For the rest of the ride we were listening to music on the radio and having a good time. I just know that there was a song coming on that I would write about this moment.

Edward took me to the Carnival that was going on by the beach. When we got there we went straight to the bumper cars. That was one of my favorite rides. I got in the blue car and he got into the red one. Once the game started he was after me. It was so much fun.

Edward took me everywhere. We did everything. We got cotton candy and we shared it. Also he won a bear and gave it to me. But through out the whole day I didn't the paparazzi once. But trust me there were plenty.

We spent the whole day there. The last ride we went on was the fierce wheel. It was so gorgeous up there. The sun was setting and it was the perfect lighting. We were at the top of the fierce wheel and then we had nothing but silence.

I closed my eyes and lifted my head up to smell the air and trying to soak it all in, to remember this moment forever. I opened my eyes and turned to Edward.

He was doing the same. He had is eyes closed and just breathing the air all in. Then Edward opened his mouth but kept his eyes close.

"You know sometimes I've ask myself, how many moments in life could I look back to and think 'That's when it all change?"

I stayed quite so he could finish. But my eyes never left him. The wind blow and my hair flew all over my face. But Edward continued.

"I have thought of plenty. Enough to think I never needed anything else in this world. But then I met you on the street three days ago, that's when I felt a huge change inside of me, nothing like I did before. Now that I have you in front of me I could really see what I have been missing. I could honestly say, it's you, when all my dreams come true, the one I want next to me is you."

I felt tears rolling down my cheeks. This moment was perfect. His eyes finally opened his eyes looked my direction. I was completely speechless. I just leaned into him and kissed him with a sweet passion. I could never top what he said to me here.

He pulled away and looked into my eyes. I always get lost in his emerald eyes. Edward held out one of his hands to my cheek. And we just stayed like that.

"I love you Edward."

"I love you Bella."

And with that it was the moment I knew he felt the same way. I couldn't understand what brought us to his or what made me feel like this. I just knew I loved him and it would never change.

The fierce wheel started to turn and we where going down now. I still felt tears coming down. And Edward whipped them away. When we reached the bottom and got off, Edward kissed me and I could see million of flashes coming from all around me.

I stepped away from him and I mouthed him, 'we can do this later'.

We just walk to the exit and went to the car. When we got there we went straight to my house. Before we got to my house, Edward called Jasper to go and pick him and Emmitt up. Jasper told him he would be there in about an hour or so.

Edward went inside my house again and we eat once more. I made Edward and I some peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. We eat and made a complete mess in the kitchen.

"We made a huge mess! You better get started Edward with the cleaning and stuff."

"Ha! You must be joking little girl. If I clean, you clean."

"Oh really, well try to make me clean."

"Don't test me Bella."

I really wanted to see what he would do. So all I did was jump on the island and started swinging my legs. When Edward saw this, a devilish smile spread across his face, and started walking over to me.

He stopped when he was in between my eyes. He put his hands around my waist and started to kiss me, I went a little deeper with the kiss, and then he wrapped his arms around me lifted me off the island. I wrapped my legs around his hips but never breaking the kiss. I break off the kiss and he pouted.

"Okay, I guess I could help you clean."

"No, I would rather do this, we can clean the kitchen later."

"We cant, Jasper will be here any minute and I don't want them to catch us."

I loosen my legs to show Edward I was serious. But all he did was pout more. I could stand it but I really need to clean before Alice got home.

"Okay Edward, if we clean fast enough and we have enough time left over, there will be a surprise waiting for you at the end."

With that he let go of me and put me down, and started to clean. I could help but giggle at what I could do to this boy.

"You better help little girl. I want to finish this kitchen with before my time runs out."

When we finish there was little time lets. So all we did was really kiss and mess around. But once the hour passed and Jasper didn't get here, I decided to show Edward were I wrote all my songs.

"I want to show you something."

"Please be what I want to be, please please!" He was begging on his knees.

"Where is your mind? But, no Jasper will be here any minute. I want to show you something else."

"Why are you torturing me? I never did anything to deserve not having you. "

"I know I want you too. But we have to do it all in time. I want to have all the time in the world with you for the first time when I'm with you."

I could see his smile fade away. But then come back when he noticed that I still wanted to go all the way with him. I turned completely red. I felt all the blood go to my head. I hide my face behind my hair. But Edward reached over and lifted my chin.

"Don't hide that beautiful face from me. I love seeing the affect that I have on you. Never hide from me."

I just turned even redder. I couldn't have this man all to myself. It was mainly impossible.

I finally turned a normal color, and then I pulled him up and started walking to the door in the far end of the hall. We went down the stairs and I turned on the light and I heard Edward gasp.

"So this is where my beautiful Bella comes up with her wonderful music?"

"I guess. It's not the best music Edward I do what I love. I don't like writing that stupid no meaning music. I write real meaning music that means something to me."

"That's what I love about you."

He took me in his arms and kissed me. I pulled away and rested my head on his chest. And he broke the silence.

"I can so get use to this. Just kissing you when ever I want, and never hold back, it's the best feeling ever."

"I know what you mean. So I want to show you something on the piano."

"Wait before you show me anything can I play you a song. I wrote it when I first met you. I feel up to playing it for you."

"Yes! I would love that. The piano is right over there."

He walked over to the piano and started getting ready. All I could see is the light shining down at him. He looked like a painting. I love him so much. I could never lose him. He looked over at me and called me over.

I sat next to him, and saw him place his long fingers on the black and white keys. He started to play a beautiful melody and I started to sway back and forth.

I've been alone so many nights now
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall

I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you

So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you

I laid head on his shoulder and i could feel the tears staring to grow in my eyes.

Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way

Oh, to be with you
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually

And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with you

The tears were rolling down my cheeks like crazy. He grabbed my face and started to kiss me. I deepened the kiss. And he picked me up again and I wrapped my legs around his waist again. He sat me on the piano keys and I could hear the sound come out of me.


I know its been forever since i have update. Which im SUPER sorry for. But I was on a writers block. In other words my brain wouldnt turn its wheel. I had nothing to write about. So one day i was having a very nice day and i was inspired to write. So i grabbed my friends laptop and wrote away. So here it is. I hope you guys like it because i worked hard on it. I will update sooner now because i finally got a LAPTOP!!! So you guys better stay toon.

Also I want you guys to tell me what you think about Edward and Bella's moment at the Carnival. And Also I want to ask if you guys want lemons in this story. Its all up to you guys!

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