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My Destiny
Warning:lemon alert!it's my first try
Jpov
After having a lunch of burnt garlic udon with spiced chili and cilantro, bells left to place the dishes in the kitchen sink below.
While she went down to place the dishes , I thought about the Edward guy who had called her today.
She had told me about his cheating and when they met and nothing more. Crude images began to come in my brain inspite of not wishing them to play in my brain.
I was determined to show her that I was not lagging behind.
Wait what! I am thinking like this! I forced these thoughts away; I was determined to make Bella love me again.
The door knocked two times in a special way Bella and I had decided earlier, I opened the door and let her in.
I went near my bed and laid on it as Bella sat by my side. "So, it's true that I went away without telling you anything?"I asked while sitting up with the help of my hands to see her face.
I remembered the face I had seen during the breakfast which had hurt me.
"Yeah, your dad told me about it when I came here. He took you ..without giving any chance to meet me for the last time" she said tired.
I groan while trying to remember but only see hazy memories.
My head hurts and I clutch my head in my hands. When I lay my head in her lap she gasps" I am sorry, Bella. I don't remember anything."I said while my head was still in her lap.
Bella smoothed my hair, "No need to stress, dear. I know it you were forced to go but I am hurt by it still the same. It will take time" and tried to move my head up but I didn't have the strength to move and see her sad face.
"Someone will hear us, Jake. Please get off from me" she begged at last when she failed to move my head from her lap.
" don't worry, dad has sent Riley for some important work. He won't come till supper time and Mr. Sanchez has made Lowell to sleep till evening like every day."I said while my hands cup her heels of her feet .
"Does it bother you to be close to me, because of our past that I can't change now and I don't remember even?"Now my forehead was rubbing against her knee like a cat. She was silent and I turned my head. Her legs part a little, which give me enough space to nuzzle in the hollow of her knee.
"Jake …please what are you doing?"Bella repeats breathlessly.
"Will you give me, 'us' a second chance. I know I should be more considerate, seeing I hurt you. I am confused and don't remember much. But I want you, Bella. That is the thing I remember, even my soul knew it too."I say and she didn't protest after that.
I scoot a little to her my temple pressed against the inside of her left thigh as I told all about my darkness till now after the accident, sometimes jumbling but telling her anyways. She was the angel which I couldn't forget.
"I was, am and always be yours, Bella. But please don't leave me. I can't stand it; I have waited to meet you again so long. Please give us a chance "I begged her as she gasped and tried to move my head from her lap. Failing to move me her fingers curl around my neck as her temple, touches mine.
"Me too, Jake. I never stopped loving you till I lost hope of meeting you ever again, Jake. But I am still broken. It's …"
I tried to control myself, I would be damned if she was going to fuck me, to get me out of her system in future and toss me aside.
Seeing her, so troubled and confused over me I breathe hard to control myself.
Then it hits me without warning, it suddenly blooms around me. With a groan I bury my face deeper and inhale her .
I was just about to explain that I loved her and still do and leave her alone to think over .but it doesn't matter as I breathe her in that she wants me too .
After such a long time ,I lose my mind . Her hands are moving frantically in my hair while I hear my name falling from her lips which undones me my head to look at her and saw her desire for me in her eyes just like before when we were together.
I tug at her head gently to move a little which she does and then crash my mouth with her . Our tongues meet and she moans while making me rest on my back.
My hands are fumbling with her zipper as she fumbles with mine ,at last we are successful and throw our clothes on the floor while kissing each other fiercely ,not even coming for air till it hurts.
I don't want to pull my lips again from our kiss but am getting impatient.I try to make her sit on my chest but Bella grasps my wrists as to help me ?...stop me?...I can't tell but her grip is weak .
"Jake, no,it isn't right.I can't sit on your ches.."said Bella while I see she was now coming out of our love haze but it was still there .
I looked at her puzzled."do you trust me,Bella? I love you"seeing her little hesitant.
Was she in love with him still now , surely he was some normal guy and they must have done it...I hate it but I have to make Bella believe that I still love her and will try my level best that she forgets the scum by my love and loving touches.
"I do" Bella squeaked and whimpered "are you OK, you breathe?"as I hold securely her legs around my shoulders .
"don't worry bells , I am fine and .." looking at her eyes to see what she wanted. If she didn't want. then I would leave it yes but with a huge trouble which was hitting at my stomach.
After seeking permission from her with my eyes. I shoved my finger on her wet heat and she lets out a moan .
This feels so right .. it feels so right as her hands massage my scalp making me shiver from head to toe. I didn't knew that my legs had feeling ;apparently Bella had such a effect on me that i am surely dreaming .
It was thousand times right and I can see Bella feels it too ;as she bows her head head down to kiss me passionately on the lips while my fingers were fondling with her wet heat , she's close as her muscles were starting to clench around my two fingers .
I lick and nibble at her jaw and mouth once as she sucks me at my neck .
I am all pants ,moans and want as she starts licking my column at my neck .letting out a sexy,moan on my throat as she comes on my fingers and makes me to come on the sheets.
"Tell me to stop if you don't want me,Bella." I moan against her throat after coming down from my high after few minutes.
It was last time before loosing myself in her once again completely .
Bella's flushed as she 's breathing heavily through her beautiful lips which are a little swollen while clutching my neck .
I rasped out frightened "did I hurt you? I am so sorry ."her eyes then met mine and she whispered she's okay while still blushing again.
I wanted to joke that she's behaving again like our first time but kept my mouth shut .
Got to prove that I am the best option for her than that Edward or any other guy she is now with .
I will talk about it later on when we were again on some stable ground.
I am all lips and tongue on her wet heat as she sits while trying to run away from me .
But before she can do , I make her writhe again in pleasure .
She cums again and I taste it,and compares to the feeling before , I think it has grown tenfold then the last time we were .
She cries once again and whisper my name again over and over as I lap her juices like a greedy hungry animal who has got to eat food after many days.
It was true in my case ,had gone too long without her being near me.
She was straining herself not to be loud . I know I will not get enough of her sweet nectar ever .
I don't to lose her again , moving my mouth from my favouite place , I asked what was troubling her."Jake someone will hear us before I lose control,please stop!you know .. am pretty loud!"she whispered in my ear as her hand skimmed my biceps,which were again coming little by little.
"sound proof" I muttered "why do you think, dad doesn't know when Riley beats crap out of me inspite of staying at home" and I dove again in the delicious wet heat of hers.
As she comes again twice in my mouth while groaning my name loud she lets off the headboard of the bed .
She rolls of from me despite my whimpering. After a few minutes of composing herself,Bella starts licking my chest as her hands traveled everywhere , my fingers clenching the sheets to not take her hand in mine.
I am almost losing it as she licks and nips on my nipples , she 's playing like me !
I thought to myself as she continued to give me sweet torture with her hands.
She stops suddenly and making me move a little removes the bedsheet which is now of my ahemm body fluids when I saw my angel writhe and come from her high. .I was still for some time as she was still .
Did I do something wrong? was she leaving me I panicked .
I stopped as I saw The burning desire was burning in her as she pranced around me .
She threw the sheet on the floor after balling it ,I threw myself at her when she sat next to me on the bed .
She made me lie down again as she positioned her heat on my leaking ,throbbing hard member."Bella ..I want !" I moan and stammer against her hands which were caressing my cheek.
I almost gasp when she takes me all in one stroke .
We moaned together at the same time and surprisingly she feels tight almost like the last time .
How can it be,maybe I am hallucinating again! I have to control myself before I say something stupid and she leaves me for good.
"Fuck yes" I groaned as I held her hips and guided her movements faster as she takes me all in again after nearly coming out.
All of my nerve endings are screaming with desire as we both near our high.
When she reaches there; I claim her cries of my name by locking my lips with her and I soon follow by coming hard inside .
She kisses me back languidly and then flops over my chest and falls asleep.
I cover her with the blanket as I gently roll into my side with breaking our connection.
Setting the alarm in my mobile at 4 pm . I kissed her softly and snuggling under the blanket I went into deep sleep.
bpov
I woke up at the sound of alarm, it was from Jake's mobile.
All of our clothes were strewn everywhere.
From the mess , I found my clothes and seeing Jacob was still asleep wore them fast .
While I sat on the dresser and started combing my unruly locks of hair I noticed the balled bedsheet and my face flamed red . I had not excepted that to happen .
It was nice that I was on birth control since I started before my first time in Florida,otherwise today would be the day I would be starting to be in a new mess altogether.
