Gerard's POV

I could feel someone staring at me while I slept so I instantly woke up, and standing at the end of the bed staring at me was Mikey, my younger brother. How was I going to explain this to him?

"What the hell Gerard? You're married, he's married, and even worse, you're both straight!" Mikey shouted at me. I didn't know what to say, I was too shocked to say anything. Mikeys shouting woke Frank up and when Frank is woken up unpleasantly, he's not happy.

"What the hell yourself Mikey, im trying to fucking sleep if you dont mind!" Frank shouted back at him. I'm gonna admit it, I was shit scared at this moment, what if they started fighting? Oh I couldnt bare it, I love them both too much.

"Yeah you slept with my brother, when you have a wife and he has a wife of his own!" Mikey shouted at Frank with a horrible look in his eyes.

"Just leave him alone Mikey, it was me aswell!" I quickly snapped back at Mikey.

"Well why did you do it? You have a wife!" Mikey snapped back at me.

"Because I love him" I shouted at Mikey with a tear in my eye. Frank looked at me and smiled, he is adorable!

"You love him? You fucking love him? Great well that's the end of this band, the end of your relationship, and a broken family, well done Gerard!" Mikey shouted quite violently at me. I felt like crying, but I stayed strong and held it in.

"What are you saying? Why would it be the end of our band?" I shouted at him with my voice about to break into tears.

"A band with homo faggots in will have no fans, which means no fans to play gigs for, which means no more band!" Mikey snapped back at me. Homo faggots? Yeah thanks brother, I love you to. Tears started to fall from my eyes, Frank just stayed quiet.

"No Gerard, I didnt mean it like that, look why don't we all just forget about it? And just go around like normal, and just forget about this 'love'? Please Gee?" Mikey asked with a sorry look on his face.

"Fine" I mumbled through my tears. I couldn't bare it, I didn't want to forget about what happened with Frank, it was amazing. I didn't want to go around like normal, normal was killing me on the inside.