6 months, they have been together for 6 months - 153 days to be exactly. And know christmas was coming, he didn't know what would happen. Would he spend it with Blaine? Would Anakin want to spend it with Blaine? Would his father come to visit? And oh my god, if he did come to visit would he want to meet Blaine? Would Blaine like to meet his father? And the question who popped int his mind the most was - Did Blaine even want to spend christmas with Anakin and him?
Blaine had his own family, to which he was close. They had talked about that, several times and found it a relief that both of them was on good terms with their families. But that was it! That was all they had talked about, nothing more, nothing about Hey would you like to meet my mom or dad.
So what did that mean?
Kurt turned in the bed and looked at the man beside him- Blaine was still sleeping and his eyelashes flickered a little from time to time, like he was dreaming. But about what?
Small breaths came from his lips, not snoring but just little puffs now and then.
Kurt smiled and leaned down to kiss his cheek.
Another place in the house in a smaller bed, Anakin had just woke up, he had dreamt about chriatmas, about what presents he would get. He really wanted one of those Chewbacca bags Blaine had, but his daddy had told him that maybe that wasn't possible anymore because Blaine had gotten that when he was a child himself around the same age as Anakin was now.
He jumped out the bed and thought about going into his dad's bedroom and wake him up.
He tiptoed down the hall and just when he reached the door, he came to think about that Blaine would be there as well.
It wasn't like Blaine hadn't slept there before, he had several times and Anakin liked that.
Blaine was sweet and funny and he wanted to play with Anakin every day. He came to think about his dream, about how it had been all three of them on christmas evening in that dream.
But his dad had told him that christmas was about being with family, and Blaine sure had a family f his own- But did that mean that he wouldn't be here for christmas with them?
Blaine blinked his eyes open and smiled when he saw Kurt beside him smiling.
"Good morning, beautiful." He whispered and lifted his head a little to give Kurt a small morning kiss.
"You taste like morning.." Kurt laughed.
"Mmm… I taste like you." Blaine answered and smirked a little.
"Ohh, my god Blaine, You can't say stuff like that.."
"But it's true... " Blaine said and then turned to his side to curl up against Kurt's chest.
"I think it's my favorite taste." He added.
"You are so.." Kurt started, but they were interrupted with a small knock on the door.
"Dad?" Anakin said and knocked.
"Come in sweetie." Kurt said and sat up a little, covering Blaine and him and with the covers. It wasn't like they were naked, no, they had learned that that wasn't very ideal idea with a five year old kid in the house.
Anakin opened the door and smiled when he saw his dad sitting up in bed, immediately patting the bedspread when he came in.
So he ran over and jumped into the bed, his feet pounding on Blaine tummy before he curled into his dad's arms.
"OH… Shit you're getting bigger and bigger.." Blaine said and stuck out his tongue, when Anakin did they same to him.
"That's because i'm 5 now." Anakin said, and Kurt kissed him on the head.
"Ohh yeah, that's right… You had the most awesome birthday." Blaine grinned.
"Yes i did,, but that's a long time ago now Blaine. What's more important is that it's christmas
soon." Anakin answered.
Kurt snickered a little behind him, cuddling his son closer. Did that mean Anakin had thought about christmas too?
"It is. And i can't wait." Blaine added and leaned up to peck Kurt on the lips and ruffle Anakin's hair, before he made his way out of bed heading for the shower.
Kurt laid back on, snuggling Anakin closer.
"Dad.." Anakin whispered.
"Yes sweetie.."
"Will Blaine be here on christmas?"
Kurt stiffened a little, because he didn't knew the answer. Would Blaine be here on christmas?
"I don't know sweetie…"
Anakin went still and snuggled closer to his dad, he loved being in his bed in the morning, because it was just when he was a baby and it was just so cozy.
Blaine got out of the shower and walked down to begin on breakfast.
As he turned on the coffee maker, he couldn't help but smile, because he felt at home here.
Even more than at his own place, this little apartment had became his other home.
He turned to get the butter out of the fridge,and smiled when he saw a drawing hanging on the door.
It was from after Anakin had just turned five.
The kid was holding hands with two adult - one with brown curly hair and another with chestnut styled hair and blue eyes. Beside them was something Anakin had explained to them was Chewbacca and Spiderman holding hands too.
He laughed, that kid was so sweet. Blaine had always thought he wanted kids himself and he had always imagined that it would be in like five years or so. But when he had been aware that Anakin was Kurt's kid he had immediately felt such a strong bond with the kid.
And Kurt, ohh yes, Kurt.
The most amazing man he had ever met. Everything about him was truly mesmerising.
He was beautiful, sexy and so so strong. Blaine had admired that from the first time he had met him, on that blind date their friends had sat up for them.
He felt safe and loved every time he was with Kurt and Anakin. He felt like he was home.
Kurt had helped Anakin with taking a bath and they had put on some pyjamas and made their way to the kitchen.
"I made breakfast." Blaine said and accepted the kiss, he got from Kurt.
"Did you make oatmeal?" Anakin asked and sat down.
Blaine took the plate and sat it in front of the little boy.
"I did, my kind sir."
Anakin laughed "Thank you.".
"You are such a dork." Kurt muttered behind his coffee mug, and Blaine flashed him a smile.
They ate in silence, before Anakin was off to go on a playdate with one of his friends.
When Kurt got back, from driving him, he couldn't help but let the thoughts from earlier get to him. He said hello to Blaine but then just sat down on the couch, trying to read a magazine and collect his thoughts.
Blaine could see that something was bothering Kurt, but he knew that whenever Kurt was ready to talk he would come to him.
"When do you guys usually start decorating for christmas?" He asked instead.
Kurt looked a little startled by the question at first.
"Ehmm… around this time…" Then he left and walked into the bedroom.
Blaine furrowed his brows, because that was strange, so he decided to go after him.
Inside the bedroom, Kurt was maneuvering some boxes out of the closet, 'Christmas stuff' was labeled on them.
Blaine smiled and walked over to pick up a box.
When all three boxes was inside the living room, Kurt flipped the first one open, but then froze and just stared down into the box.
"Kurt?" Blaine asked.
When he didn't answer, Blaine got up and let his arms slide around him from behind.
"Honey?"
He blushed when the petname slipped his lips, because he hadn't called Kurt tht before, he usually called him Kurt or sweetie.
Kurt must have noticed what he said, because he grabbed the hands around his waist and asked.
"What does that mean?"
"What?" Blaine didn't get what he meant.
Kurt took a deep breath and turned around in Blaine's arms.
"What does it mean when you call me honey?"
"You don't like it?" Blaine asked.
Kurt nodded and let his forehead rest against Blaine's.
"I do.. I really do… But i just don't know what it means.. I mean i know what it means, of course i do.. But.. But what does it mean for you?"
Blaine didn't answered right away, because he had a feeling that here would come more, so he waited.
".. I like it.. I really do.. Because i like you.. We both do,, Ankin and I. I mean we wouldn't be with you every day if we did not. And Anakin wouldn't want you to tug him in in the night, when you're staying over if he hadn't liked you. Pretty sure he sees you as his hero. Probably had since that day when he saw your Chewbacca backpack and wouldn't stop telling me about it when he got him that day.. I.. I didn't even know that you were you that time." Kurt took a step back and began pacing a little.
"..And when i found out i was so relieved. So happy because i had fallen so hard for you, i was so in love. And you told me you loved me too." He stopped to look up at Blaine, but only to seconds, before he got back to pacing.
"I just, i love you so much and i love spending time with you, because you make everything so easy. And when i wake up to you in bed, i love that the first thing i see in the morning is you and the first thing i touch in the morning is you.
And i want that to continue..But i'm not sure i can.." Kurt finally stopped talking and looked down.
Blaine walked over and put a finger under his chin, making him to look him in the eyes.
"Kurt, i love you too, but i'm not sure i'm following you here.. What do you mean you're not sure you can?"
Kurt breathed out a deep breath and then began pacing back and forth yet again.
"Like i said i love you and i love spending time with you.. And maybe i'm selfish, but i don't want to wake up and you're not there, because i want you to be. I'm sure Anakin want too.
But if you have other plans i can totally understand, i mean you have our own family and you probably want to go visit them and i understand that.. i just.. i just don't want that, because i want you to be with me fr christmas.."
And oh, christmas! That was what all this was about. Blaine couldn't help but smile, as he walked over standing right in front of Kurt, so he almost walked right into him.
Then he took his face in his hands and kissed him hard, but passionately.
Kurt breathed out, when their lips parted.
"Whaa..What?" He asked.
Blaine pecked him one more time.
"Kurt. Honey. I love you and Anakin. And i love waking up to you too and i don't want to miss that either.
Sure i miss my family, but i thought about talking with you and Anakin about going to visit them and introduce you guys after christmas, maybe late january?
I don't have plans to go visit them on christmas. Because i want to be here."
He took Kurt's hand and kissed his it, then placed it right above his heart.
"This is where my heart is. This Is where my family is."
Kurt was sure he had held his breath the whole time Blaine was talking and he felt like a huge stone was fallen from his chest, when he heard Blaine's words.
"We're your family?"
Blaine beamed. "Of cause you guys are. I can't imagine not having you guys by my side."
"I love you." Kurt whispered and then snuck his arms around his boyfriend's waist, picking him up and walked towards the bedroom.
Blaine squealed when Kurt picked him up, but immediately crossed his legs around his back.
"Are you about to show me exactly how much you love me?" He whispered and began placing small kisses on Kurt's face.
"Indeed i am." Kurt confirmed and jumped into bed with his gorgeous boyfriend.
