SOB SOB…I only got one review for ch.6 (thx again 4 reviewing kutoki)…so please review coz I don't know if people r reading my fic…
Warning: OOC (everyone btw), crappy English, etc.
Sorry for the long wait
CH7: In His Arms
He smiled, unknown to him that the pureblood was remembering the same memory. The memory was so fresh in their mind that it felt like it happened yesterday. They both remembered the way Zero reacted to the confession, made nearly half a year ago. The ex-human even managed to avoid the pureblood for a whole week until he felt lonely of not arguing with the brunette, competing with the brunette for Yuki, etc. He missed it all and realised he was in love with the brunette, his 'rival'.
Zero's smile faded away in the darkness of his cold room. The tears, which were gone, soon came back. The silver haired prefect recalled all the things that happened to him in the past with his loved ones. First, 'he' had hated him more than anyone else in the whole wide world. Then, his twin brother had betrayed him causing the death of their parents and turning point of Zero being a vampire. Now, Kaname would be disgusted by him.
Who wouldn't be? The pureblood thought that the ex-human was a virgin. Now he found out about the ex-human's past action. Of course he would be disgusted, thought Zero. At least, It wouldn't be that much of a shock for Zero this time. Zero was used to people not liking him, even hating him, so it wouldn't be a new thing for Kaname to be disgusted. Unlike the time, he got confessed for the first time in his entire life. And by Kaname, the honourable pureblood. He couldn't understand the feelings he had then. He felt happy, loved, cared but at the same time sad, angry and many other emotions, never felt before.
Zero always hated thinking and this was ripping his head off. Thinking made him sick. He thought of getting some sleep before the prefect duty that evening but sleep didn't catch him at all.
He lied in his bed staring up at the ceiling. Zero tool this moment to think about Kaname. They used to fight all the time. They used to hate each other. They used to love Yuki. Used to? They still did love Yuki. Only that they loved each other more than they would have ever loved Yuki.
There really is a thin line between love and hate. You never know when hate change to love or love change to hate. It all just happens. But twice with the pureblood? Zero was starting to think he had pureblood addiction but soon the idea got shoved at the back of his head because of the throbbing pain in his throat.
What was wrong with him? He had just had Shiki's blood 2 days ago and now he wanted more? His body was definitely changing.
Zero remembered the first time he ever tasted Kaname's blood. The taste was different that Yuki's or Shiki's. he had licked the sensitive skin first, then sucked it. After that, he finally had allowed his fangs to pierce the skin covering the red hot blood. It was an addictive drug. He even had to hold in a moan. He wanted to take more and more but didn't when he felt the grip in his right arm tightened. He took that as a sign to stop drinking but what he didn't know was that Kaname gripped him harder because he had to restrain himself from roaming his hand all over the body underneath him.
There were tears in his eyes but he smiled to himself. He had successfully ignored the pain and now he was tired. He dozed off just like that.
He rubbed his eyes and tried to stretch when he felt a light weight over his left arm. He turned to his left to see Shiki sleeping. He looks so cute Ichijou thought. Ichijou tried to shift his left arm slowly and carefully since he needed to get up, get ready and go to Kaname's room to wake him up. He stopped moving. How could this happen. He totally forgot about the pureblood and the way he looked that morning. He needed to go check on his best friend. That was when he realised that his younger roommate had woken up and was staring at him. Ichijou smiled and greeted him, "Good morning or should I say Good evening. Get it. You know 'cuz we're vampires and wake u at night."
Ichijou expected an emotionless look but to his surprise, Shiki smiled cutely and greeted him back. "Good morning."
Ichijou could feel his blood rushing to his cheek. He couldn't believe the response he got. It was the first time the brunette had ever responded to his lame jokes. It made him happy. So happy that he nearly forgot about Kaname.
"I've got to go and see Kaname. Wonder how he is." Ichijou muttered before he ran for the bathroom. He took a quick shower, changed and came back in front of Shiki. "I'll see you later." said the happy blond. "Oh and I love you." with that said he hesitated but gave a peck on the cheek and ran for the door still blushing.
It all happened really fast so Shiki couldn't react. More than that, he himself couldn't believe that he reacted to the lame joke. He regretted it at first but later was quite pleased with himself when he saw Ichijou blushed. 'Good evening' said Shiki to himself with a smile.
There was only half an hour left for his classes. Only half an hour till he saw Zero again. Zero. Just remembering about Zero made his smile fade away. He didn't know how to react in front of his best friend, his unrequited love, anymore.
It was just too shocking and painful and he felt like crying but he didn't. he vowed to not cry ever again. The last time he cried was when he was small and missed his father badly.
After that, he stopped showing much of his emotions to other people especially his mother. Shiki felt like staying at his dorm rather then going to class but soon dismissed the idea when he realised that suspicion may rise since he had left the class early with the pureblood and that Ichijou might get worried.
'What!? Why am I thinking about Ichijou. Weird.' he thought. To distract him from thinking more about Ichijou, Zero or anyone else, he got ready for class.
It was horrible. That was all Shiki could think. First, when he went downstairs, each and every vampires were there, except for their president and they were all staring at him, excluding Ichijou, who was still blushing, and Aido and Kain, who were engaged in holding hands, whispering to each other, giggling, etc. All the vampires knew about their relationship so didn't bother them. But, what was strange was that Shiki wasn't getting the usual stare. These stares were different. They all were wanting something. 'Good morning, Shiki-san.' Everyone, who were staring at him, spoke together. It was freaky. Then it started.
'Did you have a good sleep, Shiki-san?' one of them asked. 'You look as beautiful as ever, Shiki-san' the other said. 'Have you done something new with you hair, Shiki-san?' asked the third. 'Shall we walk together to the class, Shiki-san?' the fourth person called out to the surprised Shiki. Shiki didn't realise that the all still remembered Shiki's blushing face and were still mesmerized by it.
If looks could kill, then each and every vampires present there, except for Shiki, Kain and Aido, would have been dead by the vice president's glare. 'Shiki-san-' continued the fifth person but stopped. Suddenly, everyone were staring up at someone above Shiki. Shiki turned around and he too stared. Ichijou stopped glaring and stared up at the pureblood, who had politely refused to let him enter his room and had said that he would be down in a minute. Aido stopped holding hands, whispering and giggling with Kain and stared at the pureblood. Kain growled and he stared just like everyone else did.
Unknown to him, Kaname looked tired had bags under his eyes. "Good morning." he greeted to everyone with a weary smile. The perfect being didn't look so perfect anymore. They thought of asking the pureblood to stay in the dorm and rest for the night but soon discarded the idea when the pureblood nearly fell because of a teddy bear in his way down the stairs and the next thing you know, the teddy bear blew up.
Aido caught Kain's hand, trembling. When Kain looked down to see what was wrong with his lover, he met a pair of teary eyes, "M…My…my teddy…"
Kain couldn't help but think that his cousin was cute. He hugged the shorter one.
By then, the annoyed pureblood had made his way to the front door and was ready to open it with trembling hands. He was scared of seeing his silver haired love. Shiki looked away when he saw the pureblood glance back at him. Kaname took a deep breath and opened the door.
"Did you hear 'that' too."
"It was really quiet and suddenly…"
"Yeah yeah. I heard it too. It was a painful scream."
"But who could it have bee-"
The day class girls stopped talking when the door of the Moon dorm opened. Yuki started backing the girls. Zero wasn't there yet. She cursed him under her breath. That was when she saw the younger twin. He looked like Zero at first because he was frowning but his longer hair gave away his identity. All of a sudden, the girls stopped squealing. Yuki looked at the direction of their attention and met a tired and annoyed Kaname with a bunch of vampires trying their best to look fine.
"Kaname-sen…pai-" one of the girl started but stopped suddenly when she felt a chill run down her spine. That meant only one thing. Zero was glaring. Everyone turned there attention to him and gasped.
Zero glared, yes, but something was different. He had big puffy eyes. Even Yuki didn't know what to do. Zero stopped glaring and noticed everyone was staring at him. Not a new thing. He looked from the day class girls to Ichiru who looked like he was angry with the whole world. Then, he looked at his best friend who had a pained expression in his face and glanced at the rest of the night class students.
Finally, his eyes stopped at the pureblood. They stared at each other. Kaname couldn't take it anymore so he dropped his gaze when he imagined Zero with someone else and was disgusted by it. Zero didn't miss the disgusted look on Kaname's face. It felt like his heart was going to burst out because of the pain.
Zero was used to this ,right? So, why did it hurt so much when Kaname gave a disgusted look. Zero repeated to himself that he was used to this. That he was used to people not liking him, hating him, felling disgusted by him, etc. Kaname looked up again at the silver haired prefect who was still staring at him.
While he wasn't watching the younger one, his expression had changed from annoyed to disbelief while the tears fell down which Zero was doing his best to fight back.
Everyone looked in shock. Zero was crying. The glaring prefect looked so…breakable and was crying. The older silver haired twin was staring at his 'rival' and crying. Did anyone mentioned that Zero was crying? Zero ran away.
Usually Shiki would have followed but he knew that his best friend needed to be alone. Awkward silence was kept for nearly 5 minutes. Then, the cheerful brunette requested the night class to go to their class and the day class to go to their dorms. For the first time, they obeyed Yuki.
"Kuran-kun? Are you okay?" asked the professor, then added, "Maybe, you should go back to your dorm and rest."
Kaname stood up, "Yes, I'll do that, sensei." With that he left the class and headed to search for Zero rather that back to his dorm. Zero had misunderstood the look. That look was meant for the scene of Zero and 'him' together, not for Zero.
He searched for Zero everywhere he could think of. After some time, he found the younger one in one of the benches surrounding the famous fountain near the night dorm.
"Zero." called out Kaname. The said person didn't move. Kaname stood in front of Zero now and was about to touch him when the younger one flinched and ignored the hand reaching down to him.
The older one felt hurt by this action but pulled himself together. He had to have a good talk with the younger one. Kaname sat next to him. Awkward silence surrounded them until finally Kaname broke it.
"Sorry." said the brunette really meaning it.
"For what?" asked the silver haired.
"For acting so stupidly today and yesterday. For always pushing my feelings on you. For being the biggest jerk in the world. For everything. Listen, Zero. Please, can we just forget everything and start over again? This time I won't act like the way I did. Please."
Zero looked at him with watery eyes. "How can you say that. I can't forget my past. I can't forget the pain I went through. I can't forget that I once loved 'him'. I can't forget that I love you. I can't forget all that and start all over again. I-"
He was cut off by a pair of lip into his own. They kissed each other gently but the kiss got intense. They desperately kissed each other while their tongue danced together. Kaname pulled Zero closer with his hands when Zero moaned. Zero put his hand around the older ones neck.
Next thing you know, they were at Kaname's bed kissing, nibbling, sucking, licking, thrusting, moaning and wanting more of it.
After their little love making session, they lay, side by side, hugging each other. The brunette kissed the younger ones hair and mumbled 'I love you'. Zero smiled in Kaname's chest and replied with 'I love you too' and soon fell asleep together.
Zero
I wake up nearly at 1am in the morning. I suddenly feel…exposed? I see my surrounding. Eh!? This isn't my room. Oh yeah. I..um…had sex after a long time. And with the guy I love. Kaname. I see him sleeping peacefully next to me. I move. Ouch. There is a pain in my ass. Well, I haven't done this in a while. It's to be expected. I'm kind of sticky too. Maybe I should take a shower. I try moving away for the bed and into the bathroom when a hand catches me.
I look back, feeling kind of embarrassed but Kaname was sound asleep and was pulling me. Probably in his dream. Aww. He's so cute. I forget about taking a shower. I slid back into the covers, I hug him. I see his perfect face close to mine. If I had a sketchbook and a pencil (I'm not a artist, but still), I could draw him.
I wish everything would stay like this. My love for him. His love for me. Happy sigh being with Kaname feels good. Probably better that it was being with 'him'. I think. I push aside the thought and go back to my sleep and will be waiting for the time Kaname would wake me up. Or I will wake him up. Hehe.
Kaname
I wake up and give out a yawn and a stretch when I feel someone clinging on to me. I know its my lover even without looking. I had a dream before. I was pulling him to me. Now that I wake up, he is the one doing the pulling.
I shout take a shower. It feels sticky. Maybe I should wake him up. Oh! Too late. He's opening his eyes slowly and now adjusting to the environment. Let me give him 3 seconds to remember everything. 1 2 3. Hehe. His eyes widen and then turned to me, when he hears me snickering. He's bright red now. So cute.
"Good morning, sleeping beauty." I say to him in my sexy voice. He just nods and runs with the bed sheet covering his body to the bathroom. I smile to myself and follow him. He is startled when I enter the bathroom. It's my bathroom, you know. I go near him, letting the hot water soak me.
"Here, let me help." I say and rub his nipples with soap and take my hand down to his cute little entrance. He moans. That did it. The sex moan. I press my lips onto his hard and with everything I have. He kisses me back while we rub our bodies together, feeling each other's already awakened members.
By this time, we were back in bed. I break the kiss and start kissing his neck first, then his collarbones, then his nipples, then his belly buttons and finally reaching my destination. I suck hard and lick his member.
Maybe it was the atmosphere we were in. Maybe I was the passion between us. Maybe it was Zero's moans making me loose my senses but I didn't sense the 4 vampires reaching my room's door. Even if I hadn't sensed them, they always knock for my permission.., right?
So why did they banged the door open when my mouth was busy with my lover's member…
Lol. There are loads of staring in this ch and Ichijou made a bad joke…that so was not planned. It just happened? I can't remember what is wrong with Shiki's mother or father so I just made them up?
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