I tilt my head back, letting the water run through my hair as my hand rubbed out the tense muscles from my neck. I was tired from an intense training session. Water ceased falling and I opened my eye to glare at the square metal indent in the metal wall before me. I slammed my fist on it and the water started up again. Someone should really fix these damned old showers, who takes 1 minute showers anymore anyways?

A similar groan caught my attention and I looked over my shoulder to see Sephiroth in the cubicle beside me. He slammed his fist on the button in front of him before looking over his bone slender shoulder at me.

"General" I murmured, trying very hard to look him in the eyes. There was something about him that made me awkward. He was very amazing, my mentor that taught me from root up. Every move was his. Training used to be a torture, I shivered at the memory of how impossibly fast he affected me; snapping me back and forth repeatedly between pee my pants frighten stiff to off with my pants horny stiff. I felt blood rush to my cheek as I wondered if he ever noticed my hormonal erection under our stiff training pants. I never told anyone of my sexual preference so hopefully he didn't realize.

A slip of a smirk tugged at the corner of his lips, "We haven't trained for a while, Cloud"

Shivers shot up my spine and I wasn't sure if it was the way his gaze laid on me or the way my name fell from his lips. His breathy voice had always been so seductive. I twisted my body slightly to the side in case my body decided to give away any of my unchecked feelings. I had Leon now, there shouldn't be any more fantasying… but my gaze dropped involuntarily down his body before snapping back at my feet. The General was… he was huge. I bit my lip furiously, squeezing my eyes shut as I tried to rid of the memory. Have Leon, cannot think of someone else…

The Silver haired angel turned his back towards me and tilted his head back, the water cascading down his lengthy hair. His muscle flexed as he raised his hands, smoothing his hair, parting it from his defined back. He turned his back against the wall and his eyes closed gently, lips parting as he tilted his head under the shower head. His normally deathly pale facade taking on some colour from the warm stream of water.

Before I realized, my eyes were following his long fingers as he brushed the soap away, revealing more of himself. He lifted his leg slightly, his hands brushing closer and closer to his privates. Skin broke under my bite as his fingertips brushed over his own length and I tore eyes away. I was sure that by now he could feel my heated gaze. I ducked under the stream, hoping to God the cold water will keep me calm even though the blood couldn't decide to rush to my cheeks or down to my groin. I flinched when his water stopped and I swore I heard a chuckle before the tall man padded out to the change room. I opened my eyes to see my raging cock up for attention, I guess his chuckle was well deserved.

Sephiroth was something else entirely. Whenever he was near, you could feel the rush of his power. His dangerous smirk that tempted you to come back, the sharp pain of his knock backs and his soft, breathy voice. He hardly panted, even after hours of training, the only time you could hear his breath was when his lips were right beside your ear, as he pins you against the wall, his Masamune ready to plunge deep into you. I watched the head of my cock sliding in and out of my fist, the water smoothing the motion. I wonder if he ever did anything like this. Would he breathe heavily just like I was now? Would he shiver under human touch? The strokes grew faster with the images. Would he groan as he comes? Images of Sephiroth filled my head, his lengthy silver hair splayed behind him, his legs parted wide and his head tilted back as his long fingers pumped his long cock. He would shiver and pant just like me and his eyes squeezed tight as he thrusts into his hand. The dirty images was pushing me over the edge and I was getting close. The tell tale signs were showing and my cock was impossibly hard. I stroked hard, imagining the sweet moan of my mentor as I imagined how he would look like as he came uncontrollably. The image washed pleasure over me and I pulled my cock tight as my cum splattered into the wall. I groaned as my conscious came back to me. This was so wrong. I scrubbed my shoulders, my chest, everywhere, trying to rid myself of the guilt. I loved Leon. I love Leon. This isn't right. It was wrong.

Leon POV:

"Stand in Commander?" Leon repeated
Quistis nodded, stepping closer to him, "If I can't promote you…"
"I told you I was going to quit, Quistis" Leon replied, standing straighter, wondering if she knew she was intruding into his space.
"You have to serve a two month notice" she pointed out, her arms crossed. She was bent on making him stay.
Leon frowned, his fingertips touching his forehead, "I thought we've been through this, there is no reason to promote an asset that has 2 months life"
"Can you honestly drop everything for that Soldier?" she snapped, her arms snap straight beside herself, her body tilting towards him intimidatingly
"That Soldier has a name" his voice was laced with venom as he stood his ground. He was not backing up. He had a choice. Still had a choice.
"I want to show you what it could have been" she persisted, "Give me a chance, Squall…"
"I don't want to see… I don't want to let anyone down anymore" and he moreso didn't want to give her a chance, he'd lose his freedom.
"You've let no one down"
Leon noticed the retirement in her fury but he pressed on, "Have you seen the state Rinoa is in? She's thin down even more then usual."
"You were caught by them, everyone was worried"
Her eyes were wide, pleading but Leon wasn't going to back down, he came too far to stop now. He had fucked the blond Soldier and went back for more. He crawl back for me and he didn't give a damn if it meant turning all the Mercenary against him. He didn't care if SeeD rejected him, he just wanted Cloud, he couldn't stand the thought of anyone else laying their hands on him, "I don't need this. People shouldn't worry about me. I can't do anything for them. Not because I'm incapable, but I don't have the heart. My heart was never with them."
"Why don't you let us in? How could he slip into you so easily when we were comrades ever since we were children" she hand a hand on his shoulder now. He hated that. Whenever anyone touched him he despised it, or so he thought until the blond invaded his life.
"Don't talk about the past. You favored Seifer anyway, it's only because I'm stronger" Leon stepped back. Stating that fact blow his ego and made his heart wrench but it was true, she was nice to him but she always favoured Seifer.
"Squall-"
"Don't. I've had enough"

Cloud POV:

"What happened?" I demanded, every protective strand of hair shot up when I saw Leon.
"Nothing" he replied slumping into my couch, flickering the TV onto some irrelevant show.
"Are you lying?" I asked slumping into the couch beside him
"I told you it's nothing!" he snapped.
I knew his temper from the beginning, I wasn't going to stand in shock, although I was surprised he snapped at me.
He took in a deep breath, "Sorry that-"
"Don't apologize, that was nothing compared to you not talking to me" I found myself muttering.
He looked at me. There was a new look in his eyes. Without knowing, I broke the barrier.
"They want me to increase my workload" Leon found himself saying. He wanted to avoid telling Cloud about him rejecting the promotion as much as possible.
"It's a good thing" I started.
"I don't want to spend more time away from you" Leon muttered, dismissing the idea.
He doesn't want to be away from me, why did Sephiroth make me react like that? I knew I wanted Leon as much as he does me, then why did I let my mentor slip through? I took his hand, the decision was easy, "We have forever Leon" I mustered a small smile.
His head twisted and grey eyes glared at me, "No, and I don't want to be a part of that life anymore"
"You've decided haven't you?" he was exactly like me. If we make up our mind, we won't go against it.
He nodded and I couldn't help but smile, "Well guess all I can do is support you"
He looked at me, his eyes waiting for more approval. I leant towards him, eager to get Sephiroth off my mind and refill it with Leon. His hand wrapped around my neck and pulled me closer. Yes, this was the passion I craved, not the coldness that my mentor attracted me with. I wanted Leon and no one was going to stop me, even if it means facing General Sephiroth…