Roses POV

I stared at Adrian as if he had just grown an extra ten heads, I couldn't take in what he had just said, and well I had but marry him. What ... just ok wow. This was Adrian ivashkov we were talking about, and yes he had been with me for the past year, but him settling down? Really? I thought I would have to beg and plead to marry him for years before he married me. and defiantly not yet I wasn't ready yet, hell I wasn't ready for a child yet I was 19 years old, I wasn't expecting to settle down like this for another 11 years. I couldn't decide whether I was still dreaming and this was one of Adrian's horrible jokes on me. I slowly reached down and pinched my arm, and found out I was defiantly not dreaming. I didn't know what to do I loved Adrian more than anything. I mean Dimitri had been gone for more than a year now and was settled with Tasha with a kid of their own there was no way that he was coming back to me now.

Wait what the hell was I thinking about dimitri for I had promised myself, well more like forced myself... no forced wasn't even the right word either, I had given myself to Adrian, I had given my whole heart to him and there was not a part of me that didn't love him. I had gotten over Dimitri, and know I was sat here thinking about him when the man sitting across from me had asked me to marry him. I loved Adrian and that was all that mattered wasn't it? I didn't know what expression was on my face now or how long I had been sat there having this little debate of my own but it was enough time for the smile on Adrian's face to falter and to fall.

I sighed and went to speak "Adrian ...I...I..." I looked at him now looking so vulnerable and like he already knew what I was going to say that I changed whatever was going to come out of my mouth to something that would make him happy "yes... I will marry you Adrian" I forced a smile at him. Adrian answering smile was dazzling as he tilted my chin up and pressed his lips to mine to take me into a kiss that defiantly would be an 18 if it was in the movies.

When he finally pulled back from me, both of us being a little breathless and my body tingling like he had just set me on fire, his smile was still on his face "you really don't know how happy you have made me. I thought you were going to say no at one point then. I know that all of this has come at once for you and it might be a lot for you to take in but I will be there for you throughout. I haven't got a ring yet" he laughed

I shook my head a little laughing, whatever battle was going on in my head it didn't change the fact that I loved Adrian "you ask me to marry you without a ring Adrian. I am hurt"

" hey I didn't know this was going to happen did I or I would have planned it better, and asked you to marry me somewhere that wasn't on your fathers jet" Adrian rolled his eyes and smirked at me " when we land in America I will take you shopping and you can pick out whatever ring you want"

"no no Adrian you are not getting out of it like that. You are going to go and find me a ring and you are going to go and find it alone" I looked at him smugly, getting a frown and a few mumbles back

I rose my eyebrows at him "excuse me what was that now Mr. ivashkov that is no way to talk about your future wife now is it" I laughed "when do you think that we are going to land im starving and plane food is awful"

"I don't know when we land but I know what I want to do when we do land" Adrian wiggled his eyebrows at me

"Adrian we have just finished doing that, is that all you think about"

"well who can blame me when it is with someone like you, besides we don't have to go all the way maybe you could just please me" Adrian smirked "besides we have to celebrate becoming engaged one way or another, and to finish off that kiss, im surprised im not a little too excited now if you know what I mean"

I rolled my eyes and laughed but didn't answer him, instead I pulled my clothes back on then snuggled up into Adrian's side whilst he put his arm around me keeping me close to him, I hurt him mumble again but I didn't answer this time. Despite my concerns that I didn't want Adrian to know about I knew that marrying him was going to be the right thing to do, it was better for me and our child. But I also knew that there was one thing that I was going to have to do before I married Adrian, and that was to go and see dimitri, I needed to tell him that I was happy know and with Adrian. I just needed to get the closure that I longed for and to just confirm to myself that I was over him once and for all.

Thank you again for reading this chapter and let me know again please what you think and any improvements that need to be made also have to thank my twinnyRozannaBelikoVladmire as I have gotten a few of the ideas from my story from her. Also her story is amazing so you should all go and read it if you aren't already, it is called I am not afraid. Thank you again.