Please forgive me for this chapter. But I had major problems writing it. Hopefully, the next chapter isn't so bad.
"Our marriage was magical. I never knew I could love someone has much as I loved Mark. It was hard at times, when Mark was on the road for work. But that was he's job when I met him and married him. Even though it was hard to be away for him, I'd dealt with it, and waited for him to come home. There were times I went on the road with him, just to get a taste of his life. Everyday it seemed like we were newlyweds and saw each other for the first time."
"How schön." Sabine said.
"Thank you." Sara told the waiter, as he set their food on the table. She waited until the waiter left, then continue. "Yeah, beautiful it was. I took German in high school by the way. Anyway, everything was fine and amazing, until I had my second daughter Gracie. My postpartum depression lasted long then it should had."
"What are postpartum depression?" Sabine asked.
It's a depression you get after you giving birth to your baby. I didn't think it would be so bad, since I had it before with my first daughter Chasey, but it was worse. I fell into a danger deep depression." Sara said.
"Of must have been very very better, when you had Mr. Calaway with you for support." Sabine said.
Sara laugh,"I wish I could say the same, but that's not how it went down. Mark was rarely there mentally. He was suppose to stay home for two weeks after I giving birth to Gracie, but he only stay for one, and went back to work." Sara sigh, "He had his mind on other things or better yet someone else."
"Somebody? Who?" The redhead asked.
"Well, while I was dealing with the after birth depression, plus taking care of my two small children. At Mark's job, there was this Diva Search contest, where they were trying to find a model that wanted to become a wrestler. Well, there was a stick thinned blonde model name Michelle Mccool, who was trying out for the competition. OH MY GOD," Sara growl irritated. "Even saying that bitches name makes my blood boil." Sara took a few breaths before continuing. "I guess he fell in love with her, and forgot about my daughters and I. I mean she was blonde and thin, and I wasn't looking so hot since I just had a child. He had plenty affair with her, divorce me, dated her for two years and half, then married her. Which I can honestly say she was pretty grateful being married to him, since she was given many opportunities to make history, and have plenty of pushes. Even though she didn't win the Diva Search contest."
"Wait of time." Sabine said, sounding confuse. "Me though Mr. Calaway was divorced?" She asked.
"He is." Sara answered.
"But how is? What happened?" Sabine asked.
"This is something you're going to have to ask him yourself, Sabine. If you have the guts to do so. I mean I know the whole story and such. But I think it would be better if you heard it from Mark, know his side of the story, even thought nothing excuse him on how he treated me. But I'll tell you this, without giving you much of the details. Michelle cheated and married someone who has higher power then Mark. When that happened, Mark lost his passion with his job and retire from it. He gotten his own business, and only focus on working and nothing else. Every Friday and Saturday, even when he's not feeling real. He goes to these parties with other egoistic men, who also own their own business. He hires a female escorts to go with him."
"Whats is female escort?" The redhead asked.
"It when you bring a very attractive woman to a ball, or a party. She's pretty much there to be seen not heard. Like a trophy wife, only that he takes different women to these party with him each night,he'll bring them home, sleeps with them, pays them for the services and then makes them leave after he wakes up. I guess he doesn't do it anymore." Sara said.
" Me guess he hasn't done it around me. But every Saturday and Sunday morning, he would come home between nine and ten, a little drunk and smell like woman scent." Sabine said.
"I guess he doesn't do it in the house, cause you're there. That's good, he still has manners and respect you." Sara said laughing. "He's not allow to do that around my daughters. I'll kill him." Sara said, jokingly.
It was silent from a moment, before Sabine spoken.
"You still love Mr. Calaway?" Sabine asked.
Sara sigh, "Mark will always be the man I will always love, until the day I die. He's giving me two beautiful daughters, and I love him for that. But I can't lose my dignity and my self-respect. Me and Mark will always be good friends, but we can never be lovers ever again."
With that, both women began eating their food.
