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So this is chapter seven. My chapter.
Posting this even though I'm on vacation in Cyprus. (Sitting by the pool with my laptop since there's no Wi-fi conection inside the hotel room xD) I was Thinking of waiting with posting this til after I got home but HennaanneH is thinking about posting chapter 8 really soon on her Deviantart and I've actually already finished chapter 9 already so I thought that I might as well upload this now ;)
About the chapter; Both HennaanneH and I love the goth kids so we just had to have them in this story as well, Red Goth (Dylan) have been the goth kid that has the biggest part in this story (yet) since he was the one Stan kissed in chapter one, but how does Curly Goth (Evan) feel about the kiss?
Parts of this chapter is in Evan's POV...
Enjoy and review!
Evan was sitting alone in the corridor. Dylan and Henrietta were outside the school smoking. He needed a smoke too, but he didn't want to see them. And he couldn't tell them why, either. If he did he would have to admit that he loved Dylan. He hated himself for even admitting it to himself but it was the truth. He hadn't been sure until he saw Dylan kiss Stan.
Evan and Dylan had slept together a few times, for Dylan it might just have been sex but for Evan it was more. He wasn't suppose to love anyone, love was just an illusion, and illusions are for conformists! But it still felt so right, at least it had felt right until Dylan stuck his tongue down Stan Marsh's throat last week.
Last week he had been able to just ignore it, but when they started to have an argument at Craig's party this Saturday - which ended with Stan punching Dylan - he realized that he couldn't keep hiding his feelings for Dylan anymore. A least not if he kept spending so much time with him.
Unfortunately that meant that he couldn't see Henrietta anymore either, witch meant that he was all alone. He needed someone new to hang out with, someone who would make Dylan jealous.
He looked around in the corridor. It seemed like the party hadn't just changed Evans life, Kenny McCormick were making out with that new girl and Eric Cartman seemed to have an argument about the party with that slutty girl, Bebe. All around him people were hanging out with their friends, laughing gossiping and just talking. Evan was once again reminded that he had no one.
Then Evan saw something that wasn't right. A guy with wavy red hair - not colored like Dylan's, but natural. - he had a grey t-shirt, torn out jeans and fresh cuts on his wrists. He knew that guy, it was Stan's boyfriend Kyle.
Evan couldn't believe his eyes, what had happened to him? He looked nothing like himself. And why wasn't Stan with him? Evan looked around. He didn't see Stan at all. He had to know what was going on.
He walked up to Kyle and sat down next to him. Kyle looked at him without saying a word. He had done a great job with the eyeliner since Evan knew that it was probably one of the first times he had used it. His eyes were almost as red as the marks on his arms. Evan didn't know how to start a conversation, he hadn't made friends since.. ever.. - Not that he was going to become friends with Kyle, he just wanted some information, but he had still no idea how to make him talk. He decided to start by introducing himself.
"Hi, I'm Evan."
He reached out his hand so that Kyle could shake it but Kyle just looked confused at it.
"You're one of the goth kids my boyfriend has been screwing." His voice sounded... hollow...
Now Evan had the reason why he was upset they were in similar situations actually.
"Yes. N-not that I have done anything with Stan! That's MY boyfriend who has done that." oops, did he really say boyfriend? Evan got a little worried first but it seemed like Kyle wasn't even listening to him.
"I can't understand how awful this world can be. I gave Stan my heart but he just threw it in the ground and stomped on it." It took some time for Evan to take in what Kyle had just said. It was exactly what he felt about Dylan.
Kyle hadn't wanted anything more than death ever since Friday night. All weekend he had been sitting in his room painting. He had always loved drawing and painting and he was quite good at it too, but this time it didn't help to get all the emotions out on a paper, it hurt too much.
He had even cut himself so that the pain in his soul wouldn't be so bad but even that didn't help enough. He couldn't figure out why Evan had decided to talk to him, they had never talked before. The goth kids only cared for Stan. His thoughts were interrupted by Evan saying:
"You look like you could need a cigarette."
"I.. I don't smoke..."
"Well then it's about time you start to." With those words Evan grabbed his arm and lead him out from the school.
"I don't think you should go outside the school area..."
Kyle was a little frightened, why was Evan doing this to him? They had never even spoke before. Evan lit a cigarette for him and Kyle coughed when the smoke filled his lounges. What the hell was he doing? Smoking is really bad for his health! Then he remembered that doesn't matter anymore. He had nothing to live for. The smoke reminded him of Stan. When he closed his eyes he could almost feel Stan's soft lips against his.
"Dude, are you okay?" Evan pulled him back to reality.
"I want to say 'no', but I think it will be less complicated if I say yes."
"Okay, I see... and why's that?" Kyle tried really hard not to burst into tears.
"Stan..."
Evan frowned. "I know how you feel, but can you please not cry in front of them." he nodded towards were his previous gang-members were sitting. He had taken Kyle out here so that he could show them that he could make his own 'friends', and he didn't want Kyle to embarrass him.
Kyle took a deep breath of his cigarette again, without coughing as much this time.
"Okay.." Evan felt kinda bad for him, he sounded really, really depressed.
"Maybe.. You shouldn't be in school today..." those words gave Kyle the widest eyes Evan had ever seen. He smirked a little. "Think it would be good for you."
Kyle shrugged and remembered himself that nothing mattered anymore.
"I need to go and talk to Bu.. My cousin first."
Butters had to get up really early in the morning so that he could get ready for school and sneak out before his parents saw him, then he had gone to Kyle's house and then they had taken the bus to school together. He had been really nervous that someone would notice that 'Marjorine' really was him now when it wasn't dark and they (at least most of them) were sober. No one noticed.
As soon as he got to school Kyle had walked away, leaving him and Kenny all alone. He was worried about Kyle, he had seemed so different since the party and Butters guessed that the cut marks on his arms were not an accident. Kenny were kissing him. He had never kissed anyone in school before, but no one knew that it was him now either.
Kenny had had a really busy weekend. He had spent the whole days with Marjorine, and the whole nights with Stan. Not that he complained, since Marjorine didn't put out it was perfect to just go home and fuck Stan after hanging out with her. He wondered when she was going to tell him that she really was Butters, he found it very amusing that Butters had no idea that he knew about his secret. Butters interrupted their kiss when someone called 'Marjorine's' name. It was Kyle.
"I'm not feeling very well so I think I'm going home, you wanna hang out more with Kenny or are you coming home with me?" Marjorine looked up at Kenny.
"If it's okay with you I think I'll stay here the rest of the day."
Kenny nodded and looked at Kyle. He was a total mess, he must have taken his and Stan's fight just as hard as Stan. Or even harder... Kenny looked around, he hadn't seen Stan all day long. Then he noticed that curly haired goth kid standing next to Kyle.
"Sure." he looked at Kyle "and I can take her to my place after school so you can be alone with your..." he looked at Evan with a grin on his face "...friend". Kyle were so pissed off by Kenny's comment on Evan that he almost punched him, but that would probably not so god considering that all he wanted was to get away from school.
Kyle noticed that the other goth kids stared confused at him and Evan when they walked away from the school area, perfect!
Kyle followed Evan to 'Village inn' were Evan ordered a cup of coffee for him. Kyle wanted to tell him that he didn't drink coffee but he didn't want to make him mad. Kyle could still not understand why Evan even cared. The waitress asked Kyle if he wanted milk for his coffee but before he had even had the chance to answer he heard Evan mutter something about milk being for conformists so he said no.
They sat and drank their coffee without saying a word for several minutes. Kyle tried to enjoy his way to strong cup of coffee as much as possible and after Evan had already ordered in a second cup for himself Kyle decided to break the silence.
"Why did you take me here?" Evan looked up from his cup. He still wasn't sure of the reason himself.
"Because I got so bored of my other 'friends' that I decided that I needed someone new to hang out with.." he finally said and shrugged. He left out the part about him wanting to make Dylan jealous. Kyle frowned.
"And why me..?" this was an easier question for him to answer.
"Because I knew that you're a friend of Stan and he's pretty cool.. so.." as soon as he said 'Stan' he could see that Kyle's eyes filled up with tears again. "no reason to cry.." he tried saving the situation. He felt like such a conformist where he sat and tried to comfort his new 'friend', but if he was going to make Dylan jealous he needed him, so he had no choice. Maybe what Kyle needed was to talk about it and let it all out so that he could move on. It was worth a try anyway.
"So Stan.. he cheated on you with Dylan.." Kyle nodded and started to cry even more. "Well, that sucks." then he was quiet, he just sat there and let Kyle cry until he couldn't cry anymore. He wanted to cry, but it was like he had run out of tears, they didn't say anything more in a long while. This time it was Evan's turn to break the silence.
"Do you want him back?"
"Of course."
"Then why are you just sitting here, drinking coffee with me when you should be out trying to get him back."
"But I don't know how..." Evan smirked at him before he finally said.
"Maybe it will even out if you cheat on him.." Kyle felt that he started to blush, witch made him very embarrassed. He hated himself when he realized how much he actually wanted to accept his offering. Evan was really hot, in a dark and mysterious way. Just as Stan.
Evan wasn't sure if it was what he wanted until he actually asked the question. If Dylan would be with someone else, so could he – right?
Kyle moved away from Evan, he hadn't noticed how close they were sitting until now. Too close.
"No, I can't! It wouldn't feel right..."
"You can always pretend that I'm him." Once again Kyle found himself actually considering it. But he still knew that it was wrong. "You'll have to agree with me that the easiest way to get back at him for cheating on you, and it's probably the most fun way to do it as well." Kyle frowned.
"And what do you gain in this..?"
"Sex. Plus I'm trying to do the same to someone."
"Who..?"
Evan hesitated a long time before answering, he didn't want to tell anyone but if he was going to get Kyle to accept his proposal he would have to be honest.
"Dylan.." Kyle tried not to laugh at the thought of them together at first, but they would probably make a cute non-conformist-couple.
"So will you do it..?"
Kyle took a deep breath while thinking it trough and then he finally nodded.
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KyVan (KylexEvan).. yay! ;)
