A/N: this is the second chapter today. y'all should show me some love. Enjoy


Chapter 7

School was in session again and Alois stood firmly outside the nurse's office with his arms crossed on his chest. He looked tired and sleepless but that was something he can handle. Ciel, who was inside the nurse's office, haven't slept for one minute last night. After Tanaka left, the boy was restless, thinking about the company to keep his mind busy and not think about Sebastian. Though it seemed like he thought about the company too much that he ended up not getting any sleep. Alois tried to tell him to skip school, he's a perfect student and the teachers will understand but he refused. Alois' plan was to skip too but seeing as his friend was more tried than him, he went only to keep an eye on the male. After the two were in Spears class first period, Ciel started dozing off so Alois made up and excuse about a bug in his stomach and took Ciel to the nurse. He wanted to wait inside but she said he should go back to class while Ciel rested. So he decided to wait outside while Ciel got some sleep for a period or two. Skipping class wasn't a problem for Alois; it was actually more rewarding than troublesome. That way he hit two birds with one stone, not going to class and being able to see Claude around three times a day.

Alois thought about going to Claude's office and take a nap since he had a back room in his office but figured that he wouldn't let him even if they were kind of together. He sighed as he tried to keep his eyes open and push away a yawn. First thing he saw when he looked up was the color black. Right after that the color red staring him in the eyes.

"Is he in there?" Low voice with blank expression accompanied his irritated tone.

Alois smiled "maybe" he knew why Sebastian hated him. He was Ciel's best friend, the same friend that left a mark on the male. Alois thought how mad would Sebastian get if he found out about their secret sessions. He pushed that away from his mind to focus on teasing Sebastian further.

"Is he feeling well?" Sebastian asked with worried eyes.

"I hear you fixed Ciel" Alois ignored the question, hoping to arouse Sebastian's interest in the real problem.

"Huh?" Sebastian tried not looking as confused as he really was.

Alois innocence was very believable since he was dealing with a stranger "he didn't tell you? I guess that I shouldn't say anything then"

Sebastian connected the dots just like Alois wanted and he fell for the bait the blonde hooked. "You're saying that it's actually true?" He questioned with a mix of confusion and a little anger.


The bed creaked when Sebastian sat on the edge next to the sleeping Ciel. The bluenette laid on his stomach, his face calm and peaceful. His lips looked so plumped and tempting, eyelashes long and thick, his skin as smooth as a baby. His hair fell carelessly on his forehead and his cheek. Sebastian sighed as he told him to calm down and control himself. He reminded himself that he needed to apologies and ask for forgiveness before jumping straight into pleasure, that way he won't scare the boy away. Otherwise, Ciel would think that he's just after his body.

Ciel slowly opened his eyes as he felt the presence of someone next to him. Sebastian stared at the blue ocean inside the boy's eyes. He looked very confused as to why Sebastian was here but didn't seem to want to say anything.

Ciel quickly turned his face to the other side so they can't see each other's faces and huffed and angry breath. He felt the warm fingers on his hair and it shock him to realize how much he missed the warmth. "Are you still mad? I'm really sorry" he stroked the soft hair, running his fingers through. "I just thought you were messing around with me and you didn't want me. I said some mean stuff and I'm sorry." He let his fingers wander and stroke the red cheek. "Please forgive me."

There was silence; Ciel wasn't sure what to say anymore. He found himself not as angry as he thought.

"Let me see your face, ok? I hate not being able to look at you."

"Forget it" he huffed, trying to hide his face as much as possible. Sebastian could see his ears turn red and he chuckled. He leaned pressing his chest on the small back and kissing the red ear. Ciel opened his eyes wide as he felt the hot lips press on his ear. He shut his mouth tight to stop any sounds from leaking

"You're really stubborn, Ciel" he hooked his arms under the boy's torso and massaged the hot chest slowly. Ciel swallowed hard as he felt the warm hand sneak under his shirt teasingly and reach up. "You should be nicer to me." He smirked as his fingers finally felt the hard nub underneath. Ciel gasped and the raven haired student pressed the nipples between his thumb and index fingers, rolling and squeezing.

"..Not there.." Ciel whimpered, fighting his voice. He propped himself on his elbows to give Sebastian more access. His head hung low and his fingers curled around the sheets. Sebastian wished he could see the flushed face and the innocent eyes hazy with lust but settled for hearing the boy's cries. He pinched the nipples and pulled them away from the body as much as possible making the boy arch his back into the touch. "mmm...Sebastian..." He muffled his mouth with the pillow.

"Am I making you hard again? Do you want me to use my hand?" He teased with one hand leaving the chest and running over to his clothed erection. "You're so lowed, getting hard from a little teasing." He palmed the erection making Ciel let out a small moan and close his eyes tighter. It felt so good, better than any session with Alois, Ciel wanted to take his pants and have Sebastian's hand rubbing him until he cum all over the sheets. The idea of having those warm hands and slick fingers wrapped around him while he's hard sent shivers down his spine.

Ciel shuddered and opened his eyes when he felt Sebastian playing with his button. "W-wait...not here..." He placed his hand on top of the other one and tried to look over his shoulder "we'll get in trouble" his voice was shaky and unsure, but just seeing his face all red and out of breath, Sebastian pulled back and sat on the edge again "and who will take care of that?" He question with a crocked eyebrow.

Ciel tried to sit down slowly and fix his clothes "I know how to take care of it myself" he huffed with a small pout and shifting eyes.

Sebastian leaned closer "Don't let anyone do stuff like that to you, ok?" He didn't leave the boy a chance to answer and pressed their lips together. It was a soft and tender kiss, melting Ciel into the warm feeling that surrounded him. Sebastian didn't want to push it because he knew he wouldn't be able to stop for the second time today. He settled for giving a small lick the pink lips before pulling back "you're so cute" Ciel looked like he's about to explode from embarrassment and looked down to have his bangs cover his eyes. Sebastian smirked and stood up "I'll leave you to take care of that"

'I touched myself for the first time in two years that day. I was way too happy to realize how perverted I was. I thought about Sebastian a lot, about his touch, his hand, and his mouth. I wished he was the one touching me, but it was all the same. When you can't get it up for two years and then someone magically fixed everything, whether it's my hand or someone else's, it didn't matter. I soon came to regret craving Sebastian's touch because he became too oppressive. He told me that I was not allowed to touch myself and whenever I'm horny I should come to him. He was a freaking sex machine back then; he could go all night nonstop. Everything about him impressed me, sex or not, I had this image of him in my mind and I believed it. So whenever he would do something to break this image I'd be disappointed and he'd tell that the image I had is not him so instead of living in my head, I should try and see him for who he really is. God, why was it so hard, why is it impossible to have everything I want when you're young. We grow up and start seeing that we had what he wanted but we didn't know it at the time. So we start over and try again, but the cycle repeats itself over and over.'


After school that day Sebastian asked Ciel to go on a date and Ciel's reaction was either get as red as a tomato and say yes, or get as red as a tomato and say no. Ms. Annafellows was off to the bathroom so they knew they didn't have much time. Ciel, with every cell in his being, wanted to say yes, but trusting Sebastian again was a scary thought. Sebastian had his eyes locked with the sapphires and a smirk was waiting to appear. His hands in his pocket and Ciel frozen in front of him. The smaller boy shifted on his feet and looked down to avoid being tricked into agreeing. He took a small breath through his nose as he felt his chest getting tighter. He didn't know if his ribcage was squeezing his heart or if his heart was even there to begin with. It almost felt like having his heart up his throat.

He wanted to sound serious and composed but his blush was spreading and his voice was far from serious. It came out shy and hesitant. "How can I trust you again?"

Sebastian didn't move a muscle "you still haven't forgave me? I said I'm sorry, and I believe you. I don't think that you're tricking me or anything. Besides, aren't I the only one who can make that cock of yours hard as a rock?"

Ciel jumped at the vulgar and words and his embarrassment grew "So I should date you just so we can have sex?"

Sebastian chucked "that'll be a nice a nice thing to have too, don't you think? You wanna have sex with me too, so don't deny it"

Shocked again, Ciel bit his lips and looked away, hoping that Ms. Annafellows would come back anytime now. He felt his body shudder at the thought of having sex with Sebastian. He'd be lying if he said he never thought about it. The most things he thought about was Sebastian's mouth, wrapped around his cock sucking him dry. He imagined how big Sebastian would be, how it would feel to have him inside his virgin hole. He let his imagination run wild few times and he put his own fingers in, moaning Sebastian's name and wishing it was those slim fingers pushing their way through. He could feel his cock twitch from remembering. A pool of pleasure settled in his stomach and he hated that he's in school right now.

"We...we can go to my place after we're done. No dates yet, ok?" He found himself tempted to bring the student back to his house. Where they will be alone, no one can see them or judge them, he'd be free to imagine whatever he wanted and maybe Sebastian would turn those fantasies into reality.

Sebastian smiled "good enough"

Ciel was interrupted by a small laugh that escaped Sebastian's lips, and as soon as it did, his old smirk took over. "You look like you're hoping I'll do something to you."

Ciel was taken aback by the comment and he turned completely around to start walking away "I'm not hoping, I'm scared" he lied

Sebastian tilted his head "too bad"

Ciel called Bald to come and pick him up from school. He didn't want Alois to be there because the blonde would probably spill all of Ciel's secrets just to embarrass him. Sebastian was a little surprised to see that Ciel had his own driver for two reasons; he didn't know Ciel was rich, and he thought the boy can already drive. His surprise was under the radar for now and Ciel didn't seem to care about people's reaction when they find out who he is or that he's rich.

The drive home was filled with small kisses and bite marks. Sebastian couldn't seem to keep his hands off and it would be a lie to say that Ciel didn't like it.

The small suckling noises that were taking place in the back had Bald feeling uncomfortable. Ciel had a rule that his servants never see or hear anything. He trusted that he can be doing whatever he wanted in front of them and they'd act as if nothing happened and move on.

Ciel threw his head back when Sebastian sucked on a sensitive spot on his neck and his breath hitched "aaah...Sebastian!"

The boy left the neck quickly enough and went back to kissing the wet lips. Ciel wasn't patient and as soon as he felt the slick muscle touch him he opened his mouth and moaned into the kiss. The two muscles swirled around each other; Sebastian was quick in invading the hot mouth and feeling every inch. Ciel's hands wrapped around the other male's neck pulling him closer.

"Young master." Bald called from the driver seat and heard a sucking noise then a light pop before his master spoke "not now" he went back diving into another kiss but was stopped.

"We've arrived at the manor"

Ciel sighed and Sebastian adjusted himself before looking at Ciel's flushed face in amusement. Ciel turned away and opened his door to get out and Sebastian followed soon enough. Sebastian stood in amazement once he saw the manor. It wasn't just a house, it was a full mansion. Three stories, countless windows, old designed, and with the biggest yards he's ever seen.

Ciel took the male's hand and guided him inside with fast pace. The door made a sound that proved how heavy it was when Ciel opened it and was closed with a loud thud. There was the main hallway with big stair case in front of them and Ciel moved fast, inpatient written all over his body. While climbing up the first few steps he was stopped by a female voice. "Would you like a bath young master? Or should I prepare a snack?"

Ciel and Sebastian were stretched, few steps separating them but still connected by the hand. Ciel looked down to see May-rin next to the stair post. "No bath, no nothing. I don't wish to be disturbed. If Alois calls tell him I'm busy and that applies to anyone else who asks for me."

She nodded once "yes my lord"

He turned and continued walking up, pulling Sebastian behind him. Sebastian quickly picked up on the vibe around the house. Ciel was in charge and everyone does whatever he says. He wanted to ask about the boy's parents but thought it wasn't good time now. The boy seemed eager to take Sebastian somewhere and he hoped it was private so he can make Ciel moan in ecstasy again.

When they reached Ciel's room, the door was sent flying open and both of them rushed inside. Sebastian basically closed the door with Ciel's body as he pushed him back while attaching his lips. Yet another violent kiss took place in the dark room and their bodies pressed against each other until it was hard to breath. Sebastian pulled out earning a whine from Ciel and their uneven breaths filled the room. "God, you're fucking cute!" Sebastian breathed as he ran his hands up Ciel's shirt looking for two pink nubs. Ciel closed his eyes and arched his back, waiting painfully for Sebastian to touch him again. The shirt was pulled up and the raven haired boy caressed the nipples into hardness. He pulled them away from Ciel's body making the boy shiver and arch even more "mmm...aaah..." Ciel wasn't even trying to hold back. He moaned Sebastian's name with a begging tone urging him to touch his body more.

Sebastian complied as he felt his cock twitch in his pants. He leaned to Ciel's chest and giving one nipple a small lick. Ciel felt another pool gather below his stomach and closed his eyes. All he wanted to Sebastian's mouth on his cock. He quickly laced his fingers in the jet hair and tugged a little towards his nipple. "More..." He demanded. Sebastian shocked the boy when he sucked harshly on the nipple without warning making Ciel arch his back and tremble as pleasure entered his body. "Aaaah...oh...you're mouth...ah!"

Sebastian abandoned the nipple with a pop and looked at the flushed boy, lust clear in both of their eyes. He saw Ciel's parted lips and his erection hurt, to have that mouth sucking him would be a dream come true, that was something they both desired. "What about my mouth?" He teased while playing with the wet nipple, making it more sensitive.

"Feels...so good" he reached up and wrapped his hands around the taller male's neck and licked the wet lips "I want it"

"You are the definition of sexually frustrated." Sebastian chuckled. "Where do you want my mouth?" He squeezed the neglected nipple "here?" Ciel shuddered at the thought and moaned lightly. Sebastian's free hand ran down the boy's baby skin and outlined his erection "or here?" Ciel simply nodded, absentminded, and opened big eyes slightly giving Sebastian the most sexually arousing view he's ever seen.

Sebastian pressed their bodies together tightly, erection grinding against each other "I wanna fuck you so badly right now" the words made a shiver run down Ciel's spine and he thrust his hips to get more friction "take them off" Sebastian knew that he meant the pants and quickly moved away to rip the button off Ciel's jeans and pull them down. The boy's erection standing proud in front of Sebastian's nose through the boxers. He was tempted to tease the boy more, have him beg, he knew Ciel wasn't the type to talk dirty and breaking him would be the sweetest victory.

Sebastian rubbed his nose against the fabric and Ciel shot his eyes open. He looked down and saw Sebastian licking him through the piece of clothing. His knees barely held up anymore and he didn't know how much he'd last. Seeing Sebastian on his knees like this almost made him cum. The heat enveloped his body and a thin layer of sweat was forming. He put his hand on the male's hair "stop teasing.." He begged shakily. Breaths barley in his lungs and his muscles weak with pleasure.

"You said you want me mouth here, didn't you?" Sebastian asked then started sucking on the tip through the fabric. Ciel threw his head back and shuddered with utmost pleasure. That feeling of wanting something so badly but not getting it completely drove him crazy. He bucked his hips craving more and his hand pushed Sebastian away "not like this.." He breathed. Sebastian looked at him, burning him with pleasure from the crimson eyes. "Then how? Tell me, Ciel. Tell me how you want me to touch you."

Tears were forming in his eyes and didn't know if it's caused by the pleasure or embarrassment. His cherry face hung down as his hands moved to his boxer and he slowly pulled them down, without meeting the scarlet eyes. His hand trembled and his back was hurting him, but it didn't matter. He was about to have Sebastian's mouth on his cock. The boxers had him moaning when they bushed against his erection and he dropped them to the floor in a pool around his feet. His one hand traced a line on his cock and he sucked a breath "I want your mouth here, please?"

Sebastian gulped and his own cock was on fire now. He unbuttoned his pants as he licked the swollen tip, all while unzipping the pants and freeing his erection. Ciel placed one hand in the male's hair and he was surprised when Sebastian swallowed him whole. He sucked as hard as he can with hallow cheeks then pulled back. Leaving Ciel moan loudly and arch his back.

"You're making me so hard, Ciel" he stated as he stroked his erection slowly. Ciel whimpered as he watched the sight in front of him. Sebastian sucking him entirely while jerking off. He tried to keep his eyes open but failed and let the pleasure take control. "Aaah...yes...oh god!...Sebastian..please don't stop" his voice hoarse and weak with pleasure.

Sebastian didn't mind having Ciel thrust in his mouth and he did nothing to stop it. Ciel's thrusts were small and weak which gave Sebastian more option on how to make the boy scream. He licked the underside of the cock, reaching the tip and sucking on it. He swallowed the boy again and started popping his head with a fast pace.

Ciel wanted to cum, he knew he was close. He's never had a blow job while hard and Sebastian was not a beginner. The way Sebastian's warm tongue licked the underside of his cock every time Sebastian popped his head was sinful. Feeling the tip hit the back of Sebastian's throat slightly with every weak thrust he made had him screaming Sebastian's name over and over. He looked down and saw Sebastian still stroking himself but he was far too drown in pleasure to think straight. Sebastian sucked his way out until nothing remained in his mouth. He looked up and saw how unbelievably sexy Ciel looked with his flushed face, half lidded eyes, parted lips and heaving chest.

"You wanna fuck me mouth?" He asked teasingly and Ciel couldn't be more sure of the fact that Sebastian's the devil. He didn't hesitate when Sebastian simply opened his mouth and waited. He grabbed him by the hair and thrust hard into his hot mouth. Sebastian relaxed his jaw and closed his eyes, letting the boy get the pleasure he wanted at his own pace. Ciel wasn't big so he was able to deep throat Sebastian without making him gag much. It was as annoying as Sebastian first thought.

The boy snapped his hips as his eyes closed and his head was thrown back. He was going to cum. He fastened the pace and didn't care how discomforting this was to Sebastian. He moaned even louder, feeling the words scratch his throat in their way out. His spine shivered and the sweat was burning. His grip on Sebastian's hair tightened and the other male knew he's going to cum. The tension was leaving his stomach and the knot was untying itself. He felt the pleasure pass through him like blood and couldn't help but moan Sebastian's name. "Sebastian! I'm cuming" He gave two more harsh thrusts and felt his cum leak into the hot mouth. Sebastian didn't let one drop leave his mouth and he swallowed everything without compliant.

Ciel's knees gave in and he slide himself down to sit in front on Sebastian who seemed amused. Ciel was still riding out of his orgasm, his body limp and his face burning. He looked down to see that Sebastian's still hard and realized what the amused look was for. Sebastian leaned closer and pressed a kiss on the boy's ear "which hole should I fuck first?" He questioned feeling Ciel jolt at the words then relax again, placing his arms on the male's shoulder "don't talk like that" he asked innocently, and Sebastian knew without looking at his face how embarrassed he must be.

He led Ciel's hand to his cock "you see what you're doing to me?" Ciel stiffened when he felt the hard tip and sank his face in the male's neck. He couldn't just say he's a virgin and had never done anything with another man. Alois always gave him pleasure, but never took it. He doesn't know how he should act in situations like this, especially with a guy that he likes.

"I'm a virgin" he said into the freshman's neck. He felt his body stiffen as the words and he let go of the small hand. Slowly pulling back from Ciel's ear and staring at him with a blank expression. Waiting for an explanation.

"I've never been with a guy before." He said without looking up, his head close the freshmen's chest but not touching. "I've been impotent for two years now so I never really dated anyone..." He trailed off

He heard Sebastian chuckle "you're telling me that I'm your first?" He asked, Ciel not able to know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. He settled for nodding in embarrassment. Sebastian leaned closer again and whispered into the red ear "I'm gonna enjoy taking you"