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Apov
"Anastasia" shit... its the first time he have taken my name and the way it rolls on his tongue ... I want to hear it again.
Jesus Christ. what is happening to me.
We are silent again just staring, I shake my head and break off the silence.
"Mr. Grey...you have to undestand, you are my boss and I am just a employe, living here, along with your family ... its just..feel very awkward...I don't think..."
"Anastasia..." again, that feeling..." ...I am your boss so do as I say to you, you are going to live here along with my family and its good to be here as my family are the who are involved in the afairs, it would be a ease for them if you live here, discussing and organising or whatever you have to do" he complete his rendition, and I sigh, he is not understanding at all...he is again, nothing but ordering me but what could I do he's the boss, still ...
"Listen, don't overthink this...its safe in here rather being somewhere in town and for best" his voice is very soft like white chocolate in milk What! what hell was that...huh? whatever... about safe? best? well it is best being here I won't have much problem, would I?
"Fine" I wisper
"What" Really. you didn't hear, fine maybe I was very quite.
"I said 'fine' , I will live here...I really do not have an option" the last part was a wisper and when I look up at him he was smirking, bastard! what! shit! sorry sorry, he is boss Ana behave, thanks to Jesus he can't hear my thought.
" Ok, than...go in ..my mom will show you the room" he profess with his hand pointing towards the house and I started walking...when I turn around before exactly reaching I saw him talking to the new Mr. Man in black suit, I shake my head and head inside.
I walk inside just as it Grace comes to me
" Oh Ana dear everything ok?"
"Yeah" I give her a warm smile
"Come, now that you are going leaving here..."
"You know I am going to leave here?" I ask biwilderment before she can finish
" Yes, christian told me" of course, stubborn Mr. Grey
"Okk" I follow Grace to the second floor. She lead me through a beautiful printed doors in big square size room, bingo, this is big even then my apartment and very pretty, the walls have a golden coloure on it with a chandelier on the ceiling, I am strolling around, admiring each and evrything in the room, there is small shelve by the floor to ceiling window with the most amazing classic books in it and a couch beside that, a set of table and chair in the middle of the room, the room is beautifully furnished and dear lord the bed is so fluffy Pene and I am gonna have fun tonight.
"Wao, this room is so pretty" I fascinate.
" Oh , I am glad you like..." she walks to me and hold my hand with both of hers "... you have no idea how happy I am for you to be here and I will be more happy to if you stick around for long enough..until then, Mia's room is opposite to yours, if you need anything just ask her or me don't hesitate felk like home" if you treat me with this motherly gentleness more often I will belive this is really my home.
She give me warm–big smile With that she is out of the door leaving me with my thoughts.
I think I should take a shower 'cause the bathroom is so good, White marble floor and the smell...just wao!
I am done with my shower and drying my hair as just now Mia strides in with sleeping Penelope in her arms
"Awwwee she is so cute I love her so much, we played and played and I feed her, soon after she is asleep" Mia can be child sometimes
"Ok let me ..." I take Pene from her and lay her down in the bed and turn to Mia, before I coud say anything she starts up " Oh, I am so so happy, you are going to be here , we all are gonna have so much fun..."
" Mia I am here for work" I cut her off
" Oh, whatever..." she wave her hand in the air "... work will be going on ...along with funnnn"
I smile at her childishness, yeah I can see your mischivious smile: Mia the extramercurial fun are you talking about, what I wouldn't give to know ?
And before I can say anything...
"Oh I forget, its dinnertime Mom is calling" and she pulls me out of the room in a way, I almost fell. She runs like a monkey so fast and...oops, my feet trips off and the next thing I know I am fallig though I do know I am in his arms again as he again halt me from falling off my ass, I look up at him and his peircing grey eyes are staring right back at me, slowy he help me to steady up and walk by to the dinning room, I turn adujusting my scarf and see Mia grinning from ear to ear , What the fuck!
*
We all are in the dinning room and I am across from Mr. Grey again, on my left is Eliot and on my right is Mia.
The dinner looks very tasty and with the thanks to Grace we start digging in.
Halfway through Elliot raises his voice
"So Ana why don't you have boyfriend" excuse me, thats non of your buisness and why hell is he asking such questions?
"Never one I have wanted" I shrug
On that Elliot raises his brows
"Stop, acuusing her Elliot!" Mr.Grey glares at him
"Come on baby bro, tell us where did find this lovely women, are you trying to woo her?" what fuck, I turn to Mr.Grey he is giving Elliot murderous eyes, I look at Elliot and he just shrug saying
"Just kidding" with a weird smile on his face. He is really weird.
"So Ana how long have you been working in this 'organising events' ?" Kate ask from the other looking very interested.
"3 years" I reply
"Woh! thats a lot, so who was your last client?" She ask again
"Zyan Malik" I reply swalowing a bite of my steak.
"What!" Mia and Kate shouts startling me, I look at them with eyes wide open ,wondering, what was that about?
"Oh my god! you have work with Zyan Malik?" Mia and Kate ask again.
"Yeah" I say wondering why does it really matter.
"Damn...did he... kind of ...asked you...? Kate trails of
" Ask me what?" I respond with a question
"Well...you know?" I shake my head completely not understanding what the hell is she talking about.
"Offo, Did he ask you on a date?" Mia asked hurriedly. What!
"Yeah he did" I reply forcing a smile and both of them lean forward.
"What did you say?"
"I declined" I groan
"What! why!"
"Not intersted"
And now all the heads around the table are looking at me like I have announce the WW3, now I am feeling nervous, what have I done, I see Mr. Grey, he leaning against his chair with small smile on his face. Now why the hell are you smiling when everyone is shock.
"Dear lord, you don't have boyfriend and you are not interested in a hotie like Zyain Malik? Seriously Ana?" kate presses up giving me a weird expression.
"This girlfriend-Boyfriend relatinship is just a show off" I say before I can stop it, was this really neccessary?.
"What does that mean" Elliot ask curiously.
"Umm, I will tell you someother day" I say to him with smile ultimately giving him a expreasion of 'don't ask now, please'.
He smile in reply and I sigh in relief, but if he asks about this what exactly I am going to say, Jesus Christ. I look up at Mr.Grey he is glaring at us, now what? I raise an eyebrow at him kind of asking like'what?' but he is still glaring, why?
"Hey bro, don't look at us like that, I might get nervous, you know...blush blush" Elliot counter to Mr.Grey flutterung his eyes, he really is weird.
"Fuck of Elliot" Mr.Grey hiss at him
"Language Christian" Mrs Grey warns, he was going to say something but, there she is.
"Sorry guys I am late" Veronica comes swaying herself sidewise to him and kiss him full on his lips, You! why the fuck are you kissing him ? Stop!
When there wonderlous kiss is finally complete, thank Jesus for that, he smile sweetly at her, she smile back and sit next to him...she look up at me and give me a smile and what I smile back. fuck fuck fuck fuck, I have to stop thinking about like that, they are togehter and getting married and veronica seems like a nice women.
"So whats going on?" She ask looking around.
"Nothing..." Elliot says with full smile on his face showing his teeth "...just talking about Ana banana and Christian, how good they look together" what the fuck, I stung my head up at him in horror and then turn to Veronica, her face is expressionless and eveyone at the table is speechless.
"What the..." before Veronica can finish Ellioy cut her off.
"Just kidding Ver, making you jealous sweetheart" really?.from a corner of my eye I see Mia and Kate hidding their smile, why?
"Oh" Veronica sigh in relief and Elliot is still smiling, this weird man...
At that sudden Grace clears her throt and point us to complete our food an so we eat in silent and thats when I realise that everyone is quite after Veronica arive, I wonder whats that about.
*
I am waiting by the front door and checking my phone if any E-mail or something have come from the compamy but theres nothing, why? I did send them my application of working for Mr.Grey.
I am so resolved in my world that I almost didn't see Mr.Grey leaving, why is he leaving?
Just then I see Elliot walking by and I stride towards him
"Elliot ...can I ask you somthing?"
"Of course Ana banana"
"Where is Mr. Grey going?"
"Where Mr. Grey is going?" he repeat my question wiggeling his eyes " well, your Mr. Grey is going to his house" his house?
"He doesn't live her?"
"Nope, he lives in town, in his ivory tower" just then I see Veronica walking up the stairs. this very...
"But.." I point to Veronica "... she is still here" Elliot looks at my pointing direction and he smiles before saying. what?
"My baby bro is always working, so he really don't have time for Veronica in the ivory tower of his...and Ver is always busy with her modeling career sooo..."
oh
"Eell , if you will excuse me " he says and started walking to his room.
"Wait!" he turns around " they don't love each other" on this question of mine his eyes almost pop out, really Ana? what the fuck do you think you are doing, enquiring about your boss is not good.
"Woa Ana banana so fast ..." I duck my head down, I kind of wants to prevent my sayings but...Elliot..
" Well,.Ana banana they...ummm...like each other" with that he is out of the sight,What?
I am lieing on my bed trying to sleep but my mind is going to what Elliot had said 'like' what does that suppose to mean-they don't love eachother, if they don't love each other then why are they getting married?but they do like each other but peolpe marry for love...ugh I burry my face in the pillow ...Its their life Ana don't overthink, its non of your buisness. I shake my head and close my eyes, a little later I am drift of to sleep with grey eyes looking at me, ugh, not again, sleep Ana just sleep.
*
I am wandering through the corridors the next day, its almost time for lunch. During breakfast theres not everyone, Kate and Elliot had some work so they had gone early in the morning, Mia had to had breakfast with one of her friend and Carrick had a breakfasr meeting. There were only me, Grace and grandma-grandpa Trevelyan. We talked about food and recipies and some themes about the wedding; my work has already started and thats for good.
Grace told me about her charity works and I am in awe of her and now I am walking by the quit carridor of Grey Manor to kitchen when my phone goes off and I see its Naxon Helson owner of Helson Event organisation-HEO.
Damn, I was wondering why hadn't anyone from HEO called or anything.
I take his call " Mr.Helson? hello"
"Miss Steele good afternoon" he wishes in reply
" I was waiting for the call or something from the company" I take a deep breaths, he must be calling about my coverups, I should have call them earlier.
"Oh about that, I just called to inform you that we have excepted your resignation so you can now freely work for Mr. Grey" what the fuck is he talking about, what resignation?
"Umm, Mr. Helson, resignation?" I ask thinking I must have misheared.
"Yes Ana resignation" He confirm, but I didn't send a resignation.
"When?" really, when did you send your resignation Ana, my subconsious snarls at me, oh shut up.
" Your new boss Mr. Grey confirm your resignation..." what! "... yesterday evening" he adds
"Ana I just want to thank you for working at HEO, you relly were a very good at your work, our most the client are probably gonna miss you and ofcourse HEO too, your work has been a good achievement for HEO and best luck for your new job"
he says and before I can ask anything he hanged up, what the Mr. Grey, why would he do that , why, I have to talk to him.
I rush to my room and find that contract, his number must be there along with other family member.
I find it in my closet and started shuffeling through pages, and here it is.
I try to call him continuesly but his call is going to voice message, fuck fuck fuck, Christian Grey! why?
I start pacing around, the time is going and I have no idea what to do?
"Ana dear its lunch time come" I turn to the voice of Grace " oh ..are ok?" she probably can see the tension ony face
"I am ok" I reply ad give her a weak smile, first I will have to talk to Mr. Grey.
She didn't ask much and we went to the dining room.
The lunch was very quit and I can see the concern in Mrs. Greys face, oh no am I worring her too? shit.
I smile widely and say " this food is really tasty"
" Oh, I glad you like it" her wrinkles.of concern is fading seeing me smile, thats good.
After lunch we are stting in the great room talking about the of grandpa-grandma Trevelyan..the goes by and its almost five, Grace get up to prepare dinner and from other way Ellito, Kate and Mia are coming.
" Hey, Ana banana hows the day" Elliot asks striding towards me
"sorry to leave you all alone..but we are gonna have fin tomorroo" Kate apologize and chimes at the same time
" Its all right your work was important and I had grandma-grandpa and..."
"..and meee" Grace sayd walking in the great room.
" Still...sorry Annie banny" Mia chimes and give me bear hug.
"Leave her Mia! You are going to take her breath away" we hear the warning voice of Mr. Grey. well literely he is taking my breath away wearing that beauitiful suit, wait what, again? nooo.
"Hey baby bro you here" Elliot response with bright smile, wao true love seeing the brother. Mr. Grey ignored Elliot nad go to kiss his mother on cheecks and then Mia and oh ho, we need to talk, I stroll to him and said " I need to talk to you" and he eyes me curiously.
"Neeeeddd...! well need is very strong word Ana banana, sure you want to use that" Elliot called from behind grinning ear along with everyone else, I really don't have time for his wierdo's.
But before I can say anything , the moment breaker is here, wait what! moment breaker! really Ana?..Veronica comes runnig directly in Mr. Greys arms and kissed him very hard, what the fuck , I was not done with him.
"Oh Ana hi" Veronica says when her 'almost eating Mr. Grey sesion is done' and notice I am here too " hi everyone" and everyone else also. I shake my head, I have to talk him, now!
"Mr. Grey..."
"Christian...can we talk for a minute" his father ask him entering the great room, and he nod releasing himself from Veronica, before leaving he turns to me and theres worry in face, probably wondering what I want to talk about.
Fuck.
*
The dinner is almost done, I look up at Mr. Grey, perhaps he will understand that I want to talk, but he is so engrossed with Veronica, whay fuck are they talking about ? maybe...
"Ana banana something on Baby bros face" Elliot ask breaking my thoughts and shut my eyes in embarrassment, when I open I see Mr. Grey is looking me so does everyone else with their hand on the table and cheeks on the palm, except Veronica who is kind of looking forthlooking between me and her phone.
"Umm..nothing" I reply
"Then why are you staring for so long?" this comes from Kate
"Yes why staring?" this Mia
"You know staring is bad" this is from Grace
"and..." grandmother..
"Wait..." Mr. Grey raises his hand stoping evryone "... stop accusing my employe..." he says
" Awwweee, so much care for the 'employeeee' " Mia coos draging the 'e' and he just ignore, now he is not taking his eyes off me, I hope I could say something...
"You want to say something" Wooo, Mr. Grey how did you...
I shake my head and he give a smile.
*
I am outside the kitchen drinking water when I see Mr. Grey walking by I rush to him and ask
" You are still here?"
he looks at me before saying, wodering his eyes up and down thats when I realise that I am wearing a sating night kind of half naked, still coverup "yeah"
" Well, I need to talk to you"
"you do?"
" yeah"
"What is it" with this he moves closer, he looks really, no no don't go there.
"Why?" I ask
" 'Why' what?" he ask curiously like he have no idea, relly? fine then.
"Why did you send my resignation to HEO?"
"Oh that"
"Yeah ' oh that' "
"Well Miss steele ...the boss of yours..."
"He is not mine!" I cutt him off
"Doesn't matter..." he gives me a look "...the Mr Helson of yours asked for your resignation as you are working here in seattle, so I give it " What!
"But you could have asked me"
"Miss steele, its for good, you really don't need to worry about your previous job"
"And who are you to tell me that" I cross my arms of my chest.
"I am your..." he stops himself "...listen you are now here, focus on that"
"And after I am gone , then what?" I ask the worry must be clear on my face.
"What does that mean?" he ask, really you don't know about it.
"After I am gone, I will be unemloyed..I need a permanent job" I whine
He looks at me for a while and I kind feel uncomfortable under his gaze, suddenly he take out his phone and call someone
"Yeah, I want you to send and appointment letter to Anastasia Steele..yes she leaves in belluvea in Grey Manor ..yes for a permanent job , as soon as possible" he hang up and looks at me
" See problem slove...after this you won't be unemployed" he says giving me a warm smile, what the fuck is he insane or something?
without thingking once I rush past him out of the house and in to the garden...I let my feet devour the grass and seat near by a bench.
I put my hand on the bench and rest my head over it, why hell I even consider coming here, why ...I want go back- I have no idea what the fuck is happening, I am having possesive thoughts over the man whosr marriage I am organising, this weird feeling are eating my head, I didn't even realise when my tears started flowing
I am so consum with my thoughts that I don't realize I wasn't alone until Mr. Grey spoke.
"Are you alright , Anastasia" ahh my name...no no don't go there specialy whem I am so mad at him.
"Don't" I look up to glare at him. There would be no mistaking the disguist in my tone or eyes.
"What have I done to offend you? Did O not just give you the very thing you asked for?" He looks genuinely confused by my response, I suppose he expected me to adore him, but he is wrong.
I stare him down without fear, though the effect was probably weaken by tearstrain cheecks.
"Are you going to keep crying?" he ask, sounding very put out by the thought.
" Why do you even care?" I demand.
He walked closer and just looked... thoughtful. It was an interesting expression on his face.
He paces around me. My bravery melts a little in the face of how awkward this is. He is fully dress in sharp suit, and I am cowering and half naked. As if his rank don't threaten me enough, his demeanor does. He id exceptionaly calm as he answer.
"This is an unfair statement. You are my employe and as employer I do take care of everyone"
I scoff, really?," Ridiculous" I mutter rollingy eyes.
"I am sorry?" he asks.
"Its rediculous!" I yell, regaining some of my courage.
" What is?"
" This whole concept pf your making things easier, tell why the hell did you send my resignation over to HEO?" I ask almost shouting up at him.
" As you said– I am making things easier for you?"
"Hell with your easier!" I yell up at him.
*
Christian is simetimes really wierd but there must be simething behind his doing isn't there?
tell me what do you think
for next chater ssrryyyy but you have to wait for a long while 'cause I have a basketball tournament...sryyy but this will worth waiting I promise
until then
laters
Beverly..
