Reivin17: Here are the next two chapters. I hope to get up to chapter 9 done and up by December 17th. I will be leaving and not taking my laptop with me. I will still work on my stories by hand writing, but unless I can use my cousin's computer I will not be posting anything more after chapter 9 until the New Year.

Title: True Feelings

Author: Reivin Romanvoski

Chapter 7: Visits

"xoxoxo"

Reivin walked out of the room and went over to where the others were waiting. She looked scared. She WAS scared.

"Reivin, what happened?" Tara asked.

"It's my fault?" Reivin mumbled as tears went down her face. "Tala's like this, because of me?"

"Don't say that!" Tara said.

"Tara, it's true and you know it is!" Reivin yelled.

They all stayed quiet and only Reivin's cries could be heard between them in the silent hospital.

"Reivin, what happened?" Katana asked as she looked at her friend.

Reivin shook her head and tried to put on a smile. "No…it's okay. I'm going to go home now, okay? I'll tell you later…"

Reivin waved to them and walked out of the hospital.

Xoxoxo

Reivin sat on the sofa of her apartment. Crying. The TV was showing a whole bunch of depressing shows and she had on depressing music playing. All the curtains were closed so the room was dark. There was a knock on the door and she looked up slowly.

"Come in." she said as she sighed.

"Reivin, are you okay?" it was Miguel. He sat next to her on the sofa and looked at her with a concerned look.

"Oh yeah, just peachy." She said as she wiped the tears from her face.

"What happened?" he asked as he moved closer to her and hugged her. Reivin didn't complain and just cried harder.

"My best friend is in the hospital and he hates me?" she said barely above a whisper.

"He'll get better. But, why does he hate you?"

"He saw us together at the café."

"Oh. So he likes you then?"

Reivin nodded. "We…we used to go out."

"So he's your ex and your friend?"

Reivin nodded again. Miguel sighed.

"Be honest, do you still love him?" he asked.

She hesitated but then nodded. "I'm sorry Miguel…I just do."

"It's okay." He said as he shrugged. "Well, it's not fair for us to keep going out if both of us aren't really in love."

"What?"

Miguel blushed and scratched the back of his head while Reivin smiled a bit. "Well, I met this girl in some of the classes I'm studying?"

Reivin laughed out loud and smiled. "Go for it then."

"You're not mad, right? No hard feelings?"

"He said that to me once?" Reivin said as she buried her face in her hands. (See Trust Me chapter 1 for more info.)

"Sorry!" Miguel said. Reivin took in a breath of air and looked up.

"It's okay. Anyway, who's the lucky girl?" Reivin asked as she smirked a bit and wiped the tears off her cheeks.

"Um…her name's Mathilda. I don't think you know her." He said, as he blushed a bit. (Yes, the Mathilda from G Rev.)

"No, you'll have to introduce us."

Miguel nodded and stood up. "Anyway, cheer up okay. If you need anything just call."

"Thanks." She said as Miguel left. She decided she didn't have anything to do, so she just went to bed.

Xoxoxo (A few days later) xoxoxO

Reivin walked into the hospital and went over to the front desk.

"Hello Miss Romanovski. Here to see Mr. Valkov again?" the secretary asked.

"Yeah. Is he okay this morning?" Reivin asked.

"He's been getting a bit better. They've been getting out all the medications out of his body."

"That's good. Anyway, see ya later!" Reivin said as she went towards Tala's room. Tala had been moved to a normal recovery room but he was still getting intensive treatment. Reivin sighed and walked inside the room.

Tala was laying down on the hospital bed, looking out the window. He looked up when Reivin came in but then looked back out the window.

"Good morning Tala." Reivin said as she walked over next to him. She had brought him some food since he didn't like the hospital food and put it on a table next to the bed.

"Go away." He said.

Reivin shook her head no. "I'm staying."

"Why don't you just leave? I've told you all these days I didn't want to see you?"

"Because Tala, I can't leave you here. And I'm sorry to tell you this, but apparently I'm the only one that cares about you. No one has come to see you except me and the doctors to check on you."

Tala turned his head and looked out the window.

"So, do you want a sandwich with ham and cheese, or should I add pickles to it?"

"Just ham and cheese?" Tala said after hesitating a bit. Reivin smiled and handed Tala his sandwich. Tala sat up in the bed and began eating it.

"Good?" Reivin asked and Tala shrugged. "Tala, are you still mad at me?"

"Yes."

"But why!"

"I'm not exactly mad. It's just…I don't know." Tala said and Reivin sighed. "Who was that guy anyway?"

"What?"

"The guy at the coffee shop."

"Oh." Reivin said as she sighed. "Miguel."

"Boyfriend?"

"Used to be." Reivin said and Tala raised an eyebrow. "We broke up a few days ago."

"Hm." Tala said as he finished eating and laid back down.

"So, when are you getting out of here?" Reivin asked.

"Don't know."

"Oh" well, I better go then. Don't want to take more of your time."

Reivin said as she sighed and headed to leave. Tala grabbed her wrist before she could go. She turned and looked at him.

"Thanks." Tala said as he let go of her wrist and fell asleep. Reivin smiled to herself.

"Any time." Reivin said as she left the room.

Xoxoxo (Another few days later) xoxoxO

Reivin sighed as she sat on her couch watching TV. She yawned. There were only reruns of old cartoons on TV so you bet she was bored. The doorbell rang and she got up to answer it.

Her eyes widened when she opened the door.