"Thanks for helping me carry this stuff up,you can just leave it here,I'll take care of it".Olivia nice cabbie driver who drove her home from Mercy had offered to help her with all of her things."No problem".He said in his thick Mid-Eastern payed him for the ride and gave him a big tip and then started to clean the mess of gifts she kept flowers were lined up on the long window sill in the livingroom and she put the giant bear she mantally named Herman in her bedroom in the chair by the was tired after just that little bit of exertion and decided to lay down and just take a couch would have to do because Olivia didnt feel like moving to the bedroom.

If her neighbors had ever wanted to call the police because of Olivia it was probably woke up after three hours of reliving the rape in her nightmares screaming bloody thankfully the police didnt had to relive everything thhat happened and she was sure it would've been a little better for her but right in the middle of the dream it stobbed being Kurt who was raping her and instead turned into Lowell he got her this heard a bleeting noise and wished it would before it did she realised it was her cell phone.

"Hello"?She answered."Hey,Liv,I went by the hospital and they said they released you".Elliot said."Yeah,they let me go".Olivia said."I wish you would've called me,we all would've come and helped you get home".Elliot felt guilty hearing the sadness in his voice."Im sorry".She said,her voice cracking."Are you coming in tomarrow"?Elliot asked."No,I havent been cleared for work yet".Olivia wiped an errant tear off her cheek."You want some company"?Elliot asked,a glimmer of hopefullness in his voice."No,I want to be alone".Olivia said softly."Oh,okay".Elliot said quietly."Im sorry,El".Olivia said."Its okay,I'll see you sometime then".Elliot said."Tell the kids thank you for the balloons,I kept them".Olivia said."I ,Liv".Elliot hung up before Olivia could say goodbye.

"Great,thanks for making me feel guilty asshole".Olivia turned her phone off and threw it somewhere,hearing it clatter and slid turned on the TV and layed down on the wrist where she was hurt itched and as desperately as Olivia wanted to take the fuzzy wool bandage off and scratch them,she didnt want to see what she had done to was ashamed and wished that she hadnt done pain pills the doctor perscribed her were on the counter and Olivia wanted to take one and sleep without nightmares but she wasnt sure she had the right mental state of mind to take one and stop.

But it seemed sleep wanted her because the next thing Olivia knew it was dark outside and the news anchorwoman was saying that it nine pm and they were signing off,until six had been early when Olivia fell heard her stomach rumbling and went to her kitchen to see if there was anything to fix cupboards and fridge were hopelessly didnt want to order in because she was dieting so she decided to venture out and see what she could find in the busy realised by the nurses reactions to her as she walked down the hall to leave Mercy that morning that she was still very much recognisable from the news story so she went incognito in a long black trench coat,big black aviators and a hat.

She stopped at her favorite deli where she normally had breakfast when she had time and got a bagel with some cream cheese and didnt want to go home,she felt uncomfortable about going there so she went to the at nine it was still bustling and she had to search for a place to empty bench by the river opened itself and she stole had always found something peachful about this side of the was more open, peeled her hat off her hot head and let her hair tumble down and pulled her shades off,thinking it was dark enough not to be noticed.

That was until she noticed two teenage boys on the bench a few yards away staring at her and grinned leecherously at turned away."Hey,arent you that chick from the video"?She boys had approched her,one of them held a smoking toke in his fingers and it was making Olivia's head hurt."Hey,isnt marijuna an illegal substance"?She retorted."Shit dude,run".One of the boys took ,throughouly embaressed put her glasses back on and went home where she wasnt stared at and oogled like an animal on show at the state fair.

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