Ugh it's too early, damn alarm.

Fate got up and looked around, everything hurt, not just her body from the couch but also her feelings, everything was broken. She turned off the alarm and made her way upstairs to take a quick shower. In the bedroom she saw Nanoha curled up sleeping, her face looked exhausted.

She found a few clothes and finished getting ready. When she was about to leave the bedroom Nanoha woke up.

"Good morning Fate-chan." Her voice was groggy.

Fate turned around and just nodded, leaving the bedroom a second later.

She quickly put away the blanket and pillow in the living room so Vivio wouldn't see it, she didn't want her to worry, only reason why she was still in this house. The house she used to love, but now it is disgusting to her.

Nanoha walked downstairs and started to make breakfast. Fate didn't acknowlegde her, she just wanted to be alone. Her next action was to wake up Vivio, anything to not be around Nanoha.

"Wake up Vivio, you have to go to school today." Her quiet and soothing voice woke up Vivio. For a second she seemed confused but quickly woke up and smiled.

"Good morning Fate-Mama."

"Morning Vivio. Come on get up, Nanoha is making breakfast, she'll be done when you are ready."

Vivio nodded and kissed Fates cheek. Fate smiled at her and made her way back downstairs. She sat at the dinning table and started to read the newspaper.

"Did you sleep okay?"

Fate didn't answer she just kept reading the newspaper.

"I should have slept on the couch. It's because of me that..."

"Don't, I told you I refuse to sleep in that bed ever again. Let's just not talk and wait for Vivio."

"How can I fix this?"

"Nanoha please just leave me alone."

"Fate-chan please give me a..."

"Good morning Mama." Vivio ran downstairs hugged Nanoha and sat down next to Fate.

Perfect timing Vivio.

Nanohas back was turned to them fighting her tears, she couldn't break down infront of Vivio, she had to stay strong. Vivio and Fate were having a lively conversation, she couldn't even contribute otherwise she would definatly be on the floor sobbing like a child.

Vivio and Nanoha were sitting in Fates car. Fate entered the driver seat and drove Vivio to school. Unfortunatly she had to go to see Hayate so she had to bring Nanoha with her. When Vivio was out of the car, there was only silence inside.

Fate could see Nanoha was struggeling, that she wanted to say something.

"Thank you for giving me a ride."

"Vivio would be suspicious if I didn't."

"Y-yeah. Fate-chan please how can I makes this better?"

Fate didn't reply, there was nothing she could do.

"Please, let me do something to fix it." Nanoha reached her hand out to Fate.

"Don't touch me." Fates voice was rough and angry. Nanoha sank down in her seat in shock at the reaction.

/

Fate was sitting in Hayates office slowly drinking her cup of coffee.

"So who is going to be an Enforcer?"

"Not many, eventhough they are determend to do it, only a handful actually have the required skills. Also I think Chrono will call you soon."

"Why would he call me?"

"Don't worry Fate. It's about a possible placement on your ship. I am not sure who, but it seems like Chrono thinks it would be a perfect fit."

"Okay, sounds good. So I'll most likely be training them right?"

"Yes that is the plan. I don't know when you next mission is, but I think they want you to train the new Enforcer as soon as possible, so they will be ready when you go off again."

"Can you ask around when my next mission is?"

"Sure, no problem. Did you two talk?"

"Hayate, I really don't want to talk about it. We talked, argued and now I just need to get away."

"I am sorry Fate."

"Not your fault. I guess I'll give Chrono a call and check who I am supposed to train. Get my mind of things. See you later Hayte."

"Okay bye."

/

Nanoha was sitting in her office looking at the training schedule for today. Vita barged in and started complaining about the students.

"Nanoha, are you even listening to me?"

"Sorry Vita-chan."

"What's wrong with you?"

"Nothing, what did you say?"

"Nevermind that, we have to go to the training grounds."

The training was a disaster. Nanoha wasn't paying attention at all. Two of her students started to go over board and not following Vitas instructions.

"You two, stop it right now. We don't use our magic like that."

The two students just looked at her and contiuned to fight. Vita hit both of them hard, making sure they couldn't move anymore.

"Nanoha what the hell! Were you not watching this?"

"Huh, what?"

"Are you serious. Get it together, those two idiots nearly killed each other."

Nanoha looked at the field and saw them on the floor passed out.

"Seems like you fixed it."

"Seriously! Pay attention."

Nanoha turned around and walked away.

"Nanohaaa." Vita kept screaming her name in anger.

/

Fate was about to exit the building when she saw Nanoha walking back inside. Normally she would run after her asking what was wrong, but this time she kept walking away. Nanoha saw fate for a second but couldn't bring herself to say anything. She stormed into her office and shut the door.

It didn't take long for her to recieve a call from Hayate ordering her to come to her office straight away.

"Nanoha what the hell happened on the field?"

"Nothing, I was just spacing out."

"Vita told me what happened. You can't do that, you know this. If Vita wouldn't have seen them fight it could have gotten out of control."

"So what?"

"I get it. Right now everything is terrible, but Nanoha this is your job, if this gets to the higher ups it won't be pretty. So take a day off. Get yourself together and tomorow, I want you in top condition. If there is another incident I have to report it."

"I get it. Fine. Bye."

"Don't be angry with me. This is my job. As your friend I understand, but for the safety of everyone get it together."

Nanoha turned around and walked back to her office.

Take a day off? And where am I supposed to go? Fate-chan surely will be at home. She hates me.

/

Fate went to the hotel where Arf and Lindy were staying at.

"Fate this is a suprise, what are you doing here?"

"I just need to be around family. Is that okay?"

"Of course it is. Come on in, Arf will be happy to see you."

Lindy and Fate walked inside, Arf was watching TV, once she saw Fate she jumped on the girl and gave her a huge hug.

"Fate, what are you doing here?"

"Just dropping by. How are you?"

They exchanged small talk, Lindy on the other hand was watching Fate, she knew something was up.

"So for how long will you two be here?"

"We will leave at the end of the week. Lindy has to do some work."

"I see, well I am glad you two will be here for awhile."

"So Fate, what's going on?" Lindy asked.

"Things are just bad right now. I just want to spend some time with you guys."

"Avoiding Nanoha?" Arf looked at Lindy and Fate confused.

"Huh, why would she?"

"Yes I am. For now I just don't want to get into it, if that's okay."

"Of course it is." Lindy hugged Fate, she could see how hurt she was and how much she needed her family right now.

/

Nanoha was still in her office trying to figure out what to do next. How could she possible make Fate forgive her, if they ever had a chance to be together it is ruined now and not just that, their friendship is broken. She broke the most important thing in the world. She knew she shouldn't have slept with all these women, she should have waited for Fate. She shouldn't have blamed her loneliness on Fate, it was her fault. Her fault for always keeping Fate at arms length.

She relieved every memory of her and Fate, when things got close.

Oh my god. I kissed her so she wouldn't ask any question. The kiss I always wanted, I tried to use it to make her not ask anymore. I am the worst.

A/N: Thank you for reading and reviewing, always makes me happy to see people enjoy it and wonder what will happen next. Follow review whatever you feel like. I'll see you soon :)