Disclaimer:
I still do not own these boys
Wouldn't they make such great toys?
I'd love to own Sesshomaru
But then I wouldn't write for you!
I'd be busy making him mine,
Better stop, or I'll cross a line :)
~'Decisions, Decisions'~
A Note For All My Lovely Readers That Actually Give A Damn::
Thank you for all the support and encouragement *big hugs*
Still got a ridiculous amount of real-life bullshit going on, including the fact that hubby was in an accident. He is fine, but apparently, our car is a total loss.
My updates may be irregular, but I will not abandon my stories or my readers. That being said, I will likely have no patience for any rude, snotty, or demanding reviews, but omg the nice ones are like ambrosia, and they give me more strength than y'all know :)
WARNINGS: Language, cause everybody has a filthy fucking mouth. Yay! Lemony goodness! Yeah, that's sex, people, and I know everybody's after that part because of how I ended last chappie!
Chapter 7: Claws and a Confession
PREVIOUSLY:
*The discomfort and unfamiliarity faded, and Sesshomaru rolled his hips into his dominant's movements with a whimper of pleasure.
Inuyasha met his eyes, the younger male panting softly from the effort of restraining himself. "That's my good boy. Those instincts are the kind I meant. Feeling better?"
Sesshomaru nodded urgently; not only was this feeling better, but now that he had finally submitted and was being claimed, he could feel his strength trickling back into his muscles, and that awful sick, achy feeling was fading.
He growled very softly at his dominant. "I'm feeling a lot better." then bucked his hips against Inuyasha, who grinned, baring his fangs.
"Good. You ready for this, aniki?"
Sesshomaru hissed and bucked his hips again, and heard Inuyasha growl in pleasure.
"Had a feeling you'd be a fierce mate. You want me, big brother, you can have me."*
Inuyasha pulled his hips away, then drove back into the tight heat. Sesshomaru's body arched under him with a delicious shiver as he hit the sweet spot. He watched his brother's face closely to make sure he wasn't being too rough.
He grinned when he was very ferociously growled at.
"Mmm, do that again, Yasha!" the demon demanded, then met his eyes, his tone changing abruptly as his submissive side reminded him who was in charge. "Please? Please do that again, Yasha?"
Inuyasha lowered his head to whisper, "As you wish, my beautiful Sesshomaru." before kissing his mate fiercely just as he began driving into the older male with everything he had.
His big brother moaned into the kiss in pleasure, and the hands on his shoulders tightened, claws digging further in.
Fuuuuck, that hurt in a really good way!
Sesshomaru's sharp claws had pierced his shoulders when he'd first taken the youkai's virginity, and he knew the other canine had no idea yet.
His poor, sweet submissive was gonna feel so bad, but Inuyasha was prepared to comfort and reassure the demon when he realized what he'd done, cause he didn't mind the claws a damn bit.
He continued driving into the tight, welcoming heat, gently breaking the kiss to gaze down at his panting, gorgeous mate, who had more pleasure on his face than he'd ever thought was possible for the stoic youkai.
"My Sesshomaru." he breathed as he pumped into his willing victim's sweet spot.
Inuyasha felt long, slender legs wrap tightly around his waist as his big brother moaned desperately at him, "Yours, Yasha. Please don't stop; I promise I'll always be yours forever if you just keep doing this for me."
With a snarl, Inuyasha drove faster and harder, relishing the sounds of pleasure his mate made.
A tiny corner of his mind knew that Sesshomaru, the Killing Perfection, would not keep his vow when his cycle ended, might not even remember making it once he was back to himself.
Ignoring the pessimistic part of his mind, Inuyasha focused on his brother, who was beginning to shake while his whimpers and growls got louder.
Knowing that since it was his submissive's first time, he shouldn't prolong it, Inuyasha lowered one hand to his lover's hard member and began stroking in time with his thrusts.
Gods, he wanted to savor this, enjoy the pure ecstasy that flooded his brother's fine features.
But, if they kept going right now, even Sesshomaru's demonic healing wouldn't spare him the soreness afterwards.
Wanting to spare the older male that pain, Inuyasha focused on giving his mate as much pleasure as possible, as fast as possible. He drove into the tight heat and stroked the throbbing member firmly, pleasantly surprised when Sesshomaru's hips began bucking into the rhythm perfectly.
He felt the lean body tensing, and he caught his breath as beautiful, pleading eyes met his. He whispered, "That's it, honey, come with me."
His submissive's body arched under him, and they both came with a force that threatened to shake their solid stone ledge.
Inuyasha drove deep one last time and poured his release into his brother, just as Sesshomaru gasped desperately. "Oh, Yasha, I..I.." and slick essence shot out over the demon's pale stomach.
After several panting, heart-pounding moments, Inuyasha carefully separated their bodies, hearing the tiny whimper of loss his mate made as he pulled out of the snug warmth.
He wrapped both arms around the trembling youkai, stroking his hair as he rained gentle kisses over the older male's face and tried to talk through his breathless pants. "That's it, I've got you. You did so good, hell, you did amazing. So, so proud. You alright?"
Sesshomaru nodded with a dazed, pleased look on his face, then Inuyasha caught his breath when the sharp claws finally pulled out of his shoulders.
Yeah, that didn't feel so good now. But he still held no anger over it.
Unfortunately, he didn't have time to say anything before his submissive's amber eyes landed on the claws and filled with horror. His lover began shaking at the sight of the blood-covered weapons. His lethal claws, covered in his dominant's blood.
Wide golden eyes met his, and his still-panting, trembling brother tried to pull away as a scent of fear rose into the air. "Oh, gods, Yasha, I'm so, so sorry! Please don't-"
Inuyasha touched his lips to Sesshomaru's as he gently caught the slender wrists. "Shhh, I'm not mad, and I'm not gonna hurt you."
He raised his head to brush his lips over the slender, shaking hands and continued speaking gently. "It's ok, aniki. I swear I'm not angry at all."
Sesshomaru whimpered softly, "But..but you said not to cut you! I said I'd be careful and I wasn't careful and I'm really sorry! I didn't even smell your blood and I still can't but there's so much on my claws!"
Keeping eye contact with his freaked-out mate, Inuyasha began tenderly licking his own blood off of the slender fingers and sharp claws, speaking gently. "Shhh, don't feel bad. You haven't done anything wrong, sweetheart. I'm really not mad; I kinda liked it. What would make you feel better about this?"
His submissive whispered, "Let...let me treat them, please?"
Inuyasha smiled reassuringly. "Alright, if that'll make you feel better."
He placed a tender kiss to the tip of his lover's nose, then sat up and turned his back to the older male, lifting his hair out of the way.
He could feel blood running down his back from his shoulders.
He heard Sesshomaru's soft gasp as the youkai leaned close behind him. "Oh, Yasha. I'm so sorry, otouto; I didn't mean to do this to you."
Inuyasha shrugged as a warm tongue began caressing his wounds. "Don't worry about it, aniki. You've hurt me worse than this before, and at least you actually feel bad about hurting me this time. Still doesn't mean I'm mad."
He heard an apologetic whimper as Sesshomaru continued licking his wounds.
Inuyasha sensed that his submissive really felt bad over this, and he spoke gently. "You know, this is the most fun I've ever had getting hurt by you. Besides, I know you only initially did it because you were hurting."
The tongue stopped caressing his shoulders, and he heard a horrified whisper. "I...I did this when I was in pain? But..that means I had them in there for a while. Why didn't you stop me?"
Inuyasha glanced over his shoulder, meeting his mate's guilty golden eyes. 'I told you, honey, I liked it. And I understood it; they sank in when you were hurting, then you dug them deeper when you started enjoying yourself. Neither of those are reasons for me to be mad, ok?"
He faced forward again as his brother resumed licking his shoulder, feeling the taller male shifting closer behind him.
He shivered when he felt the heat of the demon's body warming his back, and the gentle tongue left his healing shoulder to tenderly graze up the side of his neck.
Inuyasha tilted his head to the side as he murmured, "Mmhmmm, that feels nice, Sesshomaru."
The warm chest pressed against his back began to vibrate with a soft growl as the youkai began kissing and licking his neck, strong, slender arms slipping around his waist.
Years of instinctively identifying Sesshomaru as a dominant male kicked in, and Inuyasha laid his ears back submissively as he tilted his head further, relaxing back against the older male.
The soft growls behind him increased in their intensity. "My Yasha."
He nodded with a soft whimper. "Yours, aniki."
The arms around his waist pulled him tighter against the hard body, then suddenly, his big brother was shaking and the warm lips left his neck.
Concerned, he turned his head, only to see Sesshomaru staring at him. "Yasha, I..I.." the demon whimpered as he released him.
Realizing what was wrong, Inuyasha could've smacked himself. Fuck.
He spoke quickly and gently. "It's ok, honey. I know you're a natural dominant, but your submissive side isn't letting you express it, right?"
Sesshomaru nodded with another soft whimper and lowered his eyes. Inuyasha shifted to face the youkai who's aura had just become tainted with nervousness and confusion. He leaned close to brush his lips over the other canine's crescent moon marking, whispering, "It's ok, aniki."
He heard the soft, scared voice that answered him. "I...I feel like I did something wrong, otouto."
No, this wasn't good. Inuyasha placed his fingers under his brother's chin, coaxing the older male to meet his eyes as he used his other hand to stroke fine sky-silver hair. "No, honey, you didn't do anything wrong. What just happened, that was all my fault, ok? I forgot that your dominant side might try to resurface once you started feeling better."
Sesshomaru whimpered at him. "I was feeling better, until...until.."
Inuyasha breathed, "Until you thought about dominating me?"
With another whimper, his lover nodded and lowered his eyes again. "Now I feel bad again; I hurt and feel nauseous and really confused and dizzy. I feel...I feel yucky."
Inuyasha felt his heart break for his suffering brother. "Yucky?"
The demon nodded. "Rin was ill a few months ago. She had a fever and was throwing up, and she said she felt yucky."
Inuyasha tilted his head and held out his hand. "Well, aniki, I don't want you to feel yucky. Come here, honey, we'll get you to feeling better."
His submissive started to reach for his hand, but hesitated, glancing up to his face. "I..I didn't do anything wrong? Not my claws, and not um...um..I'm not a bad submissive?"
Inuyasha felt his eyes widen, shocked that Sesshomaru was doubting that. "No, honey, you did great, I swear. You were fucking fantastic! Why would you think you did bad?"
The demon lowered his eyes and mumbled."Cause you're not calling me a good boy anymore."
Inuyasha leaned close and hugged the youkai, reassuring him. "I was just trying to be respectful cause you got a lot of pride and I didn't wanna offend you, that's all. I'm sorry, I didn't know you'd want it that much."
His submissive gave a soft whine. "Well, I don't want you to stop. It makes me feel better when you say things like that. Please?"
Inuyasha began nuzzling against the thick, silky, ice-blue hair and running his hands tenderly over his lover's back. "My aniki is a very good boy. You did so, so well, especially for your first time. I'm so very proud of my good boy."
Sure enough, he sensed every bit of tension drain out of the older male as he spoke, then Sesshomaru looked up at him with a soft smile. "Not so yucky."
He nodded and smiled back. "That's good. Come on, honey."
He sat back against the stone wall, gently guiding his mate to lay by his side. He wrapped one arm around the demon and used the other to caress his submissive's face and hair, murmuring praise to the devastatingly insecure, cycle-warped youkai. "My brave, beautiful aniki. I know this is so rough on you, but you've been doing so well. I'm very proud of you and you're such a good boy."
The more he spoke, the more his mate relaxed against him.
His striking brother had curled up against his side, and when he tilted his head, he saw that Sesshomaru's eyes were closed and his breathing was deep and even.
Inuyasha continued gently stroking the sky-silver hair as he murmured. "Poor baby, you've had such a long day. Everything's gonna be ok, I promise. Sleep, sweetheart, I'll keep you safe."
Inuyasha gazed at the sleeping demon for a long time, entranced; Sesshomaru looked innocent and peaceful and nothing like the sadistic killer Inuyasha knew him to be.
Without consciously realizing that he was speaking out loud, Inuyasha began whispering to the sleeping youkai.
"I love you, big brother, with all my heart. I know you wouldn't be here at all if it wasn't for this damn cycle that's making you so miserable; I know I'm just a worthless half-breed that will never be your equal. But I love you more than you'll ever know."
Inuyasha had no idea that Sesshomaru had heard every single word.
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End of ch7: Claws and a Confession . .
Next time- ch8: Cravings
Hmm, looks like Sess has a very particular instinct he wants his dominant to indulge.
