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Warning the topic of self harm is touched in this chapter please read with caution.
The abuse in this chapter is fairly strong I recommend skimming it if you don't like the dark parts.
This author does not endorse or condone the abuse mentioned in this chapter.
Chapter7 Little Girl Lost
It had been a week since Bianca's attack she had been trying to get back to normal but for Bianca that was easier said than done, she had constant flashbacks to her attack she hadn't had a decent night sleep since coming home from the hospital between the painkillers she was taking for her ribs and nightmares.
Bianca still hadn't talked to Fiona or her mom about what happen the only thing keeping her slightly sane was her sessions with Gaea Meghan and Stacey after school, she had managed to keep the meetings secret from her family by saying she had gone to Drew's but didn't know how long she could keep using Drew as a cover.
Since this week was Degrassi's Halloween dance Bianca thought she could use that as cover to stay at the center a little while longer if Laura asked about her and since Fiona would be out with Imogen and Laura was in out for the weekend her plan could work.
Bianca switched off her alarm just before it went off she grabbed her stuff and headed off to the shower.
After taking a semi relaxing shower Bianca picked out her outfit for the day a red and black long sleeve shirt with a pair of black sweatpants and her custom black and red combat boots after changing she headed to the kitchen where she found Fiona sitting at the table eating bacon eggs and pancakes.
"Hey Bianca sleep alright?"
"Yeah Fiona I guess." Bianca replied dryly.
"Bianca no need to be an ass so early in the morning."
"Sorry Fiona its just I've got a lot on my mind and I need to be in my own head space right now."
"Bianca this isn't healthy you need to talk this out I'm your sister for gods sake."
"Fiona just leave me alone I'm dealing with this in my way if I need your help I'll tell you just leave me alone for right now okay."
"Fine have it your way but I'm here if you need me."
"Thanks." Bianca replied as she pulled out a bagel from the bread basket and quickly tossed some ham and turkey on it joining her sister at the table.
"Are you going to the Halloween dance tonight?"
"No I'm skipping it."
"Come on B why it will be good for you to get out of your own head for a bit and have some fun."
"Fiona for fucks sake I said I'm not going to the party now just drop it". Bianca yelled as she finished her breakfast and stormed off to gather the rest of her things.
"I'm walking to school don't worry about me tonight Ill be fine." Bianca hollered as she headed out the door leaving her Fiona to wonder why her sister had been so short all of a sudden.
As Bianca made the trip to Degrassi she started to think of ways she could get back to normal and regain some control of her life, just as she crossed over to the Dot she noticed none other than Fitz pulling into a parking spot she ran over to greet her long time friend.
"Fitz."
Fitz looked over to notice Bianca as he got out of his car.
"Hey Bianca its been its been while you forgot about me?"
"Never I've just been busy haven't stopped by here much."
"Alright you want to come inside I don't have to open for another hour."
"Yeah I think I can spare a bit of time for an old friend."
The two walked inside and took up a table.
"So B what have you been up to it feels like I haven't seen you since the middle of summer."
"Oh nothing big just been trying to keep busy with school and family."
"That's good so how is your aunt?"
"Shes good but there's something you should know and before you say anything I want you to know I never meant to keep this from you I just haven't had a chance to tell you."
"Sure B whats up?"
"Juliana was never really my aunt and I have a sister my mom gave me to Juliana as way to help out the family just after my eighteenth birthday I met my mom and sister and I've been living with them for a few months now."
"Wow B that's crazy so how do you get along with your family?"
"We get along great actually."
"That's cool so will I ever get to meet your sister?" Fitz said with a gleam in his eye.
"Fitz don't even go there my sister wont date you."
"Aw come on B put in a good word for me."
"I can't for two reasons one shes taken and two shes a lesbian."
"Wow so who is your sister anyway?"
"Its Fiona Coyne."
"Wait are you talking about that rich snob from New York?"
"First of all watch how you talk about my sister she is not a snob and second of all yes she is from New York."
"Sorry Bianca was just joking."
"You better be or Ill rip your throat out."
"Noted."
"Good now if you would please get me a triple mocha latte with four sugars that would be great."
"B you never take your latte that sweet unless somethings bugging you what gives?"
"Fitz don't ask just get my drink please."
"Fine Bianca no need to be short whatever it is that's wrong I'm here if you want to talk."
"Thanks Fitz that means a lot but right now I need this drink."
Fitz handed Bianca her drink and Bianca continued on her way to Degrassi.
The entire walk to Degrassi Bianca couldn't help but think about what she had been through in the past week she had gone from having a normal care free life and being sure of herself to questioning every decision she made, in a way she felt like a lost little girl who couldn't find her way back home.
When Bianca finally made it to Degrassi she found both Fiona and Imogen sipping on what she was sure was hot coco smiling looking like they didn't have a care in the world, in some ways Bianca was envious of her older sister because Fiona seemed to have it all figured out she had the perfect girlfriend she was no doubt a shoe in for fashion school in New York and was comfortable with who she was while Bianca was now trying to figure herself out all over again.
Bianca raced into school making sure to avoid her sister as much as possible.
As she raced through the hallways she bumped into Maya who was walking down the hallway with her girlfriend Grace.
"Sorry about that you two." Bianca said as quickly raced past the couple into her history class.
Bianca grabbed a seat in the back row of the empty class room.
Bianca sat thinking of what she had seen through her journey today she noticed her sister practically gushing with her girlfriend off in their own little world as well as Maya and Grace two grade nines who might as well be the underclassmen version of Fiona and Imogen everyone she ran into seemed to be so put together and here she sat lost lonely and afraid.
As people started to file into class Bianca noticed Clare was walking a little gingerly to her seat she made it a point to ask Clare about her walk after class.
Class had gone by painstakingly slow for Clare not only was she sore from her evening beating that she had received at the hands of Glen Jake and Helen who used Clare as their own personal punching bag the night before but Glen and Jake had taken their depravity to a new more twisted level they made Clare stand outside in the cold for ten hours in a pair of low cut shorts and tank top after coming home from school a punishment that was followed by Glen and Jake both raping Clare for four hours only stopping so Helen could pour burning wax on Clare's back after which she used a set of whips to create cuts on Clare's back.
Once class finally ended Bianca caught up with Clare in the hallway.
"Hey Clare mind if we talk a second?"
"Bianca I would like to stay and chat but I have to meet Jake before class." Clare said timidly avoiding eye contact with the taller girl.
"Clare I just wanted to ask why you were walking so oddly".
"I caught really bad cramps in my legs last night no big deal now if you'll excuse me I have to meet Jake." Clare said as she did her best to run from Bianca.
Bianca headed off to her next class a bit more scatter brained now she was not only dealing with processing what she was feeling as a result of the attack from the previous week now she was trying to figure out why Clare was acting a little more off than normal.
Meanwhile on the other side of the school Maya was sitting in English class trying to figure out how she was going to help Clare escape from Jake.
Maya had already shown the recording to Grace who was understandably shaken by what she had heard she agreed to help Maya with her plan to save Clare and nail Jake even though they both knew what they were doing was not only crazy but dangerous but they both knew it had to be done but for right now both girls tried to focus on their instructions for their English project which was to create a family tree and find out if their families had any notable people in them a project that looked like an easy A for both Grace and Maya.
Once the bell rang Grace and Maya went off to their next class which was study hall which gave them a window in which to put together a plan of how to take down Jake.
"Alright Maya with the audio you gave me me I was able to find out that we could get Jake investigated if we go to the cops but we would have a slim chance of proving that Jake was the one on that tape with Clare we need something stronger before we go to the cops."
"I get that Grace but how are we going to get what we need without Jake catching on?"
"Easy we just need to get close enough to him that he lets his guard down and then we nail the low life creep."
"One problem babe how are we supposed to get close to him he's been smart enough up until now not to get caught."
"That's where the plan comes in since you told me about Jake I've been doing some spying and found out a few things about him."
"Like what?"
"Well he seems to like girls who flock to him and are easily controlled so if one of us pretends to flirt with him and get him to trust us we can set up a sting operation and catch him."
"Okay I get it so we get him to trust us get close to him and then turn on him."
"Exactly we just have to decide which one of us will act as bait."
"Ill do it he already thinks I'm a good girl type."
"Maya no this is to risky if he catches on he'll hurt you and I wont risk it."
"Grace Ill be fine besides you have a bad ass rep he'll see it coming and we wont get what we need."
"Fine but be careful and keep this quiet we don't need anyone bringing unwanted attention to this."
"I got it and I think we can start going after him tonight at the Halloween dance I'm almost sure he'll be there tonight."
"Okay but you be extra careful tonight if things get intense make sure you have a quick escape plan."
"No worries Grace if there's one thing I've learned from all those cop shows you made me watch its that you always have a safety plan just in case and if he does get too close I have a plan B."
"That's my little sneaky songbird." Grace cooed as the couple stole kiss before returning to their studying.
As Clare headed to the spot in the auditorium where she was supposed to meet Jake she felt like she was walking to her own funeral because every time Jake attacked her it felt like she had lost a piece of herself once she finally made to the designated meeting point behind the stage she found Jake who was waiting for with gag in hand.
"Glad you made it here Clare now you know the drill put on the gag and strip I'm going to give you a little taste of what I have planned for you tonight."
Clare did as she was told she was naked with the gag in her mouth within seconds.
Clare had learned not to let Jake see her cry during the abuse as not to anger him further.
Jake spread Clare's legs apart and trusted into her with no regard for her safety or well being.
"You like being used Clare don't you worthless slut." Jake said his words dripping with malice and contempt for his stepsister turned victim.
As Jake continued his assault on Clare he looked down at her know she wanted to cry out.
"Aw whats the matter Clare are you scared well get used to this because this is all you'll ever be a worthless sex doll."
When Jake was about to climax he pulled out and released himself all over Clare's face.
"Good slut even after all this time I still get joy out of torturing your worthless body now clean yourself up get dressed I have plans for you later."
Once Clare was dressed Jake left her alone s he headed off like nothing happened meanwhile Clar5e sat in the fetal position crying wondering if their was any way out from this hell she inhabited it took her a few minutes but she got an idea, to Clare it felt like there was only one way to take some control of her life and the pain in it Clare ran off into the girls washroom luckily it was empty so if gave Clare the time she needed to carry out her plan.
Clare went into her backpack and pulled out a blade she kept with her for the few times she would manage to escape and go for late night walks just before anyone woke up.
After running the blade under hot water Clare lifted the sleeves of her sweatshirts to just above her left arm and made an x cut just long enough to be covered up by her sleeves.
After Clare made the cuts she went off to her next class hoping she wouldn't run into anyone that would ask questions.
As the day wore on Bianca was still trying to avoid Fiona but was unsuccessful when she ran into both Fiona and Imogen heading towards the cafe.
"Hey sis why the disappearing act on me all day?"
"I told you Fiona I want to be alone what happen to giving me my space?"
"I'm just worried about you that's all B is that so wrong?"
"No but I told you Ill come find you when I need you."
Fine B Ill leave you alone but whatever is bugging you is going to keep bugging you until you open up."
"Whatever Fiona Ill see you later don't wait up for me tonight Ill be out late." Bianca stated as walked back towards the exit of Degrassi.
"Come on Fiona lets get lunch at the sushi bar down the block so we can head to your place and finish our costumes for tonight." Imogen said as she put her hand around her girlfriends waste.
Once the final bell rang at Degrassi Maya and Grace set off to Maya's house to put their plan of bringing Jake down into action.
After making quick stop at Grace's house to pick up the camera laptop and wire the girls headed off to Maya's.
Once they got there Maya and Grace found Mr and Mrs Matlin looking through some boxes but thought nothing of it and headed up towards Maya's room.
"Okay Maya I have all the stuff we need here." Grace set pulling out associated gadgets from her backpack.
"I have my laptop with the recording software ready to go the two mics one looks like an earring which you'll hold on to and the other is a hammer shaped pin, now the one you give to Jake not only works as an audio recorder but also functions as a camera that will stream video straight to my laptop giving us all the proof we need to prove that Jake raped Clare in school and get her away from him."
"That's great Grace but I was thinking if Jake is raping Clare at school their could be more to this like maybe his dad or step mom could be in on this too and covering for him after all if shes being abused at school there's no way Jake could be hiding this from their parents."
"I see what you're saying but even if their parents have anything to do with this we don't have proof and getting anything that would prove they do is something even we cant handle right now so lets just go into this with the intention of nailing Jake if their parents have anything to do this we deal with that later."
"Alright if you say so now lets get these costumes ready I don't want to be late for the party."
As Maya and Grace were putting the finishing touches on their costumes Maya was going as an angel while Grace was going as ironically enough an old school detective they happen to hear Mr and Mrs Matlin arguing downstairs.
"I wounder what they could be arguing about now?"
"Well don't just stand their Maya lets see whats going on."
"Maya and Grace slowly made their way towards the door and peaked out just enough to hear what was going on downstairs.
"Harry we cant keep this a secret any longer they have to know after all how would you feel in their place think of the girls."
"I know Margret I agree they do have the right to know but what can I do I have no control over when the girls meet her I signed a contract that says until they are all eighteen they cant meet."
"The hell with that contract Harry I know if you could you would have fought for what you really wanted."
"I would have but I didn't because of you."
"Harry we worked through this already I understand what happen and made peace with it I would never keep you from either of your daughters I want you you to arrange a meeting with the three of them soon I don't care how you do it just get it done."
Once Maya had heard that last statement from her mother she froze.
"Maya are you okay?"
"Yeah Grace I'm fine now lets get out of here we can meet up with Tori and Tristan if we hurry."
"Maya don't shut me out you just found out you have a half sister aren't you the least bit curious?"
"Truthfully I am but I'm also mad that my whole life up to this point has been a lie I mean all this time I've grown up thinking it was just Katie and I now I find out I have a half sister out there somewhere that I've never met and have almost zero chance of meeting of her if what my parents said was true."
"That may not be true Maya."
"Hows that Grace?"
"Well chances are if this half sister of yours exists then your father probably has something that belongs to her and since we have that family tree project its the perfect way to find out."
"Grace you heard my parents I cant met her yet I'm not even supposed to know about her."
Wake up Maya this project is the perfect cover plus its a way to approach your parents."
"I guess you're right but for right now I think we should focus on nailing Jake."
"Fine with me whatever you want but whatever you want to do know you have me to back you up all the way."
"Thanks Grace now lets go I have my ear piece in place and I don't want to risk tipping my parents off about our sting or letting on that I know about my half sister."
With that Maya and Grace headed off to Tories.
Meanwhile at the Coyne house Fiona and Imogen were putting the finishing touches on their costumes for the dance Fiona and Imogen were going as an Egyptian queens at Fiona's request.
"Fiona hurry up you're going to make us late." Imogen called from the front door.
"I'm just fixing my hair Immy Ill be right out."
When Fiona finally emerged from the washroom Imogen stopped and admired her girlfriends white and sky blue outfit.
"Fiona you look amazing."
"Aw thanks Immy I just wish Bianca would come with us she could really use a night out."
"Fiona I know you want to help your sister but she told you to let her have her space and that she would come to you when she was ready."
"I know Imogen but it just worries me that Bianca feels the need to handle whatever shes dealing with from her attack alone."
"I know Fiona but the more you force her to come to you the less willing she'll be you have to let this play out at Bianca's pace, now lets go have fun Bianca wont be back til late anyway and besides since my mom is a double tonight Ill be able to stay over and let you experience the magic of Imogen Moreno's tongue all night."
"Immy you are so bad."
"But you love me anyway."
Fiona and Imogen made their way to the car arm in arm laughing as they made their way to the car.
Across town at the Edwards Martin house Clare was being subjected to a brutal paddling by Jake while being forced to give Glen a blow job.
"That's right slut take it all in don't waste a drop." Glen said as he watched Clare struggle with her gag reflex as he climaxed in her mouth.
Luckily for Clare Helen had shown a slight bit of compassion by putting Clare on the pill when he was younger.
After Glen had his "fun" with Clare he decided to let Jake take her to the Degrassi party.
"Jake since we had such a great time with Clare you can take our little toy to the party with you but she is to wear that cheer-leading uniform I got her and make sure she has the beads in I want her ready for tonight."
"Will do dad by the way the tape of this adventure and her punishments from last night will up in your room."
"Good put it with all the other tapes and make the notes in the book too."
"Will do dad Helen will be proud of us for breaking this worthless trash." Jake said as he dragged Clare upstairs to clean her up.
"Come on whore its time to change."
Jake dragged Clare to Glen's room where he retrieved a key from the dresser and unlocked a crate which had over sixty tapes all of which documented Clare's abuse along with a red notebook that Jake and Glen used to document all the ways they had abused Clare and came up with new ideas on how to punish her worse.
After making a few notes in the book Jake locked up the tapes and the book and dragged Clare to his bedroom where she found her outfit for the night.
"Now bitch as you can see dad and I picked out your outfit for tonight a lite purple cheer uniform complete with a set of purple panties now bend over so I can put your new accessory in".
Clare reluctantly bent over as Jake inserted Clare's companion for the night.
"Good job slut now change while I put on my costume.
Jake chose to dress as a vampire and for Clare it seemed fitting because Jake was a heartless monster.
After they dressed Jake forced Clare into the truck and drove off to Degrassi.
The ride was agony for Clare who felt like Jake Glen and Helen had finally extinguished the last ray of hope Clare had she was no beginning to accept that she was no longer in control she wasn't a girl who was worth while or worth saving she was truly a little girl lost.
Once Jake pulled into the parking lot he shut the truck off.
Clare before we go inside I want you to blow me and when I come get you for our special time you better just take it or I will break you tonight."
"As you wish Jake." Clare said with a sullen defeated look on her face as she prepared to give away another piece of her soul.
"Good girl Clare keep going." Jake panted as Clare sped up her movements until Jake finally climaxed.
"Good job Clare clean yourself up with the wipes in the back and Ill come get you later."
Clare cleaned up and headed inside even though she was free off Jake for the moment she felt used and unwanted she went to her locker and pulled out the small knife she kept there in case her other one was ever found and went to the wash room After making sure he washroom was empty she went into the middle stall and made her usual x cut just under her left shoulder but this one was rather large one she felt like this was her only release.
After Clare finished she cleaned the cut just enough so that no one would ask questions she covered the scar with her costume and some paper hoping Jake wouldn't notice it and went off to the dance.
After having some punch Clare ran into Adam Drew Jenna and Alli.
"Hey Clare you made it." Alli semi yelled over the loud music.
"Yeah Glen said I could come tonight." Clare said putting on her mask which told everyone she was alright.
"Clare I like your costume would you care to dance?" Dallas asked.
Clare was so conditioned to just do things she accepted without thinking.
Luckily it was a fast song and Jake didn't see her because he was too busy chatting up some girls by the DJ.
After two more songs Clare felt her phone buzz knowing it was Jake so she needed to get away from Dallas.
"Listen guys I have to take care of something Ill see you later." Clare said as walked off from her friends.
As soon as Clare was out ear shot the Torres brothers Jenna and Alli stepped outside to talk while Dallas went to fin Owen.
"Guys did you think Clare's outfit was little odd?" Adam asked.
"Odd how Adam?"
"I don't know it didn't seem like an outfit Clare would wear even for a Halloween dance".
"I know what you mean Adam that did seem like an odd choice of costume for Clare even now and did you see how she just ran off after peaking t her phone?"
"Yeah it seemed odd but who knows it could have been her mom lets keep an eye on her if she comes back" Jenna suggested.
The group went back inside hoping their friend would return soon.
Mean while across the gym Maya had made her way to Jake who she spotted by the DJ booth and after touching base with Grace made her way towards him.
"Hey Jake having a fun time?"
"Yeah now get lost I have somewhere to be."
"Jake don't be like that I just wanted to come by and say hi."
"You said hi now leave." Jake said pushing Maya to the side.
"Jake wait I before you go I want to give you something."
Jake stopped and turned around.
"What hurry up."
"Here take this pin its a git maybe we can get together sometime."
Yeah maybe." Jake said with an evil grin.
"Jake was already falling for Maya's plan he took the pin and slipped it on his collar and smiled as he walked off.
Maya ran back to Grace in fear.
"Grace I did it now all we have to do is wait but I feel like we should follow him and save Clare."
"I know baby but we cant do anything without solid proof now we wait as sick as that makes us both."
Jake made his way to the drama stage where he found Clare waiting for him.
"Good Clare you're here now strip I want to warm you up for when we get home now strip".
As usual Clare did as instructed while Jake recorded the abuse on his phone to download to video later.
"Fuck Clare for a worthless plaything you're always good." Jake remarked as he pinched Clare's nipples and took a small lick of her wetness.
"As Jake prepped to enter Clare he noticed she began to break down.
"Aw whats the matter Clare afraid king Jake might hurt you?"
Clare just continued to whimper as Jake gave Clare's ass a smack.
Once Jake entered Clare he trusted into her with reckless abandon listening to her cry out.
"Jake stop I cant take anymore stop."
"Ill stop when I'm ready now shut up worthless trash."
As Jake trusted for what seemed like an eternity he finally showed some sign of mercy and climaxed.
"That was good Clare now clean up I'm taking you home."
As soon as Clare was dressed and presentable Jake took her to the truck and went home.
For Clare this attack really drove home the point that Jake and Glen had broken her and it showed Clare that it would take a miracle to save her or what she thought was left of her.
