This morning the house was very calm. It was a very sunny day, which meant that a lot of us were out taking in the sun light. Except my group of course. It is sad to say but we are outcasts except that one night with the warehouse fight when we were seen as heroes, warriors even. Ever since that night, I have not seen Jacob. I wonder what he was doing at this moment.

"Bella" Carla said in her soft voice

"What is it Carla?" I said as I walked over to her bed and sat down

"I miss him" she said as she gasped loudly

"Its okay" I said as I ran my fingers along her hair.

"I wish I could go to sleep and not wake up" she said as she curled up even more and stayed still not moving or breathing.

I stood up, kissed her forehead lightly, and walked out the room. As I headed down the stairs, Nicholas appeared stopping me.

"What do you want?" I asked annoyed

"Where are you going? To see that wolf" he said

"No"

"Then where are you going?" he asked

"Down stairs" I said as I moved around him and walked down the stairs. Nicholas quietly fallowed me.

"Are you going to fallow me?" I asked as I walked into the living room.

"Just to make sure you are not going to do something stupid" he said

"Something like this?" I said as I turned around and grabbed his neck and as quickly as I had grabbed him, I let him go

"Leave me alone," I said as I walked out to the backyard and this time he did not fallow.

The breeze blew right through me and for the first time his image and name came into my mind.

"What are you doing at this moment?" I asked aloud as I sighed. He had not crossed my mind since I have gotten here.

"With Raven I suppose," I said in a whisper as I almost choked up just thinking about it

"You're an ass hole you know that" I said more loudly almost in a shout

Then the before I saw him I heard his footsteps as he walked up behind me



"I am?" Jacob said as he came up behind me and hugged me.

I shook my head as he rested his head on my shoulder.

"Why are you alone?" he asked as I turned around

"I was hoping I would find you," I said and he smiled wide at that answer

"I can't stay long," he said as he looked around "All the bloodsuckers are out and they might catch my scent"

"Can you answer me one question?" I asked

"What is it?" he said

"How did this all happen?" I asked

"It's a long story," he said

"I have time," I said

"I don't" he simply said as he looked around "Tonight, see you," he said as he ran off.

I laid down and let my skin soak up the sunlight.

I tried to relax but I could not. Soon I would know everything. Maybe the Cullens were wrong maybe Jacob was innocent…. Maybe.

Before I knew it, the sun had set and it was night. Why bother going back home? Jacob should be coming by soon.

What if?... what if he isn't innocent?... What if he is going to tell me some bloody war story?

I gotta get out of here

I stood up in a flash

"Where are you going?" Jacob's voice startled me

"Jacob?" I said as I backed up a little facing him not his chest

"Were you going to leave?" He said looking confused

"A… No… I just thought you weren't going to show"

"Well I'm here" He said sitting down

"Well what you want to know?" He asked as I sat down

"Everything" I said



Do I? I thought to myself as I noticed eary silence surrounding us. It felt like we were around a camping fire and he was going to tell a scary story.