This Chapter is about Einna- and it was written to fill in the gap from the last chapter where she was dragged to Mercedes' and Aran's room to have what is commonly called as 'girl talk.' :D


Einna's Story

I learnt that my parents adopted me when I was 7, due to the fact that I had blue eyes when both my parents didn't. Because I was born early of the year, I had to join school when I was 7, when normally you start school at 8. I was bullied as soon as I set my foot in the school-they were telling me why I was here when I'm a year younger than them, and that they didn't want me to stay in their class. At the age of 10, I moved to Australia- but when I went to Australian school, they told me that I had black hair and I didn't belong.

I didn't belong anywhere.

I was an outsider.

By the time I graduate primary school, I was to be separated with the few friends I had.

At the first day of the high school, people asked me who I was, whether Asian or European.

I couldn't answer their questions.

By the time I was 15, I learnt how I had to lie in order to survive.

My smile was a mask I wore to lie to people—I had no 'true' friends.

I was alone.

My role as a 'friend' was to listen to their story only when they needed help, so I can understand how they feel.

So I can say nice things at them, comforting their weary hearts.

I like my role.

But the fact that I could understand people so easily when they cannot—

It hurts.

I began to think of suicidal, and how people would react when they would receive the news: that I have died.

I hated my life; being alone was painful—yet I didn't want to become closer with people and get betrayed again.

Then I found a world—a game that I could play- Maple Story.

I was an archer, than a mage, than a warrior-

People in the Maple World, were far nice to me than the ones I have met in real life.

How I wished I could be in the virtual world rather than the reality!

And then I was in the Maple World-where people welcomed me in warmer fashion-

I was no longer alone.

But the fact that Phantom was talking to me because I was the 'reincarnation' of the last Empress, Aria.

It reminded me of the bad things that I experienced back in my world, and it wasn't nice.

If I wasn't the Last Empress' reincarnation… what would've happened?

Would he treat me the same?

Or would he treat me as a mere girl, calling me as the 'commoner'?

I don't know.

I feel lost, almost scared now—was it lucky for me to come to this place?

Or should I go back no matter what…?

The feelings that I had when I first had, are now gone—

I still don't belong anywhere.

And I wish someone would understand me at least this time…
instead of me understanding others.

Because it hurts.

The fact that I will never stop understanding others' feeling without trying won't change…

No matter how harsh they were to me, I will feel sympathy for them—

And the fact that no one will understand me unless I tell them what I feel—won't change…

…will I ever get out of this abyss…?

Will someone pull me out…?

The mask I wear, a fake smile—will someone see through…?

I'm screaming in the darkness; but no one can hear me…

Save me…

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Please…


A.N. so, not really happy, right?

This story is rather depressing, and also, emotional-but i shall make it happy again by uploading another chapter soon :D

Enjoy the story of Einna the F_ A_. (anyone who guesses this right will get a special treat... :3)

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