A/N Hey everyone, sorry about not updating in AGES O: I have been really busy with my other story Bulletproof x its doing so well! So I thought I should write a chapter of this, so enjoy. Oh yeah, forgot to mention that it's done in two Pov's

Disclaimer : I don't own twilight or the twilight characters. I do however own Heather and sadly all of the nasty workers in the hospital! x

A cold splash of water on my face brought me out of my slumber. I opened my eyes to the unfamiliar world that began to swim in my vision, and I slowly sat up. My body ached with pain all over and I moaned as my head pounded. I slowly ran a hand through my hair and hissed in pain when I touched my open gashes and cuts. Pulling my hand away I saw there was dry blood flaking my hand. Squawks above me make me look around in confusion. Instead of the white walls and metal doors, it was open space, trees and greenery. The smell of fresh earth and moss hit my nose as I inhaled deeply. Where am I? Memories exploded open, and I realised I escaped.

"Free?" I whispered but even saying it out loud sounded like a question. I hesitantly stood up, careful about my injuries.

"Whoa." I muttered, my head swimming, I clutched the nearest tree for support. White hot pain shot down my legs and my legs buckled, sending me sprawling to the forest floor. I breathed deeply trying to ease the pain. A sudden snap of a twig make me jump. I lay frozen on the floor, looking for the source of noise. After a minute, I sat up and looked around. Nothing was there. The adrenaline rushing through my veins made my vision and hearing sharper and I was aware that there was a river nearby. There was a rush of leaves and a rabbit darted from a bush and leaped away. Relief washed over me and I laughed. Sunlight darted through the trees and illuminated a patch of grass up ahead. It had been ages since I felt sunlight on my face, the grass between my toes. I ran up, winching occasionally, and got to the patch of grass. I closed my eyes and stepped forwards. Heat spread over my body and the grass lazily moved against my feet and my toes. Relishing in the warmth I lay down, feeling the sun on my face. I felt utterly relaxed and happy, emotions that I haven't felt in ages. My thoughts drifted back to Heather, would she be okay without me? Tears pricked my eyes as I realised she is alone. I will go back for her, once I tell the police. I know that isn't allowed to happen, it's against the law. Will they believe me? I am classed as 'mental' so they might not. A chill ran over my body and I sat up. The sun had gone, there was no feeling of happiness, and it had got darker. I got the feeling like something bad was going to happen. A vision burst into my mind and I gasped. I jumped up and took off running but I slammed into something hard. Huge hands clamped down on my arms and my mouth. I thrashed out and struggled to get free. I looked into the face of my capturer and felt myself go cold. It was Paul. I kicked out and him and caught his shin. He yelped and let go. I ran without looking back.

"Alice, get back here! It's no use, you're cornered!" His laugh chased after me as I kept running. Rain began to pour down, causing the ground of go marshy and slippy. My foot flew out behind me and I stumbled falling on my face. I jumped back up and kept running but a hand clamped over my wrist. I shrieked and twisted as something snapped in my wrist and I screamed as blazing pain erupted in my arm. He let go of my arm and I lurched forwards, falling in the mud. Mud splattered everywhere as I clutched my wrist sobbing in the rain.

"Give up Alice. We have caught you." He sneered and picked me up, throwing my over his shoulder. I cried hysterically as we walked to the unknown. Black spots took over my vision and I was gone.

**Next day***

I didn't have to look around to know where I was. The mental hospital. My body was stiff and felt oddly disconnected from my body. I opened my eyes and was met by another pair of eyes.

"Oh Alice! I'm so sorry." Heather sniffed. I looked down and saw I was strapped down on my bed. Little pad locks clinked as I struggled to move, wishing I didn't try move. I knew I got badly beaten, I can feel it. My wrist felt heavy and my face felt swollen.

"How bad?" I asked Heather, my voice scratchy with not being used. Heather bit her lip and looked away, not looking me in the eyes.

"Heather?" I asked feeling scared. Heather looked at the collar of my straightjacket before answering.

"Um, your face is black and blue. You have a huge cut above your eyes. Your f-face is swollen, badly." She grimaced. "Your wrist is snapped and you have been cut very badly. I think there is a fracture in your skull and a few snapped ribs. You have a broken jaw and bruises cover every inch of your body. They are coming to see you later..." she trailed off as a tear leaked down her cheek. I swallowed back the bile that arose in my throat. I closed my eyes and warm tears cascaded down my face, stinging the cuts. I'm going to die. I cannot live another moment of this torture. I can't, I have nothing to live for. Nothing left for me. Nothing. The door banged open as a man came in.

"Mary Alice." He tusked. "We can't have you running riot outside now, can we? Needless to say, you will be monitored more closely. This will not happen again, we found out how you got out and it had been cemented over. You will not be able to escape again. I hope you will not be foolish enough to try it!" he warned and backed out of the room.

"How did you get out?" Heather whispered.

"Air vents. So they can't have fully cemented them up. Then we won't have clean air." I mused quietly. Is my exit sealed? I will check when I can move. Tiredness swept over me like a blanket and I fell asleep.

** Jasper Pov, before Alice escaped **

The burn in my throat reached its peak as fresh blood in front of me, my made venom well in my mouth. I swiftly swooped down and clamped the deer's neck between my mouth and sucked its throat. The burn in my throat began to extinguish as the blood seeped down my throat. I shuddered and pushed the carcass away from me in disgust. I ran a hand through my hair letting the loose strands flutter like a butterfly. I looked over at Edward and Bella, they were laughing together, and I could feel their love radiating off them. I got up and ran away from the emotions that I wish I truly felt. I could hear the soft pitter patter of the rain falling gently on the leaves above me. There was a scurrying sound as the rabbits a few feet below burrowed, creating more room for their family. Family is something I have. My 'parents' were Carlisle and Esme. I had two brothers Edward and Emmett, along with two sisters Rosalie and Bella. Everyone in my family had another half. Edward and Bella. Rosalie and Emmett. Carlisle and Esme. Then there is me. A sudden change in wind blew the most mouth watering my way. Human blood. I felt the monster in me take control. There was a battle between me and the monster that wanted to drain to human, and there was me, who didn't. I found myself running to the source of the smell. I leaned over the girl and prepared to bite her but them she looked at me. In those eyes, I felt a rush of love. Instantly the monster was beaten, and the girl fell into unconsciousness. I stared at her, letting my eyes take her in. She was badly beaten and bleeding. She had black hair and was dressed in white clothes that hung around her skinny frame. She breathed unevenly and twitched. I stretched out my hand towards her and ran a finger down her warm face. She didn't flinch but a current ran up my arm. It wasn't sore, it was pleasant. I breathed in and immediately wished I didn't. Her scent sent my throat into an inferno. I held my breath and studied her. Shall I take her to Carlisle? She then whimpered and I quickly looked to see what was harming her but nothing was there. I felt strangely protective of her yet she is only a human. Something about her draws me to her. I heard someone come closer to me. The shimmer of blonde hair told me it was Rosalie. She felt angry and shocked. She growled but not at her, to the world. The person that did this.

"Jasper? What happened, what did you do?!" she whispered. I felt my mouth fall open, how could she suspect me?

"I didn't touch her, I swear!" I hissed feeling hurt. She looked at me closely then leaned her head on my shoulder.

"I know you didnt, but you could do that to her." She whispered. I understood. She is basically telling me I shouldn't. I should leave her. I know I should just leave. At least make sure she gets help. I love Rose as a sister, she has always been there for me. I know Edward thinks she is vain as most of her thoughts are about her and her appearance but she isn't vain. She only thinks those thoughts because she hated Edward being able to get into her mind. She hates the fact that she has no secrets from him. I know Rosalie is telling me to let her go because I could hurt her, or my family could. We couldn't have another human in our house. It was bad enough with Bella. One day she got a paper cut and I nearly killed her. I can't have that happen to her, not when she is so innocent.

"Rose." I whispered miserably. "I want her, not to eat but feel she needs me. I want to protect her. I want her."

"Jasper, it's your choice, but do you have the self control like Edward does? Remembering he had about 80 years control, even so, it was really hard for him. It was hard for all of us. If you did take her back, and one of us couldn't control ourselves and killed her, would you kill us?" she asked and I knew she didn't want the answer.

"I just-" I cut off not knowing what to say.

"Think about her. I know Emmett would love another sister, as would Edward. I would love a new sister, one that hopefully likes shopping. I know Esme and Carlisle would love another daughter. I know Bella would love her also. I know you would love her, but do you want to take her human life away? Her chance to have children, grow old. Age!" she laughed a helpless laugh and shook her head.

"Think about the girl Jasper, does she deserve it?" She asked again and kissed my cheek before taking off leaving me to decide what to do. I held my head in my hands while a fierce battle begun in my head. Take her vs leave her. Would I be able to take her life? Her choices? Do I be selfish and think of myself? No, I can't. I got to my feet and walked away. I stopped and ran back. I leaned down to her cheek and pressed a kiss to her cheek. I got back up and ran away before I could change my mind.

A/N Oh so how was the conversation between Rosalie and Jasper? Omg its only 18 days to PARAMORE! (Which is what I'm listening to now) Ermm so I seen New Moon on Thursday and omg! It was SOO AMAZING! Im going to see it again but I loved it all! Alot of it happened in the book, which I'm glad! Omg the bit between Victoria and the wolves was just...WOW! My heart was in my mouth when she had Harry Clearwater by the throat. I got such a fright when a wolf slammed into her. Omg the fight scene! And Edwards cheek! It cracked! I was like "NO! NOT HIS FACE!" But it thankfully healed! What was everyone's fave bit? And Alice's hair?! It wasn't spiky ): I liked it anyway lol x New Moon had more funny bits in it, I LOVE it!! Anyone's thoughts on it? Anyway, please review xx Luv ya's x

-Louise x3