((This is a chapter testing my boundaries of writing o3o This chapter involves sexual acts (not sex but close) and a huge mind fuck at the end. Please realize this was written at seven in the morning without the writer sleeping at all that night-... God I'm a pervert when I'm tired. Well.. Enjoy.))

The night had gone through without any faults- aside from falling asleep multiple times on the table, the night was good. I told Charlie I was going to stay here with Emily tonight because Jacob just insisted that this conversation couldn't possibly wait til tomorrow- much to my dismay- I obliged. We were walking threw an old path down to La Push beach as we talked.
"Thanks for... staying." I looked up to see his puppy dog eyes and smiled at him reassuringly.
"No problem, that's what friend's are for- isn't it?" he froze and dropped his head. I blinked, stopping and looked at him. "Jake...?"
Without warning, he snatched my wrist and started running down the tree lined path, I followed after nervously, "Jake?!" I cried, Stumbling every over branches and hell even my own feet at times. When he finally slowed down to a trot, I looked around apprehensively.
"We couldn't have walked?" I questioned, looking back to him with an 'are you insane?' look.
"This couldn't wait- I had to say it- and I had to say it... in the place I first realized you were going to be a part of my life forever," he said as tugged on my wrist, crushing me against his chest.
I felt a knot loop in my stomach and my body flushed cold. "Ja...Jake...?" my voice let off my anxiety and distress.
"Let me say this..please- Elizabeth, I need too."
He called me by my name... My froze and despite my minds protest- my body buried my face into the crook of his neck, clenching at his back. It was better than looking into his eyes- I could actually feel... relaxed this way.
"I waited to long last time... to say how I felt. Seeing you with Edward today... I knew... I had to be forward- about my feelings for you." He whispered breathlessly into my ear.
"Jake..." with that my voice broke. I could feel the emotion welling up inside of me. My breaths were soon painful to draw in, each huff got more erratic as my face got tight and my vision blurred. "I don't understand why you'd..."
Jake placed a gentle loving kiss on my forehead. I closed my eyes tightly and the tears released quickly from my eyes. Suddenly he pulled her back and started raining kisses over me, kissing away my tears than kissing at my cheeks, and nose. Soon making his way down to my shoulders, slipping the shoulder of my shirt down so he could get to more skin, while never stopping his shower of kisses. Jake slowly lowered us both down onto the sand. Hovering his body over mine, he held his weight with his hands. I could feel my body violently trembling, I squirmed awkwardly to fix the shoulder of my shirt and turned my face away in embarrassment.
"I'm going to go home-" I froze at the fire coming from his breath and onto my face, flinching away from it. He must have noticed my discomfort because he leaned in and kissed me on the lips... creating a feeling of fire and ice. Only tugging the knot in my stomach so it was bound. Jake reached the top of my jeans. My skin tingled at the contrasting temperatures of his hands touching my skin. He slowly undid the button of my jeans and unzipped them, continuing his heavy breathing down my chest. Tears came faster now. What am I suppose to do? I screamed at myself, before letting out a weak scream 'No!' and he moved back up so we were face to face again.
"It's okay... It's all alright- I'd never hurt you.."he cooed.
"I'm serious! Stop it!" I grabbed his hand and tugged as hard as I could to pry him away from me.
Jacob sat up, straddled me and leaned back onto his heels hovering over me. He stared intently at me. I felt sick now- this felt wrong. Filthy.
"Jacob- I'm serious!" I screamed.
"Than how else... will I show I love you?"He responded weakly. I could feel his hands burning trails across my hips and up my back in a rhythm. "To make you stay?"
"By respecting my right to say no... I promise- We can.. spend time- just us!" great.. promises of time after this happened...
"You will...? You... will still... Be with me- after I.."
"You're the best friend I've got here.."I soothed, reaching up to wipe a tear from his face. He smiled my favorite grin back at me and I smiled up at him.
"Thank you... I'm sorry I-"
"It's fine."
"I really shouldn't have..."
...than why were you still moving your hands in a current up over my hips and up my back? I ignored the sour thought.
We lied there for hours just talking about things. Our childhoods- our likes...dislikes...(yawns) favorite things- favorite bands... and I was out like a light.

I woke up snuggled into a light blanket in a dim room when I heard a bunch of voices I assumed I was at Emily's. The only proof last night happened was the sand that made it's way into my shirt and pants- can you say discomfort? I protested being awake but my stomach had other desires that needed to be filled right away. I swallowed down my pride and went off down stairs to the kitchen.
In the kitchen was a table full of bronzed skinned- black haired- shirtless boys... With the smallest creek of me entering their attention went from the food- to me. Oh...great.
Seth stood up and went to me instantly,"You're Elizabeth right?"
"Hi Seth."I mumbled.
"Oohh it's the new vampire girl."... Paul.
I shot a glare at him, and to my surprise so did Jake.
"Nice to meet you, Elizabeth. I'm Sam Uley." I was greeted by another tall man, instantly recognizing him. A smile lit my face,"Thank you for letting me stay over last night- Please tell Emily I said so too."
"She went out shopping," he clarified. "I will tell her when she gets home. But, no problem. It was nice having you over."
"Thank you." I said as nicely as I could before Seth dragged me to the table.
I could tell by the eagerness of the faces directed at me, and the nervousness of Jake's expression that..This was going to be...a long morning.

((So how'd you guys like a little spicing up? No! THIS DOES NOT MEAN ELIZABETH AND JACOB WILL GET TOGETHER BI HUSH YOU'S!
I was just adding some BAM in here. Again, I'm exhausted and just wrote this for my amusement. ;u;
So what do you guys think? Should I do more sexy things more often? If yes- with who? c: Leave a comment telling me~))