Alec PoV
"Hey, you." said a deep voice behind me. I knew who it was; it was my job for tonight. Well, the job Seb gave me, not my real one.
I ran my hands down my dark blue tuxedo and tried to look nervous and anxious. That was the role I had to play; little Alec who cannot defend himself. What a joke.
I felt his big and warm hand on my shoulder turning me around to face him. Gabriel Bonato was nothing like his brother, who seemed more like an inflated balloon with a mustache. Gabriel on the other hand had more muscle than your average personal trainer. He had light brown hair that was cut very short which made him look like a grown up baby. It was creepy. He had green eyes that looked at me with an undying hunger that made my skin scrawl and my eyes wander to hip lips which were pursed as if he was unhappy with the whole situation. He was a bit shorter than me, which was fantastic. I let my gaze capture his and smiled a bit. What an actor, Alec, what an actor.
"Yes?" I tried to ask in the most polite voice that I had. I needed to see were Magnus was going with the little rat E. Too bad that I couldn't just look around and do my job, no fucking Sebastian wanted me to 'entertain' Gabriel Bonato. Gabriel didn't return my smile he just kept looking at me like I was a delicious turkey on Christmas Eve that he needed to devour. I rubbed my hands on my things to make it look like I was in desperate need to get away from him. I needed Magnus to see this, to see me before going through Bonato's mansion, that way he would never suspect anything.
"You Alec Lightwood?" he asked again with this voice which seemed to come directly from the underground sewers. I nodded and turned around to look if Magnus was watching us. No beautiful man. Damn.
"That's me." I laughed nervously, what a show, and looked down on my black and shiny shoes.
"I'm Gabriel Bonato." He said and I had to stop my mouth from moving and telling him that he should just go fuck himself. But no, tonight I was Alec Lightwood. But I would also be Rocco.
"Nice to meet you Gabriel. Do you live here as well?" I said trying to make some small talk till Magnus the moron decided to show up.
Gabriel shook his head and came closer to me and whispered in my ear: "For you, I'd live everywhere."
I had bile rising up my throat. Was that really, seriously a pick up line now? Was he fucking kidding me now? Gabriel, who was obviously drunk, smelled like an ashtray mixed with beer. Not a nice combo let me tell you. I tried to step back a bit but Gabriel followed me grinning like an idiot. Well, to be fair, he was an idiot. The muscled man had his eyes closed and I watched as his mouth came closer to mine, all in slow mo. By then I was pretty sure that his muscles had damaged his brain in some way.
"You so…ssssexy." He slurred and with the long 's' there was also spit coming out of his mouth. What a freak. I rolled my eyes and turned around to see if the great Magnus decided to grace me with his-
Yes! There he was, leaning against the bar with a champagne glass in his hand. He looked good, I had to admit that. I saw him look around the room, and I prayed to God that he was looking for me. Showtime. I grinned to myself like a badass in a bad Western movie and kissed Gabriel full on his mouth. As I had thought ; no resistance. He was way too easy. I kissed and kissed and closed my eyes when I noticed Magnus' ones on me. Gabriel drew me in and his hands found my back and then my ass which he tried to massage but felt more like acupuncture. I felt his kisses travel down my neck and I tried to look disgusted and not happy about the situation, which I was. Everything was going like planned. I knew Magnus was still watching us but I couldn't risk it him seeing that I was watching him. Gabriel's strong arms held me close to his body that seemed to be made out of steel, only that he was boiling hot. His sweaty front left shiny traces on my neck and I just wanted to go already. I had done my job already as Rocco while Magnus had been talking to Oscar and now I just needed to see that Magnus and E wouldn't find anything of importance. I noticed Gabriel's front rubbing against mine and I couldn't contain a sigh. Really? Really that primitive? I slowly opened my eyes and saw that the bar was empty. Perfect. I tried to wiggle out of Gabriel's embrace but the drunken man didn't let me go. I rolled my eyes again, this was all very tiresome, and let my knee fly to his groin. I didn't even turn around to see his hurt face. I walked to the other staircase which was mainly for the usage of staff and looked at Sebastian one last time. My savior that needed to learn his lesson. It wasn't revenge, it was teaching. I climbed up the steps very quickly and on my tiptoes to be sure no one heard me. There were no man left to guard the doors, I had made sure of that. I had come up here when no one was looking and even if they were, they only saw a cute little boy that wouldn't hurt a fly. Well, too bad that not everything is as it seems. I had walked to the same rooms Magnus and E were going now, I had opened the same drawers and I had taken that what they were still searching for. Seb was a fool to be sending Magnus and that little ugly rat E. They were way too naïve to get the job done. My hands went to my waistband and my fingertips brushed over the papers that were hidden underneath. I had to smile, Rocco had been brilliant tonight. Angelo would thank me. I came to a halt behind a sculpture of a naked woman that was holding a golden cup. Not cheesy at all, no.
Her eyes were dead and her movements frozen like ice. I touched the cool marble statue and stared at her once beautiful face, now carved in stone it seemed unnatural and out of place. She reminded me a bit of my mother. A beautiful shell with no soul and dead eyes. And forgotten, of course forgotten. All of those standing still will be forgotten. I drew in a breath when I heard the first door open. I hid behind the statue and watched as Magnus and E made their way to the music room. I had to smirk when I saw Magnus tiptoeing. He looked clumsy and out of his element like a bear in a circus. The door opened and the golden light spread over darkness like water over a rock. I didn't know if I should risk it to come closer and them seeing me or if I should just stay where I was. I wanted to hear what they were talking about though. I breathed in one more time and walked smoothly like a panther over the floor that barely muffled the loud music from the great hall. As I came closer to the music room I could make out Magnus' and E's voice.
"…I think that Oscar has cleaned up pretty thoroughly. I think that they were expecting us to come up here." I heard Magnus lovely voice say. I had to smile, it was just too perfect. It was nothing against Magnus, I liked him, but this was my job that I had to get done for Angelo. No feelings allowed. Sebastian had to learn his lesson like I had learned mine.
"Alright?" asked Magnus and I wondered what they had been talking about earlier.
"Good, stay here hide or whatever till I come back up. I'll knock twice on the door so you'll kn-." When I heard Magnus' feet approaching the door I sprinted down the dark hallway. Good that I knew this place like the back of my hand. I hid again behind the statue and saw Magnus disappear. Shit, he was going downstairs! What the –
I named Magnus a few very nice and friendly things underneath my breath and then ran down the stairs that had previously brought me here. I saw Magnus push people out of the way like a real tough guy but I had no time to think. I needed to get creative, fast. I had no time to search for Gabriel or Seb so I did the only thing that would seem just as ordinary. I played drunk. I threw myself on one of the couches on the sides and took off my jacket and threw it somewhere and loosened my tie. My hands found their way to my hair and I tried to make it look like I had been making out with Gabriel for hours. I buttoned my shirt wrong in the middle and started to look up at the ugly ass chandelier that was illuminating the vast room
I knew how to act out a role, but this time it would be much harder. It was Magnus after all. My dreamy gaze didn't follow Magnus form as the man made his way towards me. I felt my heart beat speed up a bit and wondered briefly why I was nervous. I was just acting, right? Magnus sat down beside me and took my cool hand into his warm one.
"Alec, darling? Are you all right?" I heard him say cautiously as if entering a cage with a fire spitting dragon inside. Well I'd play along. I had to.
I started to giggle like a baby and giggled some more and said finally: "Magnus" I felt stupid and even more like a new born when Magnus smiled warmly down at me and said : "That's me."
God, that smile. I needed to get away from him, fast; I needed to see if E had found anything in the meantime. I stood up and tried to be as shaky as possible. But then I looked down on this beautiful green eyes man and thought and I just couldn't resist. Now was the best time to…you know…
"Alec, where are you going darl- "he started but I sat down on his lap and that made him shut up. Up close his face was even more beautiful. His high cheekbones drew shadows over his face; his lashes were dark as the night and just as long as one in winter. I looked into his hypnotising green –golden eyes and was sure I could get lost in them. Those lips, those perfect teeth, those – I let myself fall backwards a bit and after a few seconds of hesitation I felt Magnus' arms keeping me in place. His lean body was warm and I just wanted to forget Rocco and Alec and just be the boy with fifteen when my parents had been alive, when I had been alive.
"You know Magnus" I said and tried to forget about that past life, it was long gone. "You have beautiful…" shit, why was I talking? I should be knocking E out and going through his things. Instead I was sitting on Magnus' lap like a pole dancer…Damn.
"Teeth." I decided that it would be the less awkward thing to say. Even though I really wanted to say something else.
"Well, thank you Alec that is very nice of you" he said and I felt respect for him. Not a lot of people would have been so polite and friendly to a drunken man that seemed like an easy prey. Valentine didn't think about it twice, Sebastian didn't either but Magus held me in his arms without hunger or lust, just like he was guarding something important. Respect. One of the most needed and most scarce things in the world.
"You are also very very very very very very very nice" I didn't know why I said that, well I did, because he was, but… I was confused by my own actions, was that weird? I heard him chuckle and I nearly melted.
"Really? How so?"
"Because you are beautiful and just…lovely " I giggled but didn't feel as stupid as I did before. I was rather enjoying myself and I saw that Magnus was too.
"You think I am beautiful? Isn't that something only women can be?" He asked me and actually blushed! I didn't really want to answer him, because I had just embarrassed myself so I leaned against his chest and felt his warmth heat me up.
"No, because you are beautiful" I mumbled but it didn't really help my situation. I was drawn between walking away and doing what I was supposed to be doing and staying here in Magnus' arms.
"How is this an argument?" I heard him say and his voice vibrated in his chest.
"Because you are not a woman" I said with a final tone. I knew I wasn't making any sense but what the hell, I was drunk, right? I started unbuttoning his shirt and loosening his tie. Now that I was playing I wanted to see till where I could go. Would he still be so respectful when I'd start kissing him? Was I really testing him?
"Alec…?" I heard him say, his voice sounding unsecure and anxious.
"What?" I asked innocently and tried to unbutton his shirt with clumsy hands, even though I could have done that in a second if I needed to.
"What are you doing?" What a stupid question, Magnus. I smiled like a retard when I had my fist button undone.
"I am showing you something." I said instead of the 'I am backing a fucking cake for my grandma, that's what I'm doing' that was at the tip of my tongue.
"And what would that be, darling?" I brushed with my cool fingertips over his bare shoulder and watched him chuckle like a cute teddy bear.
"That you are beautiful." I still don't know how that came out of my mouth so naturally, perhaps because it was true. He was a very beautiful man, but over everything he was a good man. With a good heart and a good soul who had ended up working for the mafia. I didn't know why Magnus did work for Seb, but I just hoped that he had a good reason. Just like me. Even though I didn't really work for Seb.
"Alright" he said and let me be. I continued to undress him excruciatingly slow and jumped a bit when he took my wrist with his warm hands.
" Show me now."
I nodded, my throat dry. I leaned down and kissed his tan shoulder. His smooth skin felt soft underneath my fingertips. My tongue stroked over his skin and I felt him shiver. Then, like driven by the devil, my hands went to undo his Hermes belt. I itched to touch him everywhere but settled for his sturdy thighs and let my hands caress his legs like it was the most important thing on earth. Suddenly the room felt so much hotter like the air had been sucked out of the room, letting me slowly suffocate. Too many memories flooded in my head with the force of a tsunami. I saw myself in the same position as now, just undressed and with a few bruises on my neck and not a handsome man but an ugly old fart. I was actually glad when Magnus pushed me away. I thought I was about to burst into pathetic tears.
"What is it? Are you mad?" I knew I needed to keep this charade up.
"No, darling, it's not that, but I have to go do something." Of course I knew what he needed to do. E was waiting for him in the music room. I still pouted a bit.
"So, you don't like me anymore?" I said and hated my whiney voice. I felt tears in my eyes but decided that I didn't want them gone. Why do I always have to be strong? And it was a very dramatic effect. I looked away from Magnus for a second and saw a huge man in black climbing up the stairs. Shit! I really needed to go!
"No, no, no! Alec it's not that, but I need to go and -"
But I was standing up on my 'shaky' legs and just shouted "Then go!" And turned around to run up the stairs. I needed to get to E before Bonato's man did. What if they did find something more than I did? I felt the papers in my waistband and was sure that I had gone through everything. If Bonato's man found E… Shit!
I ran up the stairs that I had used before and saw how the man walked up to the first room. I heard the door creak a bit when he peeked in. His hand crept inside like searching for something on the cold wall. The next second I knew what he had been looking for. Light flooded the room and some drops of gold landed in the dark hallway. I was still invisible behind my usual hide point but I felt my heart beat faster and stronger because I knew that the next room would let Bonato's man know what Sebastian had been up to. Damn.
The bald headed man in black turned off the light after making sure that there was no one inside and closed it with a light thud. I breathed in and out just like Angelo had told me to do. I took one breath and let it out and then took another. My hand closed around my cold gun that felt like a burning torch in my hands. Even though I was nervous my hands were cold as ever. My eyes twitched, my nose picked up on smells like roses and copper mixed with mine. I cocked the black gun and slowly stood up. My knees were hurting from crouching down as much, my back was itchy and I needed to go to the bathroom. Leaving all of that aside I took one last breath and then jumped quickly to the cold wall. I pressed my back against it and felt the cold stone cool my heated back. The man walked leisurely towards the music room. I approached him, still in the shadows, my steps never reaching anybody's ear. My pulse felt like I was driving on a highway and my finger twitched on the trigger. I held my gun with both hands, my eyes never leaving the man that had already the door knob in his big hand. I heard the little click of the door and saw it swing open. There was no light, there was no sound. I saw his hand trying to find the light switch again and knew I needed to act, now. I raised my gun and pointed directly to his head.
I never pulled the trigger.
I didn't hear the bullet, I didn't see who it was, but I knew where it had come from. The man fell backwards like a stiff tree. His head fell on the floor with a finality that made my heard stop for a moment. Would that also be my end? Would I leave this earth alone, working for some bastard that didn't even care if I lived or died? Would I never have my revenge or would I die while at it? Wasn't it miserable? A live with no direction other that the one others give you? Wasn't it stupid and reckless? Death would find all of us, I knew that, but I just hoped that mine wouldn't be as insignificant as his. I didn't even know his name. He was dead. Living your life will cost you your life.
I was frozen, still pressed to the stone wall, still breathing fast but not letting out a sound. E had killed him. He was the only one in the fucking room. I knew that I had to change plans. I hid my gun in my waistband and walked up to the still warm body as loud as I could. I heard somebody stop breathing at the other side of the door that was still open a bit, dark like the gates of hell.
I crouched down and closed the man's eyes. Then I stood up and pushed the door open.
"Hello?" I said as innocently as possible. Alec was back and Rocco was buried in his depths. For now. I didn't get an answer so I carefully stepped into the music room that was still cast in shadows. "My name is Alexander Lightwood, is somebody in here?" What a great show, please a standing ovation.
I slowly approached the man that I could smell from the hallway. Copper. Blood. E. E was there were the blood had been flowing. Rat.
Before I could say anything else light made the whole room visible for me. I saw E, the idiot lowering his hand with the gun, and smiling a bit.
He passed his hand over his sweaty front and let out a breath like he had thought I was some demon. Well…
"Alec, man it's you. You nearly gave me a heart attack. Wadda you even doin' here?" he asked me. My eyes searched his frail body. From his ugly ass face to his skinny legs. Nothing. There was no other gun, except the one he had been holding and there were definitely no papers. I smiled a bit. Mission nearly accomplished.
"I needed to escape from Gabriel a bit. You know, some alone time." I looked down at my feet, always the shy Alec. How pathetic.
"Yeah, I get that."
I raised my eyes to him. I needed to get the answer as fast as possible. Magnus should me here by now. I had lost too much time already with the bald man. I guessed that I had still two minutes left.
"Did you find anything?" I asked E. The rat boy's eyes widened.
"No…why? Did Sebastian send you, did you -" I stopped his nonsense with taking out my gun and pointing it directly between his eyes. What a precise and beautiful death.
"Are you sure about that? Nothing?"
E's legs began to shake, his skin turned white like rotten flesh. I heard his teeth clatter against each other and his hands trying to make it seem like he wasn't cocking his own gun.
"If you do that you are dead in two seconds." I told him. My voice so different from Alec's. I was Rocco, the untouchable. Never fearing, never yielding and never stopping before getting his revenge.
"Tell me." I ordered and E. looked down at his hands. He had left his gun fall to the ground. When his eyes looked into mine I saw everything in them. I saw crushed dreams and I saw his fears I saw his wish to have a family his need for love and warmth. In his brown button eyes I saw a life reflected, a little child that first learned how to ride a bike, a grown up after his first heartbreak. I saw it all, I saw his soul. There it was; life as raw and rough as it really was. His eyes held no tears, just one last wish. Live.
I pulled the trigger and E's last wish never came true.
He fell like the man had fallen. What do they say? An eye for an eye? Well, my friend, that's what happens. E lay before my feet like a grotesque servant kissing my feet. I ignored his frozen eyes and searched his body. Nothing. He had been saying the truth. But I had known that already. I took the gun that had fallen to the ground and pressed it into his hand. I took the man by his ankles and pulled him into the room. I didn't want Magnus seeing a corpse in the hallway, he needed to buy my story. Before I could do anything else I heard steps approaching. Magnus. I closed to door and closed the light. I pressed my back against the wall again, this time being the one inside. Magnus knocked twice, like he had said he would but I didn't move. I put my gun back in my waistband and waited. My heart wasn't beating as fast anymore, but I could still see E before me. His pleading eyes, his knowledge that this would be his end.
"E?" I heard Magnus voice through the door like I was standing on the other side of a waterfall. I heard the door open slowly, just a crack. I heard Magnus breathing as he crept towards me, his hand flat on the wall, just like my back. It was really ironic when you looked at it. Me, with no intentions of hurting Magnus and him, with no intentions of hurting me, but still both of us were careful. The light from the hallway didn't reach my feet so I was still hidden from Magnus' cat like eyes.
"Eric? Are you here?" He said and I had to gulp. Eric was long gone. My hand slipped over the switch I knew Magnus was looking for. His hand crept closer and closer over the cold wall like a huge snake ready to bite. Then suddenly everything went very fast. His hand over mine, his mouth opening in realization, my hand on his mouth, our struggling. And finally this word that made me stop dead in my tracks. Of course the fight was planned. I needed him to think I was completely horrified and frightened. Alec the lamb. What bullshit.
"Alec?!"
I shrieked like a little girl and jumped back, hitting the switch. The room became visible to our eyes and mine widened dramatically. I sank down, my back on the wall and closed my eyes. I started shivering and trembling. When I didn't hear anything I opened my eyes for a second and saw Magnus. He was beautiful as ever, his black hair, his perfect body. But he didn't fit in the room with two dead men. His green golden eyes were glued on the figure lying close to him. E. I saw his breathing stop, his blood freeze. I didn't remember what it felt like to see death for the first time. I didn't feel anything anymore. It was just a fact, like being alive, the same way you aren't.
Magnus sank to his knees, tears in his eyes. His shaking hands came up to his face. I didn't want him to suffer but he needed to see this, he needed to see that working for the mafia would not only mean driving big cars and wearing expensive clothes. This was the real deal and sadly the only one that was true. I kept silently crying. I didn't know when I had started, but it didn't matter anyway, it was only an act. It was a show just like the time Sebastian had beaten my ribs raw. I knew that I would provoke him with crying but I needed to show Magnus his true face. He needed to see what a monster he really was. I hated him, so much that sometimes I thought of just killing him in his sleep. Those nights when he was breathing next to me and I was laying awake thinking about him. But it would be way too easy, he needed to suffer. Magnus gulped and closed his eyes, the tears falling like rain on his button down shirt. I didn't want him to suffer. I didn't want him to suffer damn it! I had suffered enough for both of us.
I stood up on shaky legs and walked up to the man.
I didn't know what to say. I just stood behind him, his back tense and my heart arching. He turned around to face me and took my face into his hands.
"Are you all right?"
He was standing close to me, our feet nearly touching, in the middle of two lost souls. I closed my eyes and nodded.
"Alec…" his voice broke and his breath caught in his throat.
"I know it's hard…but can you-"
"I don't know if I am ready to talk about it." I said. It felt so wrong to be in his arm, but at the same time so right. Magnus' arms embraced me and I let my head fall down onto his shoulder. I noticed that his shirt was still undone at the collar. I breathed in his smell, but I could put a name to it. It was just too unique.
"Let's go downstairs." said Magnus after a while. I didn't want to go down and face Sebastian. I wanted to leave this place with Magnus and never come back. Maybe we could go to the beach or we could go to Paris. I had always wanted to go to Paris. But I nodded and reluctantly let go of Magnus and his warmth and comfort. He looked down at the two bodies and I tried to look as disgusted as possible. Magnus saw my face and sighed.
"I'm sorry I could protect you from that."
I nearly laughed but my face just showed an embarrassing blush.
"You don't need to say sorry. It's okay. I'll…I'll get over it eventually. It's okay. Really." I said and looked into his amazing eyes. I needed to make sure that he didn't feel guilty. He didn't nod; he didn't do anything except look into my eyes like I was a riddle to him.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I am sure."
He smiled warmly and the next thing he did surprised me. He took my hand, just like that; he took my hand and didn't let it go. I needed to get my feeling under control because right now I was acting like a fifteen year old virgin. With one last and very long look we left the music room and descended the stairs.
"I was already wondering where you were." said Magnus and a warm feeling spread through my entire body. He had been concerned about me.
"Why?" I asked him.
He didn't look at me but I felt his hand tighten around mine.
"Because you are important to me." And with that he let go of my hand because we had both spotted Sebastian who was standing beside Raphael. There weren't as many people; most of them must have left already. I didn't see Gabriel and I didn't see any of our people. Maybe Seb was already saying goodbye to Mr. Bonato.
I knew that now was the time to explain. I hoped Seb wouldn't see through my lie. We walked up to them, excusing ourselves when bumping into someone. We came to a halt in front of the little group of people. Seb had his back turned to us but Raphael had seen us coming. I saw his lips form my lovers name and the blond turned around. His black eyes found me first and then he looked at Magnus and confusion spread over his face like a grey carpet.
"What?" said Sebastian and his eyebrows clashed together like he knew something had gone wrong. Well, wrong for him. I had everything I needed to deliver it to Angelo. I had the information about the drug and I had killed the first of many that still needed to follow. The list was long and Sebastian was at the very bottom, like a grotesque grand finale. Just that he didn't know that he was invited to the show.
"Ahem…I think you should just see it yourself." said Magnus looking at me, but my eyes were cast down. I was sad, right? Suddenly I stared into Sebastian's black eyes. His hand had captured my chin and pulled me up to face him.
"What is this about Alec?" he said and for the first time in many years of knowing him he looked scared, like he knew that soon he would be alone, just as alone as I had felt. Screw you Seb, darling.
"I…" I didn't want to seem weak but that was just what I needed to be to make it perfect. "E is dead." I said finally. Magnus sighed and Seb froze. But only a second. Raphael didn't move , his eyes jumping from me to Magnus. He would be one of the biggest problems. Raphael the devil that saw everything. Sebastian's right hand.
"Dead?" said the blond haired man and let my chin go.
"Yes" responded Magnus this time.
"How" Sebastian was looking at the ground, his brows knit together tightly. He didn't even have the strength to make it a question. My hand came up to caress his cheek but he pushed me away and back was the cold monster. Welcome home, baby.
"Well, I don't really know...but Alec…" said Magnus looking at me. I knew he was nervous and I knew that he didn't want to force me into telling my story, but I was ready. I took as deep breath as if steadying myself and said then.
"Well I was with Gabriel and I was dancing" at that Magnus growled a bit which made me very happy, "but then suddenly he didn't want me anymore so I began drinking a bit…"
At that Magnus raised his eyebrows, he knew now that I had just acted like I was drunk and he would surely ask me everything about it later. But right now he left me alone which I was very grateful for. I needed to focus on my story.
"Then I saw a man walking up the stairs and well I knew that Magnus and E were searching the house so I thought that maybe I could help."
"Did I tell you to 'help' when you saw it fitting?" asked an enraged Sebastian and I pressed out a tiny 'no' between my lips. Bastard.
"Yeah, so why the fuck did you?" said Sebastian and Raphael put his hand on his shoulder.
"I don't know, I-I just -"
"Yeah, Alec, and that's the problem. You don't have reasons for your actions you don't think before doing anything. God how can you be so goddamned stupid?!"
Sebastian's face was in front of mine and I just wanted to put a bullet through his head right this second. I didn't have reasons? You'll see my reasons…
"Sorry." Was the only thing I said. I noticed Magnus beside me, wanting to act but not having the guts to do it. People were so easy to understand and figure out.
"Yeah, a fucking sorry will do it. Sure Alec, sure." Sebastian was beyond angry and I just hoped he wouldn't hit me again I might hit back and break his spine. "Well what else?"
His annoyance made me hate him even more but I tried to contain my anger.
"Then I got to the music room and saw E and the man dead on the floor. They had both their guns in their hands still, so I guess that they killed each other… It's so horrible." I said and my hands covered my face. I felt Magnus hand caressing my back and just wanted to curl up with him somewhere. I heard Sebastian sigh and say then : "Well did he find anything at least?" The question was for Magnus but I could have answered as well. It had been my last question for E and also his last.
"We didn't get any information." I heard Magnus say and felt proud of him when his voice didn't break again. He had recovered quickly form the shock. Well knowing who his father was, it was really no surprise.
"Are the bodies still there?" asked Raphael and I lowered my hands again and opened my eyes.
"Yes" answered Magnus and Sebastian nodded and looked down at me. He leaned into me and whispered in my ear: "Don't go fucking up anything else, got it?"
He looked me dead into the eyes and I gulped and nodded. He smirked and said then, louder this time and for Magnus and Raphael as well "Let's go get the trash out."
When I wanted to follow him he pulled me back by my wrist.
"Stay the fuck here."
I nodded.
One day you will pay. One day you will hurt. One day you will suffer. One day you will be dead and I will be free.
Okay don't hate me. I know I have been a bit…not there but now I back! I'll update tomorrow, I swear! Thank you for the reviews, even though I wasn't updating you guys really help me! Please keep on reviewing it makes my day. As you have noticed there are a lot of little pieces to complete the puzzle, here are some things you should keep in mind : - Magnus' past, - Magnus' father, Hook, Angelo, Unopened letters from Sebastian's safe.
Good luck figuring everything out! J LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY!
