It is in my best interests to ask you disregard any connections to anything but Trinity Blood which I do not own... There are 4 characters in the poem, and unfortunatly I'm the one relating to our favorite red haired nun. Noelle, Caterena, and Abel... are representing three other people in my life... Don't worry I'm not a Noelle hater, but I really despise the person who seems a lot like Noelle at the moment. Well all personal stuff aside it seemed a lot like Esther thinking about Abel. Thus why it got added I guess.
Oh, important note for reading. Every for lines is a Stanza! Fanfic just has lousey spacing.
I was sure I had forgotten that face,
Oh I thought that provided with a distraction…
Who was I kidding,
I knew I would never forget that face.
The one face that haunts me,
Despite my desperate attempts to forget him.
The face that haunts me,
And at the same time brings my heart aflutter.
Features worthy of some diety…
I am not worth him I tell myself silently and walk on.
Whenever I see him I walk past in a dream,
I don't know what's going to happen now.
You'll be there again next year,
Yet I won't…
Which is a relief in some aspects,
I won't see you anymore.
That was the idea behind all of it Beloved,
I can't stand to see you with her.
When I see the two of you I walk the other way,
That is what it means to respect you.
I am not jealous,
Though I do envy that woman in your arms.
No I will not sabotage your love,
I do not have it in me to do that Beloved.
I suppose going with him wasn't enough,
I didn't do it to get your attention at least…
That would make me as bad as that witch,
I am not Noelle nor am I your Lady Caterena.
You once told me what that witch told you,
I didn't hate you but her?
Oh I want that witch to rot somewhere in a nice…
Cold ditch in the middle of nowhere.
You seem to be running into me more often,
It makes no sense Beloved one.
I cannot stand this sense that's eating at me,
But I will not act out on it.
You wish to know why?
To answer only you truthfully…
I have no idea Beloved one,
My heart agrees with me though.
We will not see you hurt,
But that witch who set you up is another story.
When karma does catch one…
It becomes a vicious reality.
