Okay guys, I LOVE the reviews so, HERE IS THE EPOV! (cause some of you just thought my EPOV's were good too) hehe! yeah! D
NOW, some of you may have some FAQ so here's the answers to them: Why is Bella always mad? Well think about this...you like this guy and he knows you like him but you can't be with him cause he's just too perfect and you know you have no chance with him so you get mad when he teases you about it...and you just blow...anymore questions? :)
OH YEAH THIS IS AFTER THEIR ARGUMENT...not the argument itself
Stupid...you stupid idiot...
The argument kept replaying in my mind...she was right...
My mind finally caught with me when Bella slammed the door of her office. The stupid comments I made about Bella...of everything that I had started such an argument with her was flooding into my mind. Why was I such a foolish idiot...
Sure, she was clumsy but to be honest, I wanted her to be like that. It was the only excuse I had to have any contact with her...her soft skin...the warmth that radiated from her was just so exuberating and utterly indescribable. It felt like an electric shock, jolting ever cell in my body.
I had been mad...and continued the argument with her because of two things.
She was undeniably beautiful and just...a descended angel from heaven. To whom I had the luck to even have met her. An angel that I would never have a relationship become more than just as an employee and employer. Well, wasn't that just great. I hated the feeling that I could only survey her life from afar...to never be able to be a part of it.
The other was because, she was so unpredictable. Every girl that I had ever met in my life were so predictable. They were shallow and had lame behaviours...it was just like my life was clouded until I met Bella. That I had never truly met some so...extraordinary. She always kept me on my toes, wondering what her next actions would be...how she reacted to things...
The look she had on her face...the temper she threw at me was so...adorable. I just couldn't help to think that she was running away from me...that I had been so direct with my words. Why did I never stop when what she said was right. I did always have too much confidence around people...I always thought that sometimes, people were easily judged from first glance.
What a stupid prejudice man I was. All the females I had ever met swooned everytime I was around...it was just really stupid. All they did was agree with everything I put on the table. They never had their own thoughts...never their own opinions.
But Bella was different. She was unique. She had brought me out of the clouded life I was in. Encircled by people that had facades on and showed respect because you had better status. But Bella showed her true emotions. She spoke up. She was bold. She voiced her opinions.
Now my heart pained to think Bella hated me. That being such the idiot I was, I probably hurt the one girl I thought could unite me whole.
I never had such feelings...I was always content with myself, I never cared about the people around me. They were always there...but I usually just ignored them. They were self centered and cared only about vanity, money, anything that could make them happy with material items.
I knew many woman liked me, or at least I assumed did, was because of the fact that I'd achieve a successful business, a good career destiny and blessed looks I guess. I never took much time to care about my appearance and yet, woman that I had worked with before did.
Except Bella. She saw through everything I was. She stared past all the appearance and facade I had. She was who I really am and here I am, shoving her away from my life.
Remorse spreading throughout my body like a plague, I quickly took off, running for the elevator. Hoping maybe she would forgive me...
I could see her now...she was just entering the elevator gracefully. Oh how much I would just kiss the ground she had walked past...to be blessed to even have met her...this was the signs of the gods. I should grab this chance to apologize to her.
I ran, my heart was beating out of control. It was not cause I was running out of breath from running. It was cause of her breathakingly beautiful face that turned around and looked at me.
Good. She saw me.
But to my disappointment, she kept on pressing the close button on the elevator.
She really did hate me now. God...I just hope if I stopped being the idiot I was tomorrow...and apologized, maybe she would forgive me...
The doors of the elevator closed just as I reached it. I could only strain myself from prying the elevator doors open and grabbing hold of Bella. I didn't want to build up too much tension from her. I didn't want her to think I was just apologizing out of morals, but to apologize sincerely.
I wanted her to know, I loved her.
Well you guys gave me so much love and made me warm and fuzzy so now I gave you guys a free EPOV chapter! Mwuahaa xP SO now, gimme more love and I'll post quickly...and yeah :) oh yeah...are edward and alice related? well you'll see in time lol...D it WILL include all of the people from twilight (at least the Cullens) as well, so enjoy! :)
now it is kevin math time (kevin's my name btw) okay...more reviews means faster chapter update, just like how i gave you guys one chapter and an EPOV on the SAME DAY because i felt so warm and fuzzy...so...do the math! :)
