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I ignored the pain in my side as the titan's sub went deeper and deeper down. Robin had fallen asleep and was curled up around me right now. Bumble-Bee offered to take him to one of the medical beds in here but I shook my head, I didn't want to leave him. He was shaking, even in his rest. I could smell the fear radiating off of him and the anger. He was mad, so mad.

"Beast boy!" I looked up at Aqualad as he called my name. "You shouldn't stay there, you need to be resting and so does Robin,"

I knew he was right, my wounds were getting worse because I was moving around so much and with my morph I had done earlier…it wasn't good. And Robin, I don't know what injuries he had suffered. As far as I can tell, he's not bleeding, I don't smell his blood.

I sigh and rest my cheek on Robin's head, I was worried. Worried about him and the others. Since they didn't come back, I'm guess that Nicolas had gotten them with his little trick. That wasn't good, and I knew that Nicolas and Ruby only took them for a reason, to get to me. I knew what I would have to do, sooner or later, and it was going to have to be sooner, a lot sooner then I want. I would have to tell Robin first though, have to tell him everything.

"Hey!" and my thoughts were distracted once again, yet by Bumble-Bee this time. "Do you have any idea what that was BB?"

"Yeah," I said grimly, standing, but it wasn't working out too good, Robin's a lot heavier then he looks. Bumble-Bee giggled at my attempt to get Robin up, but Aqualad took pity on me, thank god, and took Robin from me.

"Don't strain yourself Beast boy," he said, I huffed and struck a muscle pose.

"What are you talking about, Dude!" only, I pulled my wounds that had reopened and I hissed, bending over as the pain shot through my whole body.

"BB!" but I waved at Bumble-Bee as I walked clumsily over to the small medical area of the sub, sitting down on one of the pull out beds.

I was bleeding, I know I was, I could smell it and it was really strong. I would have to get my bandages re-wrapped soon. But I still had to explain to the titans east what exactly that was back there. However, I blinked, realizing someone was missing, or rather, two people.

"Where are the twins?"

Speedy glanced back at me from the control center of the sub and smirked,

"They're on vacation in Mexico."

"Mexico?"

"Yes,"

"Why would they-" but Bumble-Bee rolled her eyes and hushed me.

"Beast boy, we need to know what is going on," she asks me, telling me to take my shirt off. I blush, I don't like people to see me, I don't like the looks they give me because my skin. I don't even like Robin looking at exposed skin, at least not anymore then I have too. But I slip my shirt off anyway; my wounds were starting to bother me.

"About a month ago, we got some new villains in the city," I began, hissing when Bumble-Bee began unwinding my wrapping, some of my blood had dried and it was sticking to the white cloth. "They are doctors that mutated from some sort of experiment,"

"Like scientists?"

"Yeah, sort of," and I hissed again as she began to re-wrap me, pulling my ripped skin close together.

"What do they want?" Aqualad asks, looking at me with pain, I'm guessing my wounds had been worse off then I thought.

"Me,"

"What!" I jumped back as all three of them yelled at me. I looked down though over the sudden outburst and sighed.

"Before I joined the titans, or the doom control…I was alone. I didn't have any place to be or stay. My parents had died and I was living on the streets for a year, and that's when they found me. Ruby and Nicolas Smith. They took me in and took care of me, but it all ended a year later," and I was careful not to lift my head up, otherwise they would see the tears starting to form, "they worked for the government, some kind of military weapon thing, involving DNA changing. And they needed something, someone to test it on. So Ruby and Nicolas brought me in, but I never let them test me. I would change to fast for to long. So in the end, they just got mad and kept me locked up, beating me, torturing me,"

"Oh god," I hear Bumble-Bee whisper sadly and I took that moment to collect myself, I couldn't fall apart.

"I don't know how long I was there for, a year at least, when one day, when Ruby and Nicolas had taken off for vacation, I attacked one of the other Scientist and I killed them, escaping." My memories of the blood everywhere was fresh in my mind and I had to keep telling myself that the smell of blood now was from myself and not someone else that I had killed.

"Beast boy…I'm sorry,"

"Eh, don't worry about it Dude! It was a long time ago…"

It was quiet after that and awkward, I hate when things feel awkward. I glanced over at Robin then and gasped lightly to myself, his eyes were open, and he was awake. Well shit, I didn't want him to know, not right now. He stared right at me, a thousand different emotions swirling in his blue eyes.

"Well what do they want with you now?" Aqualad asked and Robin's eyes shut close, and I wondered if I had just imaged it or not. Looking away form him I looked at the three east titans who were waiting for my answer.

"I don't know…revenge?"

"But you didn't do anything,"

"Not totally, but I heard that they got fired after I ran away because I had killed one of their employs,"

Bumble-Bee sighed, "that still doesn't make sense, how could they have mutated without a lab?"

"They had a lab at their home,"

"Well that sucks," Speedy pointed out. And he was right, it really did. Now that I think about it, I don't think Ruby and Nicolas had an experiment gone wrong, they never messed up, never had, never will…

"Never been loved, and never will be loved, freak…"

I grit my teeth as their voices fill my head from the past. I need Robin…he's here, but he's not. I sigh, things were looking dim and I don't think it would let up anytime soon.

"Get some rest, you'll be safe, I don't think those things can come into the water,"

"They can't," I whisper to Bumble-Bee's thought. I had been doing research on my recovery days, when Robin wouldn't let me fight. I had to know more about Ruby and Nicolas, what had happened to them.

"Oh?"

"The water mud's up Nicolas's mind,"

"You mean, a person was doing that with his mind?" Aqualad asks, bewildered. I nod, it's not that surprising, not after living with someone like Raven, she doesn't even show what she could really do. I sigh and lay down, looking at Robin, willing myself to sleep as I listen to the titan's east discuss the new threat and what to do about the rest of the titans. I frowned, what happened to Starfire, Cyborg and Raven? I hoped they were all right…I hoped Nicolas and Ruby don't do anything to them.

And I fell into dream world.


When I awoke next my mind was foggy and I dimly saw Robin smiling at me with a warn smile, Speedy helping him walk. His eyes held gentleness though and I managed a weak smile before I was out again.

It wasn't until the silence settled around me did I wake from my slumber, fully awake. It was dark and weird to see fish swim over me. At first my mind panicked, but then I remembered what happened. The darkness circling me, drowning me. I couldn't breath, couldn't see, it was taking me away, and then a sudden flash and I was back in the tower, Speedy, Aqualad and Bumble-Bee standing by me.

The battle that I couldn't take part of, because of my injuries. My burning need for Robin to be all right, to be with me. My surprise when I hear Robin's disks blow outside the room as Speedy dragged me out and the bone crushing embrace that Robin and pulled me into before we headed down to the depths of water for safety.

I sigh loudly and blink rapidly, trying to get used to the dark room and seeing sea animals swim by, looking down at me like I was an alien. Of course, I get those looks a lot, I mean really, green hair, green skin, pointed ears…how much more of an alien can you get?

Getting tired of being sent into a state of shock every time a fish or whale or shark swims overhead, I sit up and feel the tight pull of my wounds. The slight chill and the silky smooth sheets tell me that I'm not wearing a shirt or wrapping for my wounds. I look down at myself, curious and have to squint in the dark to see my wounds. Not really having any luck, I run my fingers over my side and jump lightly at the feel of stitches. All three of my wounds were stitched up…eh, that must have taken a long time. Slowly moving my fingers down, I count the stitches there and end at 24. That was the shortest cut I had received.

"Beast boy?"

I jump as Robin's quiet voice echoes around me and I realize after the shock that Robin is laughing at me, my breaths short and quick.

"Dude! Don't scare me like that, I don't want to die of a heart attack, least of all on the bottom of the ocean!"

He chuckles, of course he does, what else is he going to do? And it's then as well, that I grasp that I can't see him. I let my ears drop a bit…

"Ah, Robin, where are you man?"

"Right here," his voice whispers soothingly in my ear and I feel warm arms wrap around my waist. I blush and twist around until I'm facing him. It's still really dark and I can just make out his outline now, but even this close, I can't see his face too well. I can't really miss the way he bumps my nose with his though. I pull back startled when he does and he chuckles, feeling my blush.

I don't get it, when I'm not all close with him I'm not like this, but the second he touches me I melt into this pile of goo. Like right now, he's crawled half way into my lap, pushing me down onto the bed.

"R-Robin…"

"You know," and he kisses my lips gently, "I'm sort of mad at you,"

"W-what?"

He kisses me again, this time on my cheek, "you told the titans east about your past with our new villain but not me? Not us?"

"I-I'm sorry…" and he chuckles again, crawling all the way over me, looking down, trapping me in a safe bubble with his body.

"I'm serious, I want you to be able to talk to me,"

"I-I…" I don't think I can talk anymore, not when he's doing that to my neck. My fingers find their way into his thick black hair, holding tight as a shaky moan slips from my lips. His body is trapping mine, so warm, so hard with muscles. His hands, now glove free, slid up my waist, touching me gently.

"R-Robin…" my voice sounds so different…so breathy and shaky, it's something I'm not used too.

"We have to get them back, soon,"

"I-I know,"

"Once you are healed, we won't leave until then,"

"O-ok," and I gasp right after my answer and arch my body into his, my eyes shutting tight. I hadn't expected him to push down on me like that, moving with me, against me. God, he felt so good. And as he stroked my thigh and tugged lightly at my hair, his lips met mine, a hunger burning deep.

He stroked my lower lip with his tongue, waiting for me to gasp and let him in. and it didn't take long either. The cold room was heating up fast as he battled my tongue, tasting me. I've never felt a kiss so strong, so wanting. It sent hot flashes to my bones; it sent my body trembling with need to be closer.

However, as much as he wanted me, I knew he wouldn't force me to do anything I didn't want to, something I wasn't ready for. And what he wanted right now, I was defiantly not ready for. But I trusted him, he could…always tell what people were ready for and what they weren't and just in case he couldn't tell this time, I broke away from the kiss gently, not moving my lips, letting them rest centimeters away from his, his breath hot on my face.

"Robin…I…uh…I,"

"Don't worry, I won't," and he captures my lips again, making me sigh and wrap my arms tighter around his neck, resting on his shoulders, my fingers tangled in his hair. I really love him, he knows…some how, he always knows. And even in times like this, with our friends missing, our home taken over, he always makes me feel safe, makes me feel loved. He's always so strong.

But sometimes, when he's tired, or when something isn't going well, like right now, he comes to me late at night and I don't know how long we stay up, making out, touching. Maybe that's his way of saying that he wasn't very confident right then, that he too needed someone to be close to, to reassure him that, in the end, everything would be alright.


Bumble-Bee sat around the wooden table in the kitchen that was so familiar to her. Aqualad by the stove, cooking dinner for the group, slowly coming down from the high of the excitement earlier that day. With this new threat in the city, the three would have to team up with the titans, especially now that Starfire, Cyborg and Raven were missing.

Looking up as Speedy walked into the room, Bumble-Bee frowned, the orange haired teen had an odd look on his face. Aqualad glanced at him and snorted,

"What's with you,"

"This,"

And Speedy walked to the nearest computer and brought up the security cameras that were in every room. Bumble-Bee rolled her eyes,

"Where are BB and Robin?"

"I don't think you want to bother them, they can eat later,"

"Well, why not, they both need their strength,"

"Fine, see for yourself,"

And Speedy stepped aside and Bumble-Bee nearly fell out of her chair. On the screen in front of her, was showing the camera in the medical room that the two titans were staying in, and they most certainly were not resting. Inside, they were heavy making out, completely sucked in to each other and only each other. Aqualad choked on the spoon full of stew that he had been cooking.

"Are you kidding?"

"No," Speedy said with a smirk, however Bumble-Bee frowned.

"This could be a problem,"

"How?"

"Emotions aren't good to get in the way of battle,"

"It's their life, just leave it alone," Speedy argued back and the subject was dropped as the Speedy clicked the computer off. Bumble-Bee though couldn't help but feel that by the end of this, someone was going to get killed, and it just might be one of those two if they couldn't keep their emotions separate from battle.

Speedy was right though, it wasn't her choice, it was their life, but still, Bumble-Bee couldn't keep the nagging feeling that this would go up in flames, somehow…


Eh...i had trouble with this chapter...i was drawing a major blank...O.o But! I got in my Robin and Beast boy moment! YAY! Thank you for reading! Please Review:)