Korra noticed Asami had been more distant lately and drinking more. She couldn't think of one thing that could have upset her. They hadn't had phone privileges in two weeks and Korra thought she welcomed that. So when everyone started to pass bottles around in their barracks that night. She saw Asami take one and head out the back door. And naturally she followed her.
"What's wrong?" Korra said sitting down beside her. "And don't push me away this time because it's going to be no use."
"I'm a bad person Korra." Asami said.
Korra laughed dryly. "I'm sure. No. One hundred percent positive I am to. There are a ton of sinful unregrettful acts under my belt and I have to deal with it." She said staring up at the sky.
"Korra" Asami tried. "That wasn't- You couldn't- There was-"
"I know." Korra said undoubtedly. "Trust me I know but it doesn't make it anything less then what it is so tell me."
"I'm sorry."
"Tell me."
"I-"
"Tell me."
It was quiet for a while. Only the wind whistling between them. "I wasn't always like this. I use to be alive but now it feels like I'm still dreaming. I'm a bad person because I have done more than kill multiple times. He has trained me so it feels like a switch and then I watched the whole thing unfold behind my own eyes. I am ruthless, mercifulless, and precise. I want to take my on life and just end it all but he calculated that to. Taking my life would mean so many others. It's just a never ending circle of pain for me and anyone I encounter. My interactions with others are never by chance, conquincidence, or even fate but carefully planned down to the T. I started to ask myself why was I alive? If I was just going to be the pawn in his game for the rest of mine. But when I came here it turned into. I wish I was the one and only lonely wanderer blessed without a soulmate. That God had a little good grace left and decided to grant me this one thing. To die without a notice for an unwelcomed cause." Asami said as she stood up grabbing her bottle staggering some. "You said tell you so I'll say it again. I told you once I would kill you if you ever abandoned me."
She threw the bottle against the wall watching it shatter. Then she walked away leaving a silently crying Korra against the same wall.
